CONFESSIONAL

Yes I am in a bad mood. It is my bday and just once I'd love to not have to make the plans to go out or whatever. Take care of it. Spoil me. Buy me a gift I WANT that isn't off Amazon prime 2day ship.

My husband went out of town for the next 4 days. I was heartbroken (cried) when I realized I wouldn't be able to drive him to the airport and give him road head as an "I'll miss you".

5-6 of us in a casual friends group. Hate when ppl think we need to do everything as a group & do not subscribe to it. Have never planned something & left 1 person out, but have done things in groups of 2 or 3.

I get to see him in a couple weeks. Even though it will be with a group of other people, I still can’t help but be excited just to see him. All kinds of fantasies going through my head, but I’ll be lucky if I even get to talk to him.

My H is so full of crap... gives a hard time, says I am always on my phone... playing board games with the kids and he is on his damn phone...

Being a parent makes me so mad at my own for doing such a shitty job. I mean, they didn’t even try. I’m not perfect but I fucking try.

I said the three words too fast, even though I feel like it. Now everything is weird, once again im romantic-too-fast-too-serious fool. We`re both distant now, but for different reasons, im hurt, he`s rethinking everything. Crying, single mom, DD is 5.

I have twin boys i feel I favour one more than the other because he’s so much more needy, he was the smaller one who had tubes to help him feed. I Feel so guilty the other baby doesn’t get so much attention . I love them both I feel truly blessed.

I was hoping that 2020 would be the year that things got better with H, but we’re only 19 days in and I’m realizing that I truly do not love him anymore

H hasn’t had any work in 3 weeks so he goes to his friends house til 2-3 AM and then sleeps the rest of the day until he gets to go and do it all over again. Then he gets mad at me when I ask him to stay home. Guess who’s home by herself again tonight.

I'm staying for the kids. I'm no longer attracted to my husband. I haven't been for at least 2 years. I don't care if we never have sex again. Giving up my happiness to save my kids from heartbreak.

If I had known DH would die at 49 I wouldn't have wasted time on friends in my 30's & 40's. I did way more for them than they ever did for me & now I wish I had that time back.

Sometimes I just needs to leave the room for 10 minutes without my kids tagging along too. Seriously, I love you so much, but give me a moment please.

I’m staying with him because of the kid. Not “for” her- because she’d be better off not witnessing our arguments & lack of affection. I’m staying because I can’t bear the thought of split custody. I’m not strong enough and I am selfish.

Whenever I'm sad I watch Queer Eye when I'm happy I watch serial killer documentaries

My H has two skills: Half-assing it when I need him to give it his all or making the simplest thing exasperating and complicated.

I started a blog and now I don't know what to do with it...if no one reads it is it still worth writing.

Since my son died of overdose, my main food group is chocolate.

He has told me he's not going to disappear on me....and he hasn't.

Need to stop checking her social media. He keeps coming back to my bed.

Need to stop getting shit faced every time SO and I go out. I do not have any booze in my home. Not even a bottle of wine. Concerned that we can’t have a good time w/o involving booze. He can drink. I need to lay off the binge drinking for myself.

My BFF of 25Y and I had a falling out last year. She recently was diagnosed with cancer, prob terminal. We text now but it’s so generic. I don’t think I can play the fakey fakey game. I think I’m done. Our falling out was due to her drunken behavior.

DD's ADHD has been the most difficult thing I've ever dealt with. I feel complete empathy for how it affects her, very protective of how others treat her and unbearable rage because she is beyond difficult. It's exhausting.

I'm done.

I'm sick of feeling like garbage all the time

If you say racist, sexist, transphobic shit and try to couch it as conservatism, you bet your ass I am going to call you out on it.

I miss dating my husband. I love him but everything now is taken for granted, negative, etc. He used to try...

Friendships have always been exhausting, now as a SAHM I find them even more exhausting. Id rather focus my attention on my family.

Love it when my husband licks my ass.

I hate my life. I am changing it. Fuck this noise.

I don't want to go to marriage counseling anymore. I get so worked up before and during. Sometimes I get palpitations. It's been 5 months and nothing has changed any way.

My liberal coworker has made it her pet project to make conservative me "see the light". I've told her I'm not interested, but she won't quit, and I've had enough of it. I'm complaining to our boss and HR about her constant political harassment at work.

Honestly - I do nice things for people because it makes ME feel good. It's nice that they benefit from it too but, if I didn't get a pleasant little rush out of it, I wouldn't do it.

Talked to my oldest ds (16) about leaving my husband (not his father). Told him I'm not happy. He said he thinks I should stay married, because he doesn't want me to be alone and he doesn't think his younger half siblings would understand. Miserable

I've been working on my credit and looking at houses for when I leave my husband.

Let's see how long it takes for him to realize he can do so much better than her.

I might be pregnant...but not with my husbands baby.

I can afford to shop wherever I'd like but I prefer thrift and consignment stores. I don't like wearing what everyone else is

It makes me low-key happy to see that he hasn't responded to her posts on social media.

Woke up this am with a sore throat and stuffy. Feel like going back to bed but I have to be the parent because h is "dying" of a hangover.