CONFESSIONAL

Today I realized I don't love my husband anymore.

I love my grandson beyond measure. That's why I'm ashamed that the first words out of my mouth were "eh shit" when my daughter told me she was expecting him 2 years ago.

my brother is going to vegas with his friends for his birthday and invited me because i never go out due to being a sahm literally 24/7. i declined because i don't trust anyone with my girls. i want to cry!!!

I hate that, when my mother's angry or frustrated, she takes it out on whoever is unfortunate to be nearby. Doesn't matter if you had nothing to do with whatever set her off - you're there, so you're getting screamed at. Dad flat out has PTSD from her.

I love my grandson beyond measure. That's why I'm ashamed that the first words out of my mouth were "eh shit" when my daughter told me she was expecting him 2 years ago.

Worst time of day is right after DD goes to bed. That’s when H comes downstairs to berate me for all the things he thinks I did wrong over the course of the evening.

I probably should take a mental health break but I’m afraid of the impact on my career. So instead I just get increasingly worse at my job and snarkiest and more and more tired.

I hate that I have been waiting to hear from someone all day. Fucking hate it. I took a sleeping pill and i am going to bed. Radio silence from my end tomorrow. Fuck this.

I am so burned out. I am not processing information well at work, spent all day just staring at my computer. I think I got like four emails done. Was not a great mom today either. And “school” hasn’t even started yet. I am going to crack.

I love weed. Love it.

I would take any pill offered to me right now as long as it was guaranteed to make me forget everything right now, even for just an hour. Desperately need an escape and missing my nightly weed :(

My husband is fucked up and I should have walked away when I first realized it. After watching Trump's interviews I'm pretty convinced H must be a narcissist.

I want - no, I NEED - some real social interaction. Can be from 6ft away, but with someone who doesn't stare at their phone constantly, and who talks like a normal person not the passive aggressive crap sprinkled with eye rolls I get from H. I hate him.

I’m a teacher and a mom. The school year hasn’t even started and I am beyond overwhelmed with everything. F this. F Covid. Just: FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

I feel like I can't be happy as long as I stay married to this man baby and yet it is far beyond me to ask my kids to accept us getting a divorce.

I think I'm about to start day drinking. Maybe that will make being around H 24/7 more bearable.

I've put up with a bullshit from H over the years, mainly because I was too tired to fight and I've been trapped as a SAHM. He tried to act like a jerk to DD8 last week and I made it clear I will burn this all down if he doesn't get his act together FAST.

Have my first counselling session tomorrow. I have had people tell me I deserve to be happy but H and DD don’t do anything to help me. Am I selfish for wanting better?

I'm an heiress. I bought my own engagement ring and it still bothers me.

I would love to give/receive a massage from my DH without being on the hook for sex after.

I don’t feel that anyone in my life feels lucky to have me. I feel like a giant burden.

I am just tired. Tired of everything.

I fucking hate my husband! I hate the way he talks, what he says, the fucking stupid sounds he makes, the way he does everything! He's such a giant baby about everything!! He acts like a fucking child that can't take care of himself!!! Fuck him!!

I love my kids so so much but this virus makes me regret having them. They are 1 and 4 and they torture me all day long. Climbing on me, crying, fighting, and destroying the house. H doesn’t work anymore so that adds to the chaos. I am a slave.

Having an EA. I am single, he is married. I so look forward to talking to and texting him every day. There has been an attraction since the day we met. We have kissed. So hot, so sexy. Makes my panties wet.

We got my ss back and I’m hiding in my room. I can’t stand him but my dh deserves a relationship with his son. We’re going to start doing 50/50 and I’m dreading it.

The minute he pulls in the driveway is when I suddenly launch into "very busy" household work. Before that, I just lounge around all day, sipping chilled wine and cruising the internet. It's just too hot & humid to do much of anything these days.

My husband left for hours to do errands. I plan on leaving for errands tomorrow. Mom break!

I steal the baby’s wipes when I’m on my period.

I'm 35. I've been on my own, making my own money and paying my own bills since I was 19. I just spent $900 on a new fridge. I feel like I need to throw up. Lord please don't let me regret this.

I smiled a little when H got stung by that wasp.

I am married and I joined Tinder because I miss the excitement of talking to someone new. Feeling very lonely and bored in my marriage.

Part of the reason I cant stop smoking is that I don't know what to do with the extra time. I'll be damned if I clean more around the house.

I hate social media right now, and I’m ready to quit. People who I thought were friends are no longer. People who I respected and thought were smart, are no longer. Everyone hates everyone. I blame this administration and COVID-19. I hate it all.

I'm working from home and I hate it.

I want to quit my job so badly to better parent my kids through this pandemic nonsense. I feel like I can't ever give anything my full attention, and if something has to suffer, I won't be able to live with myself if I make it my daughters.

I’m tired of having so many damn emotionally charged conversations. Have people all gone nuts?

I don't hate my job, but I might find a new one anyway because they have so many layoffs here that there really is no job security. I have a family so I need job security.

I love my kids so much and I had no idea how selfish being a mom would make me. I would burn your world to the ground to protect them.

I don’t give a shit about work anymore. I think I probably never did, it was just a way to keep my mind off of how shitty this world is.