Scary Mommy Confessions
- DH and I were looking at Suicide Girls together and pointing out the ones we thought were hot. His favorites were all petite with dark hair, round faces, and perky tits. I'm blond, tall, thin, and angular. Ouch. :(
- Had a baby 3 weeks ago and I hate myself for being so damn fat. I want my old body back, with my old clothes, not some fn maternity clothes still!
- When (positive thinking) I win the lottery, if H doesn't give me a divorce, I'm getting an apartment. My own quiet space where I can run away and hide from him and the kids.
- Sometimes I wish my mom had died instead of my dad...and then I proceed to hate myself for thinking such a horrible thing. I love my mom...bu I miss my dad.
- H is deployed and DD3monthd was his idea and while I love her, but most days I don't like her and wish me and DS3 could leave them both. I hate myself like seriously hate myself
- #3 tummy time because I don't want her to learn to crawl. She's probably my last baby and it is killing me how fast it's going by.I don't give baby
- I fained depression so DH would insist I take a nap while he watches the kid & cleans up. Win win win!
- After XH asked if we could abort our first child I should have known better than to have had three more with him.
- I suffer with anxiety about everything... I just wish I could be 'normal', if there even is a 'normal'. I worry that I am a disappointment to the ones I love, especially my boys and husband.
- Sometimes I just want to smack cailliou
- Ds2 and I just finished off the jar of pear and raspberry baby food that ds7mo didn't want. I should probably go make a real breakfast.