- I soooo WANT TO LEARN HOW TO EXPERIENCE "subspace" like bdsm people talk about! Cant wrap my mind around it, but sure sounds UHHHHMAZING!
- After years of faking it, I decided to stop. Now I make sure he knows every single time I don't get mine....
- I don't even like kids. Why did I have 2 of them? Both pregnancies were planned, but I regret it every day
- I love my husband, but I still think about my ex, my first love, every day. I miss him so much it hurts. It haunts me.
- I really want to eat my daughter's leftover cold, solidified oatmeal. I never do but the urge is so strong.
- Every day I think about ending it all. H is more like a roomie, no affection, no sex for years, SN children demand all my time and it's still not enough. I don't live., i exist
- I gave away my virginity to a friend of a friends older brother just to *get rid of it* worst mistake of my life. I wish I had waited.
- I was horrible today. I screamed, I hit, I called dd an asshole (she Was). I wasn't a good mom. I feel so guilty. I hope they don't hate me when they're grown. I have such good kids (usually). I'm sorry.
- I was a good mom today! I played with my kids and I was mostly happy and I kept my yelling and TV to a minimum. My standards for myself are low but I still feel good about myself.
- Pretty sure we're going to be overdrawn in the morning.
- Actively flirt with another man around dh. Dh has quite the man crush on him so he either doesn't realize or doesn't care. Wonder how far I could take it sometimes.