- my parents are fucking depressing. so glad i got out of that environment, but i feel bad for my 10 y/o brother. my parents are competely different now compared to how they were when they raised me.
- I gave my husband permission to have a girlfriend. He asked for time to think about the offer. I honestly don't care just tired of the pressure for sex.
- It really sucks when your friends get divorced. What really sucks? Realizing you chose to stay friends with the wrong one a year later:(
- By 7:30 am I had already peed on myself twice and almost caused an accident on the interstate. These last 6 weeks of pregnancy are kicking my ass.
- I masturbate to music not porn. Right now my song of choice is top of the world by the cataracs. You're welcome other music moms ;-)
- When my husband realizes I'm not June Cleaver, we'll all be a lot happier...
- I want to have a baby. People keep telling me that I'm too young etc. This year I'll have been happily married two years, will turn 29, and will have my FUCKING PHD. Why do I feel so guilty just for wanting to reproduce?!
- Couldn't actually do it, but this weekend while running with my horse... we almost didn't come back.
- My husband has asked me multiple times for nude pics, but I'm too scared to do it. Once those pictures get taken, they exist somewhere on a computer, phone, the internet, forever...
- I am too embarrassed to admit my mental illness, so I have to endure people laughing at me when I tell them something for the 3rd time, or being yelled at because I forgot to do something, like finish changing the baby
- Worried the OB won't take me out of work for another four weeks, even though I feel miserable and can't handle the bullshit that is my job anymore.
- I know you're supposed to wash makeup brushes, but I don't. Like, ever. Maybe I should get un-lazy and do it. Maybe tomorrow?
- The less my husband is in control of, the easier our lives run. He even admits it. It's freaking exhausting.
- I have butt zits
- I brushed my hair 6/7 days last week. I can't remember the last time that was true. I don't know to feel accomplished or sad that I am clearly not a priority to myself.
- Masturbated to a fantasy with H in it. Can't tell him because he already thinks my sex drive is too high and won't care. :(