- He gave me an ultimatum and I don't think I can do through with it in the time he wants. I'm gonna lose him again. He's gonna hate me. But I can't. I just want to talk to him. but he's not answering me. cry.
- I stay for the money and comfort and I hate myself everyday for it.
- How does death feel like the only answer? I know I shouldn't think that, but I cant figure out a better way out.
- DF told me he doesn't want to have a child with me because I'm a bad mom.
- Dh has had so many other partners before me I feel like I'm just another notch in belt not something special. Here dear let me put legs in air cuz u said I love u
- I kicked my husband's crap out of our bedroom. Still sleep in the same bed , but now I have room for all of my stuff and don't have to look at his mess. Decorated w relaxing colors & it's finally a sanctuary.Best decision
- Let DD3 trash the house today, DH is red in the face, fuck you buddy if you can't be bothered to help me out why should I make the effort to tidy like you want me to. DD thinks xmas came early - no rules woooo!
- Got in a fight w H in car. He said let me out. I pulled over down the street and let him walk it out in the cold snowy weather. When he got back in he said, "we're in this together". short cold walk w no coat on worked.
- When I don't have sex with DH, he punishes me by sleeping in and not helping with the kids like he previously agreed to.
- 'Me time' is hiding in the closet watching reruns of Friends...when did I become so fucking boring?
- The last time I had sex with my DH before he left he cried like a baby. Just like the way he told he did with one of prostitutes he cheated on me with. No I feel just like a whore with no husband or money to show for it.
- I have no friends I could call if something bad happened and it makes me really sad.
- My H planned a fun family weekend away and I'm getting my period so I feel like a crazy person and instead of enjoying, I'm just dreading late night drive home with two kids.
- I didn't know motherhood would be this hard and lonely and that I would constantly feel 'mom guilt.'
- Not wearing any underwear Bc I have no clean ones.
- Wish that I could get graded on sex. Let me know if was an A+ or F. That way I know I'm doing something right or wrong.