Scary Mommy Confessions
- DH and I went at it ROUGH last night. 4 for me, 1 for him. Unfortunately he has a blood blister on his lip before a networking meeting tonight and I had to wear a hickey to work. Worth it.
- I want to take my kids and run screaming from DH b/c he has gone from being an absent husband & father to completely hovering! I want a fuckity fuck fucking divorce!!!
- Pretended to be tired and exhausted after spending the whole day with ds so I didn't have to make dinner. Actually only exhausted over how much fun we had together. Bought take out anyway.
- I know twilight is such a bad message to young girls however as a married mom of 2, I love the books and movies and secretly fantasize about a love like that, not to mention the sex/attraction
- I've lost 25lbs, am down to a size 6, my stomach is perfectly flat for the first time in YEARS and I still feel like a cow. WTF is the matter with me?
- Think ea is backing off, feeling sad and disappointed. I hadn't gotten to do things I'd fantasized about. H just doesn't do it for me any more. Dam it.
- Because I love DW, I say, "I want to make you happy." Because I've been married for many years, I know better than to speak the remainder out loud, "...so MAYBE you'll quit whining and get off my ass!"
- I might have Borderline Personality Disorder and it scares me. I don't know where to go to get diagnosed or where to go for help.
- pretty much just took that "mommy's a whore" saying to a whole new level.... I need to get my act together...
- My husband and I just almost got busy in the backyard. Kids inside. Damn, they can kill a good random spontaneous fuck, and I honestly resent it. I guess I should feel bad for thinking that but nah.
- I have many who love me but I so desperately want to be loved by man. I'm lucky to have all my friends and my kids but feel so alone. H and bf don't know how to love. I'm fucked.