- Feeling uber sad today. Becoming overwhelmed...things look great on the outside, inside I want to curl up and hide for days.
- My MIL just took my baby off of me, and it took all my strength not to slap her
- My 5 mth old is a terrible sleeper, still waking up every 2 hrs. My pregnant SIL judges me and tells me she's going to sleep train differently. I wish her baby is a worse sleeper so she knows what it's like.
- I hate my husband and don't know how much longer I can take this. Trying to stay for my kid but it is just misery.
- my dd 4 yrs was a wonderful baby, never cried or fussed. New dd 4 months is a fussy baby, not bad but more difficult. Feel like no one (Husband and my mom) likes her except me! My poor baby, shes really a sweetie....
- H threw his weekly verbally abusive rage fit, sent me hateful texts and voicemails, and left for the night. So I fucked a friend in our bed. I'd been trying to resist for some time, but right now I feel no guilt.
- Leading two separate lives under one roof, suspecting him of cheating, and still going through the motions of a happy wifey for everyone else's sake is soo exhausting!
- I have a constant negative commentary running through my head, but only while with DH. Rest of the time I'm quit happy thank you very much.
- I think about poisoning him in his sleep almost daily.
- I am secretly glad I've always been nerdy and chicks never wanted me. Since now I am rich and can boink asian hookers.
- tonight we had popcorn and snacks for dinner while watching barney cuddled in bed, and it was the best night with my kids i've had in months!