- I hate my job. How am I support to support/"sell" this "small business" when I dont even care about it. I should NOT be in sales. Greedy, greedy business. I hate it.
- Every time I see a shooting or stabbing or mysterious death on the news, I have to immediately check to make sure my mom didn't finally lose it on my dad.
- I panic about west niles.
- I use a fake name on FB so my past cant track me down.
- they say not to worry about an outbreak with ebola. I call bullshit. humans are fucking disgusting. that shit will spread.
- DH was not very interested in parenting the first year, but looked forward to giving DS his first piece of chocolate. Damn straight I gave DS chocolate for months before DH "was allowed".
- This Ebola scare has me very concerned. I don't care what the CDC says, I think it will spread and they won't be able to contain it quickly enough.
- I just got a water bill for almost $500 and have no idea how I'm going to tell H. Ughhhhhh.
- I deserve an award for the O I faked last night...
- I'm a grown ass woman but when I feel mistreated at work I still want to cry. Wish I didn't need this piss poor job.
- It's 4:30am and I'm wide awake thinking about my incredibly frustrating manipulative parents. My life is so much better when they aren't a part of it.
- I get irrationally jealous if another woman cooks for H or folds his laundry. Even our own mothers!
- DS2 threw a stuffed dog at DD2mo when my fuse was short and I whipped it back at him way too hard and hit him in the face. He cried and refused to let me hug him. Don't blame him, I'm SUCH an asshole!
- Made DH and MIL agree only to give DS breastmilk until he's 6 months old. He'll be 6 months old in two weeks, secretly gave him some babyfood yesterday. I want his first meal to be a special moment just for me and DS!
- I'm way too obsessed with fictional couples. Nathan and Haley from One Tree Hill, anyone? I watch fan vids on YouTube all the time. I'm 32 years old for fuck's sake.
- Had sex with DH last night, but thought about a mommy friend the whole time. Got off thinking about her boobs. Don't know if she swings that way, but if she did, I'd do her. God, I wish she'd flirt with me! I need a sign!