- Fuck you negative pregnancy test. Fuck you because now I feel defective and broken.
- Having a one woman dance party (via headphones so I don't wake the baby) cuz I'm too happy to let my annoying ass hubby get me down!! :)
- I'm married but have a crush on a leader at church, who I KNOW feels the same. He's moving, not sure if bc of me. I sent email to say goodbye, practically admitted feelings. I got a very brief thank you. I feel foolish.
- Today I wore a size 12. Went shopping and fit into every 12 I tried on. I think that officially makes me a 12, right? Thrilled! I was a 16 in January.
- Having 3rd csection tomorrow but my mum guilt has kicked in for having wasted the time I've had with my 5 & 3 yr old & that I'm taking something away from them now by having another one. Crazy & a bit late thinking this now
- Autistic DS7 named one of our kittens Astronaut Training Room. He drives me insane but he makes me laugh my ass off every day and I love him.
- Don't know if I really want a second baby or I just want a second chance at having the birthing and breastfeeding experience I wanted and didn't get with my first.
- I feel like there is some trick to parenting that everyone has figured out but me.
- My husband and I lost everything, we are now sleeping in my mom's attic with DD6 & DS4. We pay for the groceries that feed the other 5 people who live here, and my mom berates me whenever we buy one thing for ourselves.
- Watching Dwayne Johnson lip sync to Shake It Off makes me want to fuck him more than I already did. Damn that man is a dream come true...
- today my husband masturbated me with a soda bottle ... enjoyed every second of it
- H (2nd) only wants to talk about himself. He only listens to me for maybe 5 minutes before something more important comes up. He knows nothing about what makes me tick. I want someone who wants to know who I am.
- When I was small my father beat me for talking. My childhood was pure torture. Even as an adult, I rarely speak. Thank all the gods I finally found a man who understands how to communicate with me. Getting married tomorrow!
- Everyone keeps asking about non-existent baby number two and when I'm having it. I don't want another one.
- Can't wait till we have separate bedrooms. still so much in love but can't sleep with each other
- DH and I have meowed to every Taylor Swift song.