- They will hate you by the time i'm done. They deserve to know exactly what your choices did to them, and why they don't have the mom they did. They are sad all the time, because all they see is me crying and upset over you.
- Got up at 5am this morning so I could have a cup of tea in peace.
- I weigh as much as a gallon of gas in Nashville this morning. I'm a fat ass!
- I work night shift as a nurse for hospice. Just dropped my baby off at daycare and now it's time for some wine. It's 5 o'clock somewhere?
- Dog had a piss accident in the middle of the night. Cleaned it up last night after stepping in it. Didn't wash my hands or feet before getting in bed. Did change my pants though
- I might fail nursing school today. I need hope! Wish me luck!
- I love opening presents. I want to open a bunch of presents like a little kid again!
- I had sex last night and for once I actually wanted to.
- Each year we buy about 40 presents for children in need. My kids help pick out gifts and watch as they pile up in our house. They never once ask to play with them bc "they are for kids who NEED them." So proud of them
- When my 11 month old won't sleep, I quietly cuss him out under my breath.
- I'm lying in bed next to my sleeping DH and masturbating because we haven't had sex for nearly two weeks...
- DD walked in on mommy daddy time this morning. I was too far gone to stop.
- My hands got so cold scraping ice from the car, I came in, sat down and put them between my thighs and FUPA. Yeah, so sexy, but it worked...
- Taking suboxone and due any day. Not sure what to expect with the baby. The guilt consumes me even though I've done the right thing.
- I'm relying on my credit card limit being increased to be able to afford gifts for my ddx2. I find out if it is tomorrow. Really scared they will have a crappy Christmas
- Sometimes I lose it on my DD2 and spank her leg hard. She has some anger issues and likes to hit and I know it's because of me.