- I can't take the lying and sneaking around anymore. I'm done. I want a divorce. i want out of here.
- Finally told H I want a Dom/sub style sex life w/him & he AGREED I'm so excited & happy! We ordered dildos a whip nipple clamps & butt beads to get started!!! :)
- I'm still thinking about the hot bearded guy at smoothie king who was asking about my tattoos. I love my DH, but sometimes its nice to just think about it a little...
- My DH had a vasectomy about three years ago, and I am now a week late. I wish soooooo bad to be prego but I know it's just wishing =(
- I have constant guilt about everything I do, say, think and eat. I think it is from my very religious education and lack of stable parenting as a child. I wish I could just love myself and give myself a break.
- I finally came clean to DH that I think it's disgusting and uncomfortable when he does anal play on me. He is as sad and disappointed as i knew he'd be. At least I didn't tell him how much I hate his foot fetish.
- Sometimes I wish my house would catch fire and burn to the ground, just so I can start completely over with a better looking, cleaner, and better decorated house.
- Breakfast for my DD3 consisted of girl scout cookies and spoon fulls of peanut butter. She's happy I'm happy. Win win all around.
- I worry that H is still in love with his affair and that he will leave me for her, especially since I can't get control of my thoughts and constant ups and downs. I just want to be calm and happy.
- I had an abortion when I was 15 and I still feel guilty about it. Sometimes I think I don't deserve another chance. But all I want in the world is another chance....
- I wish I could find a man to just come over and fuck me and leave, not even say a word.
- I'm a SAHD who loves watching gay porn. I have no interest in ever participating, but I love watching a guy get fucked. DW must NEVER find out.
- I would smoke the hell out of some pot if I knew where to get any.
- I've changed lots of my passwords to sexymom. maybe if I type it enough times I'll believe it.
- The affair in my mind is 10 times better than it would actually be in real life. That is why I will never step out on my husband. My overactive imagination is enough!
- I'm having an abortion Tuesday.