CONFESSIONAL

Grandma told me when I was little "god protects the little children". So I prayed to God to hurt and/or get rid of my awful stepfather. But, he was always still alive & well in my house the next day. Grandma lied. God doesn't protect shit.

I decided tonight that I must leave. He threatened me again. He’s been drunk for 3 days. I can’t do this. My Kid is scared. I have to ask my mom for money. I’m saving our lives.

Watching him squirm, feel out of control and implosive felt great. The gas lighter became the gas lighted. I don't know what new part of me spilled out today but I'm not mad about it.

I’ve been doing so much better NOT thinking of my crush & how bad he is 4 me b/c I’m unhappily married & all. But I love him & just got an email with the subject line “Saw this and thought of you.” Now I love him more. Dammit.

My husband is a sweetheart

I prefer gay people over straight people

I bought some Hanes men's hoodies bc I was tired of the women's version shrinking vertically after a few washes. Men's version is sturdier and washes better! I know it's just a hoodie but I feel bad about buying the men's version.

I started showing him more love and affection to strengthen us and because he expressed it was what he wanted from me. Now he’s being all disinterested or distracted towards me, so I retreat my emotions back inside. Never again.

I enjoy watching the tv show SNAPPED a little too much.

Haven't had sex in 3 months. Married but... rather sleep on the couch.

I have had the house to myself. Did I do anything productive? Hell no. I've just been eating a-l-l day long. Turning into a fat cow.

42. Divorced 16yrs. DD17 lives w/dad. Im alone & lonely. No friends or family. I don't want to be 107 like this. Kill me now.

When the husband goes to work I go in the basement and throw out some of his shit, he has a hoarding problem.

I hope lightening strikes this evil bitch. That will show her.

While my kids are at school, I mostly just watch tv, eat junk food, and enjoy the silence. It’s the best time of the day

I have been telling myself I just need to rest up but I am realizing that I may be depressed.

Gave up breastfeeding a week into DD being born. I’m going to snap at anyone else who questions this, my mental health matters too!

When I was 15, I was too afraid to tell my friends that I didn’t use tampons because they all dead. I would stop one of them in the middle of changing classes and asked to borrow a tampon, since you’re a little in the garbage can. WTF?!

When I'm pissed off, I throw things.

I can crack my toes just like people crack their knuckles.

OMG. My mom passes off used clothing, new clothing with tags on it from places she doesn't shop, half used lotions and perfume etc. as bday/holiday gifts. Drives me bananas! Im okay with her giving it to me but don't pass it off like she bought it. FFS

I don't get invited to baby showers, bridal showers or weddings because I have no friends

MIL makes plans, volunteers DH for stuff without bothering to check with us first. Our plans get ruined bc she doesn't have the courtesy to check with us first then gets mad when I say we can't do it. Fuck off disrespectful bitch

I love when I grocery shop on Fridays and bc of 3DC plus DH and niece need to redo my grocery shopping by Monday morning after work, NOT! Stop eating every 5 min people we aren’t millionaires

I hate you! I hate you! I fucking hate you!! -something I could say out loud at this very minute.

I am so paranoid about my kids getting seriously ill that I'm afraid I will make it happen just by thinking about it so much. I just want to think good normal thoughts. I've always had problems with intrusive thoughts

Toured a beautiful apt. but refuse to take it because the landlord made a homophobic comment regarding another potential tenant and lectured me on capitalism. Also, the neighbor I met seemed like a creepy perv. This is why we can't have nice things.

My family and 13 of our neighbors blocked an ICE raid this morning. My faith in humanity is a little bit restored. Then everyone gave to Bernie's campaign. With people like my neighbors, if there are more of us, maybe America has a chance.

Words can't adequately describe the rage I have toward people that are mean, or worse, cruel, to animals. Or what I would do to them if I ran the world. It would be an eye for an eye. Draconian, but it would stop all animal abuse pretty fucking quick!

I have a crush on another mom/ friend. I think about her a lot.

Why can't we aim our pee like men?? I hate how I sit down and it goes all directions, gets all over my labia and the bottoms of my butt cheeks, and takes like 30 wipes to dry off. Ugggh. Fuck female anatomy.

When you're 5'10" and thin, finding a pair of pants that actually fit right AND are long enough to drag under your feet is enough to make you happy every time you put them on. :)

DD16, I am going to straight-up lose my shit if I see another used pad face-up in the trash can! How many X must you be told to roll it up in toilet paper or the wrapper of the new pad before throwing it away? Fuck.

For a variety of reasons we haven’t slept together yet, but the sexual tension is off the charts. Last night he murmured in my ear as we alternately snuggled and made out like teens, “it’s going to be good, isn’t it...” and I swear I almost O’d

My life is a giant mixed bag of blessings & regrets.

I never go to baby showers, bridal showers or weddings. They are so dumb. I think it makes people hate me but IDC.

H behaves like a petulant child and then wonders why the children don't respect him. Grow up!

Whenever H gets hurt, he shows me his owie like a little kid. And yes, he requires sympathy and kisses. Such a turn off.

I’m an introvert and I love nothing more than just being at home. I have young kids though, so I’m trying to put myself out there more. It’s hard. Most moms in my area already have their own “squads”. I’ll keep trying. Send good vibes!

My SIL can’t really stand being around her kid for long, so she just gives her whatever she wants. That poor kid is already a first class whiny, spoiled asshole at the age of 7, and I don’t really want my kids spending time with her!