- FREEDOM! Mom took my daughter to best buy, DH took our boys to see their great granny...im allll alone. And a lil sick so i have every reason to curl up in a dark room and fall asleep and no one can give me hell! =)
- I actually do not like my children today. They are being seriously assholes and I've said fuck in front of them about a dozen times. I'm such a shitty mom.
- Whenever I get excited, I have to shit. I've been so excited about Christmas, I may as well have a toilet attached to my ass or wear diapers!
- My dh doesn't know I know he likes scat porn. I don't care about this fetish, tho it is a little odd to me. I like anal and sometimes dh takes it up to another level. Which is fine sometimes, but NOT EVERY TIME DAMMIT. -_-
- I married a great man but there are days I wish I never got married and went off grid instead.
- My husband is verbally abusive some days and the nicest guy other days. Im afraid hes going to be verbally abusive to DD2 & DD1 month as they get older
- I took some of my son's adderall today just so I could get the house cleaned...terrified I'll like it so much I can't stop.
- My son is only five months old and I kind of already want another baby, which is insane, and not part of the plan.
- Been working on trying to look better (losing weight, etc). Must be working because people seem to be noticing all the sudden. This is really an "F YOU" to an ex who has been messing with my feelings for the past year.
- Dh & I have a prenup,everything he has belongs to his XW he only lives in the fancy house because his daughters.My 3 kid's & I have nothing but our clothes if we div,I live in a pins n needle family. One bad move n its out
- Just told DDs 6 & 8 their elf said she won't move again this year unless they clean their play room & get rid of 1 trash bag full of toys. Sometimes I actually like that elf.
- Every time i nurse i feel a pang of anxiety
- We are the lone middle class family in a very wealthy school. Makes me feel inadequate when kids' friends get $1000 worth of gifts, mine get less than $100. Friends go to Aspen or NYC for xmas, we go to Nebraska :(
- Feeling bad that the small pile of gifts under our tree looks so pathetic. But the kids wanted such expensive things this year. Could only afford 2 gifts each! I hate that I feel so competitive w/ Christmas presents.
- Preg test is negative ( thank the gods) but I feel just like I did when I was pregnant. I almost don't believe the negative test result. H says he doubt's I am. Please don't fail me now, birth control!
- I found a lump in my breast last night