PP: That really worked? Because most infections need serious, regular doses of medication, not just some ground up in some food.

If so, you got very, very lucky.

I had a Sugar Daddy. Best year of my life. $1000 a week to meet the guy each Thursday. Sometimes we just met for lunch or shopping, sometimes it was sex. But he was a very interesting older guy, been lots of places, done lots of stuff. His wife knew about me, she'd had a hysterectomy years before and had no interest in sex. She even sent me a gift on my birthday, which was weird. But it was a beautiful necklace. I still wear it sometimes. We quit meeting when he got prostate cancer. I sent his wife a card when he passed, but did not go to the funeral. I was interviewing new Daddies when the love of my life came along - a really poor guy with terrible prospects. I had to get a job when we met to support him because he was a music student. We are happy, but poor, and have three kids now. I would never tell him, he'd be crushed.

I didn't find out I was pregnant until I was 2 months gone. I'd never had regular periods and we were using contraception. At around the 3 week mark, I went to a party and did a sh*t load of cocaine. My child was born healthy but was later diagnosed with autism. Even though I didn't know I was pregnant at the time, I will NEVER forgive myself and I will take my shameful secret to the grave.

My loser BIL committed a felony and I anonymously turned him in. Thank God he's back in jail.

I posted on the confessions already but for about a year I was a phone sex operator for some side cash. It was mostly funny and you just realize men can't help how horny they are all the time. It must suck! I had fun with it for awhile but I got burnt out. Not really something I could do for a career lol. OOOH aaah oooo /yawn

I gave and received oral sex, and 'humping' with other girls my age since I was 6 years old. At first it was weird, I felt forced, but then no matter where I moved, there was always someone else as eager to experiment as I was.

/shame

i once tried to committ suicide by jumping off a bridge.

All my affairs are my secret from dh... currently might be starting a new one, with a guy i dated in high school who i lost touch with years ago... the old fwb blew me off after he found out he wasn't my only fwb oh well

I realy dont think I have any "skeletons" Is this a good or bad thing??

I'm ashamed of many things and I always try to convince myself it never happened. Sometimes I can't even look in the mirror. I can't even write them down because it's admiting to it. All happened when I was little and sexual situations

i was raped when i was 22 but never reported it cuz i was super drunk when it happened and felt it was somewhat my fault for putting myself in the situation.

i smoke weed with my bf almost every weekend.

I played with my older brother's penis when I was little.

I told DH I was on birth control when I got pregnant and I wasn't.

i took a friend of mine to get an abortion (she needed a ride and no one else was available) even though i didn't want her to do it. it made me feel guilty, like i had been a part of it. so the next year on the date of "the procedure", i sent her a thinking of you card and signed it "from someone who will haunt your thoughts forever, ur baby!"

I've typed mine out every time I hit SM, but I always delete it before submitting. I had an affair, in revenge for his. I later forgave his, but if he ever found out about mine, I'd be out on the street. No question.

Sometimes, when I'm having sex with my husband, I fantasize that I'm with another woman. Sometimes, that's the only way I can get off. He would die of shame if I ever told him that.

I have many of these same secrets. I'm so weird & messed up.

I have stolen massive amounts of money from my employers over the years. All the way back to high school fast food days. I think I am FINALLY able to quit this compulsion and then I do it again. Many times I don't need the money, I just want it and I feel terrible later.

I found a credit card on the ground and spent a lot of money with it. So ashamed:(

Dear 4:39, you did not cause your child's autism. I hope you can let that go someday. I (with dr.'s advice) took antidepressants while pregnant and have finally gotten over thinking I caused my child's PDD-NOS. Our doc blames our polluted environment and that has given me some comfort. Hope you will find some too. (hug) I know that your life is tough enough without the blame...

PP, My son is difficult and extremely strong-willed and I was a saint during his pregnancy. Don't blaim yourself for his personality. He just knows who he is in life!

I touched my sisters innaproprait when I was about 6-7. I didn't realize what I was doing, I was molested by an older cousin so I was imitating her... My sister has never said anything but I know it has affected her and her relationship with me. It's crippling.

I couldn't afford food a couple of months ago (we had absolutely none) and I slept with a guy for money.

A few years ago, I spent a week in a lock-down psychiatric hospital. I was essentially having a nervous breakdown, though it was a little more complicated than that. I wasn't suicidal but I was an anxious, depressed mess and couldn't function. I honestly thought I was losing my mind. Best thing I ever could have done but I still don't tell anyone about it.