- I have PMS, my husband has been working 60+ hour weeks for the past three weeks, and the 3 kids are driving me nuts. I will be awake for the next 36 hours because I work night shift. Fuck.
- If I had read SM confessions before last September I probably wouldn't be pregnant right now. I'm scared my happy ever after really is a fairy tale and never going to happen.
- I'm a big fat liar face
- Hubs came home early and interrupted me just before I was to masturbate. Fuck. :-/
- I love when my dog licks my feet
- Our pot guy is the only one who gave us a gift for our wedding.
- Fuck this day. I'll consider if they are alive, fed, and not full of tv when night comes, it'll be enough.
- DS5 is smart but also such an idiot I resent him daily for being so stupid and annoying
- It has been two months since I broke up with my piece of shit boyfriend. Even though he was a pos, I miss who I thought he was. I am so lonely and afraid I will never get over this. All I can think about is him. God help me.
- Trying to quit opiates. Gave in and got a bag. Fuck this is hard.
- I am very sleep-deprived today, I can't stand that my DC are physically invading or hurting me. My body belongs to me !!!
- DS hasn't been invited to a birthday party yet this school year. He's in grade 1. I know there has been parties. Worried that it's because of me, and sad that he might be lonely.
- I'm walking a very fine line. I don't want to go over it but afraid I will by accident.
- I'm calling legal aid today to see about leaving dh with our dd I'm so scared and I can't believe in doing this. I really hope we can pull thru this but this time I think there's no going back to playing happy families
- My normally very sweet ds2 told me to shut my mouth. I told her to use the word close, it's a lot nicer. So then she said, "shut your mouth close". Boy she's a smart one!
- I fear that if I were to die young, my kids & DH would like his 2nd wife better than me.