Scary Mommy Confessions
- I only started dating my man because he wanted a baby as much as I did. I was 35 and desperate. Maybe someday I'll love him, but my child is perfect!
- About to walk into work and turn in my two weeks. Hubs will be pissed, but I really don't give a fuck anymore.
- I think I love my phone more than dh
- Kids went to the park and dh and I initiated the dining table and the living room of our new house. 6 years and he is still the sexiest thing ever!
- Had dream last night I was having an EA w/ a Good friend's DH. He's hot & I kept drifting back asleep to indulge in dream more. It ended w/ him f@*king me against a tree. Wld never happen IRL but thinking about him 2day
- It's not so much that I want to stay married to H. It's just that the alternative is even less appealing, if that's possible.
- I wanted to punch my best friend yesterday after following her all over the mall while she tried her size 4 clothes on. The truth is NONE of the stores in that mall had clothes that would fit my size 24. I am disgusting.
- Today should be my 20th anniversary to my soulmate. We are both in miserable marriages and planning for when my youngest graduates high school to be together. what's another 9 yrs after this many?
- Ended an FB affair, Old HS crush. Just sexting and messaging. DH is a good man, but I so miss being stimulated emotionally and intellectually. Wish I could have both. Why are men’s ego’s so fragile?
- Ahhhh! The best moment of every day is when I drop my kids off at daycare.
- I dreamed of Him last night. I kissed him and he said that he had waited for that since we met. I told him I cry a little each day since he picked her. I haven't seen him in 11 years but it felt so real I still feel the kiss