Scary Mommy Confessions
- I don't feel a sense of accomplishment when I don't shave everything at once.
- I knew I'd married the wrong man 10 minutes after I said 'I do.' My soul mate was at my wedding & I told him I still loved him at the reception. 10 years later, and I still hate myself for letting him go. Makes me so sad.
- Sometimes when my ASD kiddo is having a meltdown, I want to let him run away like he's tried to do. Seriously, one less headache for me.
- I feel really alone. No nearby friends. H and I are growing so far apart it is unreal. I miss my EA so bad. I want him back in my life but he thought I was too attached so he wont talk to me anymore. Feel so sad about it
- Ive sunk into a depression. DH relapse has ruined us financially. To top it off, he moved us to a new city before getting clean. Were broke, unhappy, and have no friends. I feel so alone. I have no one to talk to.
- I'd fuck my children's PE-teacher if I got the chance.
- Sometimes I think my husband doesn't find me attactive since my daughter was born. The amount of sex we've had I can count on my fingers in the past year.
- My days of skipping big chunks of damned Dr. Suess are over. My 4 yo has learned to read. Good, read them yourself, I've grown to hate anything that rhymes!
- H had several EA, promised it didn't go further and now is happy with us and tells me he loves me all day everyday. I love him too but I'm pretending to be happy, because I love him but I don't believe anything he says.
- The only time ds 15mos says momma is when I spank him for biting or hitting. Then I get a big tearful "Mommmmaaaa!!!" Fail :(
- My eldest son is at his nan's..my youngest is at her friends tonight, i have a bottle of vodka and hoping to put an end to a 6mth dry spell with the DH...so how come I just want to runnnn...not leave! just runnnnnnnn?? WTF?