CONFESSIONAL

UGH I can't with this pathetic man-baby anymore. He's not feeling well but instead of doing something about it (like CALL HIS DR OR SOMETHING IDK), he'd rather pout and whine and be all "Woe is meeeeeee!!!". So. F*cking. Over. It.

My dad is mentally ill, bordering on psychotic, treats me like shit but expects me to respect me and live exactly like him. I hate him.

If I didn’t have a housekeeper come every couple of weeks, my house would never be clean. Not wanting her to see how messy it gets is the only thing that makes me keep it semi-tidy. Chronic illness leaves me no energy or will to keep it clean every day.

I forced myself to have sex for the first time ever. I can't even be mad at him, I'm totally the one who said yes even though I didn't want to.

H called off AGAIN. No wonder we're so poor. You never work!!!!

My 17 yo S said “mom you’re drunk” last night to me and I was. I’m so ashamed. Need to quit wine!

i hate my husband.as much as i tryed to not let this happen it has.

There is a reason I no longer trust H with anything important. He always drops the ball when it counts, ALWAYS

Been bleeding for weeks now, some days profusely with blood clots almost the size of my palms. Went to doctor yesterday, not pregnant but are making me wait another week for tests. Gotta love American healthcare.

I grew up on a farm & I fucking hated it. I wish we could've lived in town like normal people.

I hate when DD misses the bus & I have to drive her because it means I have to get dressed.

Another perk of divorce? Getting home late & not having to hear the possessive, whiney-ass " where have you been?" questions.

I'm turning into my mother.

This fucker cheated on me off & on throughout our 25 years marriage. Now that we're divorced, he doesn't want me to see other people. Yeah...

I miss my office.

This dumb dog - that I absolutely did not want initially - has saved my sanity.

My shrink hates my H and doesn't even try to hide it anymore. I get it, but her snide remarks aren't helpful. At all.

I want my also married neighbor to throw me up against the wall and fuck me.

DH is going to a birthday party at a bar one week before my C-section. SIL is visiting from out of state 3 days before. Because of work and childcare we will end up exposed to these people regardless. I'll be pissed if I have covid for delivery.

I'm 6w postpartum and my husband has been hounding me for sex for three. Fuck all the way off.

I am a terrible person and I don’t mean to be. I hate myself and change feels impossible. I want to be better and I am exhausted.

i have a crush on a guy who backstabbed me and my friends

H wants to sell our house and move into his dad's house. No! Why would I give up a single home with a garage and off street parking for a 1/2 double in the middle of town with no yard, no parking, no garage and not enough bedroom's

Trying to buy shared property from my sisters. One is emotional and condescending, the other is greedy and wants above market value. I am starting to feel like...I don't want the property OR a relationship with either of them. DH is only child...lucky?

Baby is almost 9mo old. Don't want to wait too long with 2nd because I want to have this baby phase over with. Pretty sure that's not a good mindset but oh well.

My husband makes me cry everyday. Everything feels so hopeless.

I hate it so much when my baby keeps slapping me in the face and when he slaps my glasses off my face. STOP. IT.

If my DM days 'that's life' when something sh*t happens to me so she doesn't have to be supportive & hear about it, I'll ram those words down her throat. I know it's life. I'm still allowed to be upset when bad things happen.

I make 6 figures but I hate the kind of work I do. I wish I could quit but I’m the breadwinner of my family.

If I somehow ever found myself single again I would NEVER date again! I'm so paranoid of having to take care of another man that I don't think I would even risk sleeping with a man again. My sandwich making days would be so fucking over! Fuck.right.off!

Recently discovered the term "conversational narcissist" and HOLY SHIT!!! It literally describes half the people I know! And most of the people I work with. No wonder I'm so fucking exhausted and annoyed at the end of every single day!

I understand why women are almost always the initiators of divorce. As long as men are comfortable with the status quo, they think everything is fine all the way up to when we're walking out the door. Then it's "she was crazy."

I was working with a first grader today and she told me, “I have a tampon in right now!” I thought I must have misheard, but she said it again, in front of a classmate, and said, “Yeah, I started early!” That. Poor. Girl.

I'm thinking about fisting myself just to experience something different.

DC 11 is showing signs of testosterone fueled agression and impulsivity. Shit.

My grown daughter is a pro choice activist and I still can’t tell her I had an abortion when I was in college. I think she’d be disappointed in this real life example of what she thinks of as a political issue.

I waste *so* much time.

DD11 doesn't listen it fucking sucks & I'm so tired of dealing with her dramatic BS. Wait until 9pm & expect me to drop everything & help you with your complicated ass math. No I'm tired from constantly nagging & verbally battling you to get it done

I went to my first AA meeting today. I’m an alcoholic.

My aunt was the only one who was halfway honest with me about having kids. She told me "imagine being pecked to death by ducks, that's what motherhood is like". Funny, but correct.