CONFESSIONAL

I just realized my almost 2 yr hasn't been outside like at all for 3 days. Wtf. I mean it's winter sure for shouldn't I at least be bundling him up to get at least 5 mins of fresh air?! Feeling like pos mom.

My husband is crushing my soul. He doesn’t understand me at all and every attempt to make him understand just ends up with me hurt and him angry.

H has always been distant & lukewarm (at best) toward the kids & I. Now since he's learned he has a terminal illness, he's asking questions, acting interested in our lives & trying to get to know us. And we're not buying it. Too little too late, asswipe.

I'm actually jealous that my colleague, a single man btw, is going out on a date with some girl. I'm married and have such a huge crush on him. What am I thinking, he's gonna tell me - oh, I've just realised I'm so in live with you? I'm so F pathetic.

I quit my job in June so I could stay home with kids to do remote learning, dh encouraged me, said we would be fine financially. Dh quit his job this week because of bad management. Afraid we’re going to use up all our savings & back to paycheck2paycheck

Got told my face was worse than being yelled at. Thanks H

There is not enough booze in the world to get me through the hell that is distance learning.

I left ex H when he "refused to allow" me to get a microwave. He said "you're supposed to cook on the stove...I don't want this instant food crap." I know for a fact that he got one 2 days after I left him & has used it daily for the past 17 years. Ha!

I'm only staying around for two family members. They mean the world to me. If it wasn't for them...not sure how to complete this thought...

I can't concentrate for shit lately.

I'm so tired of the past 5 years that I started imagining how nice it would be if I just didn't wake up tomorrow morning. The idea of it filled me with instant euphoria. Clearly, this is not a good sign.

no one gives 2 fks when we need something. not one call, text, meal or anything offered from so called fam! convinced we could all move/die & no one would notice! FUCK YOU ALL!!

I just want my kids to have a good life

I hate these feel-good stories that start out like "mother of 2 completes marathon!" Or, "78 year grandma thwarts home invasion!" So, what, mothers & grandmothers are normally thought of ignorant and useless unless we do something more than have kids?

Damn can that man get my heart going. Wish he was mine One day y’all. One day.

When DH & DD have meltdowns it's ok. When I do it I'm suddenly a terrible person. Nope. I've reached my limits and this is what happens.

I love my children with everything in me but doing it alone is just sooo hard

I feel so alone. Even having my kids around.

We have more $ than dad but it stung when he said everything goes to his 2nd wife. Not about the $, it was about the fact you didn't even care if you passed anything to your kids. There will be no help from me when he is sick again & she is useless

My kids are irritating the fuck out of me right now.

I can’t stop scrolling - SM, Twitter, fB. There’s is something really wrong with me. Boss said if I get my work done early today we can log off 3 hours early. Yet i stead of hustling to get it done I scroll. I’m an idiot

I want my kids back in school. I can’t take much more of this remote learning nonsense. Literally feel like I’m suffocating at times.

H needs sex in order to feel like everything is ok. I need to feel like everything is okay first to want sex. That is the whole problem of our marriage in a nutshell.

My husband is an absolute DICK when it comes to money. He counts up absolutely every penny he has paid vs. what I have contributed and makes me feel like shit about it. It makes me feel like a flatmate not a partner or wife. This will be why I leave him.

My best friend is dating a Trumper and she’s complaining about his craziness over the election. What the f did she expect?

Becoming a mother made me realize how much my parents did wrong, but it also showed me how consistently my mom did her very best and often did better than I’m doing. She was not as selfish or impatient as I am. She sacrificed so much.

Tried to hang some Christmas decorations myself. I’m just not tall or strong enough which brought tears of frustration to my eyes. I hate that I have to depend on a man for so much and he’s irritated about putting holes in the walls for my cheer.

I'm such a terrible fucking mom.

I think prostitution should be legalized and regulated. It's going to happen anyways. Why not make it safer and profitable?

I can't stop swearing.

My H sucks at helping with elearning. He gets frustrated and angry and becomes a grump. His attitude makes the entire situation more stressful. Can’t wait for school to get back to normal!

Raising kids is so hard.

Pandemic and extended family stress has made me realize I only care about my daughters and husband. I'm baffled at how many stupid people live in earth. Used to think we should save the planet. Now I feel like our race doesn't deserve to be saved.

I wish it were ok to fuck other people while being married ))

I am feeding stray cats

I wish I knew how to cope with constant horniness without a partner

Feel so depressed listening to my autistic son say the boys at school are mean to him. Find it hard to be strong for him when it’s ruining MY life too. I just want him to be happy.

MIL and SIL bashed me/gossiped about me/iced me out when I left DH over some abusive behavior of his. They were ALL about him taking the kids from me/slandering my name. After lots of therapy & growth we are very happily married & they think I'll forget.

My Teen daughter just woke up and what seemed a calm day is getting cloudy. Feels like I should just slash my wrists and vanish. She is annoying as HELL. Always complaining. Does she even realize how her unnecessary drama is exhausting???

Why can't I be a loving compassionate mother? I don't have patience for their shit.