- Had the worst birthday ever. Husband got me the exact opposite of what I had on my list.
- I give my husband so much grief when he goes out drinking all night and stays the night with his friends. But I am secretly relieved and happy that he's gone and I get our wonderful daughter all to myself.
- When i get gassy my belly gets super big and I like to pretend that I'm pregnant. I always think "I wouldn't mind being this fat if there was a baby in there and not just fat and gas
- I yell at my kids when they don't sleep. They are only 3 and 2. Then at my husband when he questions me about it. It makes me feel terrible afterwards
- Always had a horrible temper until I met dh. 8 years later, it's coming back. I can't control these crazy, irrational moods. I don't want him to leave me, but even I don't like me like this.
- Told H I can't shave my legs when he's in the shower with me. Now I get to shower in peace, even if I do have to shave
- Totally berated my DH last night. 10 years of pent up resentment. Told him I'd never forgive his affairs, he wasn't attractive, fat, nobody wants him and he was a shitty dad. Tired of pretending. But feel horrible.
- All I want for Christmas is my fucking period..
- Today was crackers for dinner ater sobbing on the floor for most of the day kind of day
- Lately things have been getting very physical with H. He was drunk tonight and we got into it. He tried breaking my neck. Feel so helpless because I have no where to go with 3 kids
- Saw the school counselor at a Christmas party tonight. She told me over a drink she thinks DS7 is on the autism spectrum. Thanks, counselor. Merry effing Christmas to you too. Couldn't that tidbit have waited until January?
- My new year's resolutions include sleeping with two different guys before March. Judge if you will, but I'm fed up with saying no to myself.
- My son recoils from me when he is with his GM.
- most the time i just sleep in my clothes. between working from home into the night, and the baby waking up to eat every 2 hours all night every night, i dont think it actually counts as sleep enough to warrant pj's.
- This is the first christmas I was able to buy all my kids gifts without any help!!! Feel so good about myself!!!
- I wish I could poke my SILs boobs with a needle and watch them deflate. I had dreams of punching her in the throat. Haven't seen her in 2 years or spoken to her in a decade. FB makes me hate her more each day.