- I find myself thinking that although I love my 4 children, I should not of had any of them in the first place. They drive me crazy to the point where I have to leave the room and hide in my bedroom as to not commit a murder.
- They may not know it, but 3 friends saved my life when my world was falling apart and each of them took hours to talk with me and lend a sympathetic ear.
- Yes I have two baby daddy's, yes I left them both. No I am not a whore! Is what I would like to yell at all those judgemental looks! I take care of mine with no help from those low lifes, so all those pta moms can shove it!
- I just accidentally sent a text to the wrong person! I have NEVER done that! Meant to text my BFF a snarky comment about a co-worker, but sent it TO THE CO-WORKER! Well, that's Karma-1 and me-0.
- Dh told me I must work out every day or he will punish me he is my Dom but dammit I just want to be lazy. So lazy
- I jumped up and down several times today shouting "this is not my life, this is not my life" I think I may start therapy. Still watching Kimmie Schmitt. Lol
- I love mimicking my kids when they're whining and sounding ridiculous. It pisses them off which just makes it more fun. I'm so mean.
- It hurts leaving H though alot. It's just for the best.
- Finally confessed to H, I know longer want to be with him. Haven't felt this relieved since finding out we were pregnant with our second child.
- I think I'm finally realizing i am not a nice person and no matter how hard i try I never will be. It's too late for me.
- We barely even talk and never fuck. He wants a kid but he barely does anything around the house as it is. I should've known better 8 years ago when I damn near broke my neck getting to his bed to have mediocre sex.
- I've never felt so alone and hopeless as I have as in this marriage ever since I got pregnant. I am falling apart and no one knows except him, and he doesn't care.
- I'd be embarrassed for anyone to know how pitiful and lonely my life is. I feel like such a loser.
- I'm smoking, pregnant and feel bad but not as bad as I should.
- I was just diagnosed as being Bipolar. My mother was Schizophrenic. So terrified I have passed it on to my children, and even more afraid of them having memories of their batshit crazy mom like I have of mine.
- I have a suspicion, when DW and I finally go to marriage/relationship counseling, the therapist will stop us after the 1st session, saying it isn't right to take our money when she can already tell we're a lost cause.