Scary Mommy Confessions
- I find it incredibly irritating that when I suggest something, he says no if he doesn't want to do it or go there. However, when he suggests something, I almost always say okay and go with it. Wth? It drives me CRAZY!
- I do great on eating during the day. Then at night I binge eat. And I feel like such a piece of shit. Want to lose 15 lbs.
- I spent the day at work daydreaming that DH died in a tragic accident so I could collect his life insurance, be free of his misery and be a widow instead of a divorcee.
- Been in contact with sugar daddy. I know i need to do it to catch up on bills but i feel shame. And disgust. And sadness. Just gross overall. I will never be the same again. I am officially a whore.
- I'm about to fake a fall just to get DH"s attention. I'm 6mo pregnant, and all he cares about is his spawn.
- I remember when my daughter was a baby and I could not wait for her to talk and now she is 6 and talks ALL the time. Many times I am thinking to myself (especially before coffee) please stop talking, please stop talking...
- If I had the guts to tell my Christian friends that I think the resurrection is malarkey... I'd have no friends left.
- So fucking sick of being the other woman. He puts me before her most of the time, but I want to be the one who falls asleep next to him. It'll be this way forever. I love him too much to say goodbye.
- Get to spend 2 nights with bf next week... DH thinks I'm going shopping with my BFF.
- I accidentally forgot to strap my baby in the stroller today and he fell out (while sitting still) & hit his head on the floor & a metal clothing rack. Went to ER & he is ok but I can't stop crying! Worst mom ever!
- I don't want my EA to see how fat I am in person. I disgust myself and wish I could just lose this weight. I hate being fat!