Scary Mommy Confessions
- He gave me an ultimatum and I don't think I can do through with it in the time he wants. I'm gonna lose him again. He's gonna hate me. But I can't. I just want to talk to him. but he's not answering me. cry.
- I have thought about leaving my DS2 somewhere at least 3 times today
- I miss the sex with my exH. Not him, though. . . just the good sex.
- I'd just like to make a shout out to my kids today... Fuck you, I don't wanna be the mother today! I wanna go back to bed, or get drunk or anything else!.... But here comes cute pics for Facebook, keeping up appearances!
- Just snuck a cigarette cause I am so freaked out about going to the dentist. I hate this fucking anxiety!
- I am going to college! To pay for it I've agreed to give up $18000 worth of bjs to DH. Good deal.
- I lost 10lbs in a week without doing much! I'll take it as an early very unexpected Christmas present.
- I pay very close attention to DH's caloric intake and lifestyle choices because I want him to be healthy but really because I want him to stay sexy and be able to fuck good and keep it up forever.
- I begged the nanny to come for a few hrs so I didn't strangle my kids. She did & when I got back, my sweet, patient, borderline saint nanny used the word demon spawn. At least it wasn't just me!
- I lie to my friend about going to therapy so that they will think I'm actually getting my shut together. I can't afford to go and would rather just eat away my sorrow anyway
- Married 17 yrs. Put up with cheating, stealing, low income, mental illness and infrequent/bad sex. Stayed for love and for our 4 kids. He walked out for no reason. So bitter. 7 yrs now and afraid I will never get over it.