Scary Mommy Confessions
- I dream about suicide now. Todays dream involved how happy everyone was now that I was gone. Maybe it's a sign. I obsessively think about the best ways to do it. I'm not getting better. Just better at hiding it.
- I yell too much at DC they are really great kids. I need to do better. I will do better
- I am addicted to pain pills. I am going cold turkey, tomorrow. I can do this!
- I slept with someone who is not Dh and all I can think about is, what if I have an std or hiv? What was I thinking?
- Every day is the last pig out day because tomorrow I start my diet. Sigh.
- I am starting to go grey. And my skin still breaks out like I am a teenager. What a winning combo.
- I wish I had enough money to live without my husband. He's moody and joyless and resents us all. He also needs to have his ego stroked constantly to even be tolerable. Our kids wouldn't miss him.neither would I.
- met up with old BF from HS. We have the steamiest sexting. plan to meet. Get all sexy, have diner, drinks. back to motel and he can't get it up. WTF. Good thing is DH is totaly clueless about it all. will stick to sexting
- Got a way for night of the hotest sex with EA. He slipped out doing me doggie and got my first anal. WOW after the surprise it felt good. never gave to H and never will
- My dog licks my cheek more passionately then my husband has ever kissed me.
- it's killing me to be in love with someone who will never love me back.