- Off to "work" you go, smelling nice and pretending to care. I hope she gives you a disease, whoever she is.
- No one knows we are TTC but this week is "babymaking time" and I am so excited! It's fun having a secret with my hubby.
- It's been so long since I've had a friend I don't even remember what it's like
- DH just took DS 8mo with him so I could have at least five hours of me time. Words can't explain how much this means to an introvert like me.
- My mother likes her DIL more than she does her own daughter (me) - actually I like my SIL too but I'm still jealous of how close they are and feel left out a lot
- I feel terrible for my DD10. She never gets asked on play dates and told me she has no friends. My heart is breaking for her.
- I have a fantasy of being this really beautiful stripper/pole dancer who makes thousands of dollars a night. Sometimes I pick the music I would dance to.
- As soon as the leaves fall off the trees I go down, down down. The current gorgeous weather implies doom and it turns me manic.
- My husband found a "journal" like drawing that I made of myself years ago that listed all the terrible things I thought of myself and my appearance in detail. I was so embarrassed and ashamed. Makes me sad too.
- Finally managing my hormones with medication. Yay! With all this energy & motivation, I can clean/organize the house. I feel lame for letting stuff go so long, though. Mommy/wife fail.
- I think my uncle is attracted to me.
- My husband told me he wanted a divorce today as I was about to take my girls to a birthday party. His reason? My postpartum depression. Great guy I picked!
- I'm terrified that my only friend doesn't really like me at all. She's my SIL and I wonder if she just feels obligated.
- I look forward to my DH getting home, but when he does I feel so lonely. Even with 2 kids at home. I rather be alone.
- I jacked off using dhs hand last night after he passed out drunk.
- The only good thing about the husband being deployed is I get to go braless, makeupless, hair all natural, in sweat pants, not shave my legs for days and not give 2 shits