CONFESSIONAL

When H doesn't want to do something, he pouts his lip out and says like a toddler "I confused." I'm writing that down under "grounds for divorce."

I no longer want to save my marriage. I just want to survive the end of it.

I use my DD's exfoliating face wash on my feet.

I can't tell my best friend about the most difficult thing I've ever been through in my entire life. I'm going through it right now. I am certain that she will joyfully tell everyone else we know the juicy gossip. We've been friends since kindergarten.

If I didn't leave a written note of detailed instructions (take out the trash, fold & put away the towels, vacuum, load the dishwasher, etc) for H & teen DC before work in the mornings, nothing would get done while I was gone.

Sober for 65 days, longest stretch in 13 years aside from pregnancy. Don't think I can go 66 without a drink. Life is just too much and I need an escape.

I love my brother but I wish I had a sister.

W/his bday coming up, asked DH what he wants. He says he spends enough on himself through the yr that I can call that my gift to him, and not give him anything more on gift-giving days. That’s actually a gift to me, since he knows I hate gift-shopping.

I hate the weekends. I just want a fucking break from my kids and DH.

I sometimes have dreams about my BL. Sometimes Im turned on and sometimes Im grossed out.

My mother used to always say "bad choices lead to bad consequences". I found this laughable coming from a woman who hit her kids with belts & locked us outside to "play" for entire afternoons while she slept. Most of her kids hate her now, including me.

I have a crush on Ezra Miller. He is so beautiful! I fantasize about him all the time!

Husband said I smell like pee, knowing that i have a bladder problem and am getting over kidney stones. I feel self conscious as is. Thanks a lot jack ass!!

I'd have taken evil delight at my last high school reunion over people I didn't like who've gotten fat and bald - except that I am too.

When my daughter needed her boyfriend the most, he wasn’t there for her. I will never like him again.

My Covid denying mother is vehemently opposed to me getting vaccinated. It only makes me want it even more.

I used to be such a forgiving person but the more i forgive people, the more they take advantage of me. So I stopped.

I hate my job as a teacher. I was not cut out for this virtual teaching. I want to quit. I'm looking at other options but I'm close to 40 and a little scared to change careers at this age.

Two special needs kids, I haven't been alone (for even an hour) in over a year- my mental health is nose diving fast. This summer for my bday I'm booking myself a MUCH needed weekend alone. My H's reaction to this will determine if we stay married.

Had pets for the last 30 yrs, rescues & stray cats. Down to last 2 who are in bad health & probably gone in 4-6 months. Huge animal lover but it is time for others to step up. I have done my part & will continue in other ways but no more pets in my home

When I'm nervous or scared I talk way too much.

Never entirely sure why he contacts me...

My second husband is emotionally abusive, just like my first. I'm begining to think all humans are just angry toddlers taking it out on their families.

My first gray hair showed up at 23. I love my gray hairs now, I want all the brown to be gray. I am 53.

Ok I've lived through a pandemic. I'm ready to be done now. We've distanced, masks, all that biz. Time to be done now, thank you.

Super religious republican in-laws started excluding me (& DH/DC) from get togethers. Pretty sure it's bc I'm forward thinking/pro choice/pro mask. I'm never disrespectful, nor do I argue or even discuss my views w/ them. Imagine being that intolerant.

I'm letting my husband carry the mental load and pretending I don't see it....just like he did to me for years. Now he's crumbling under the weight and I'm pretty gleeful. Next time, he better not fuck with me cuz I always get revenge.

My husband wants to be “creative” more than he wants to make sure our family is financially comfortable. I hate him.

I don't know how I'm going to get out of this mess that my husband made.

Cleaned my pipe today and accidentally got way too high. I have to go to work soon. I am the night manager

Dh sleeps in, doesn't clean, and is fat. It sucks but we have money so I'm not going anywhere.

I'm 31 and have been biting my nails and eating the skin on my fingers (dermatophagia) into oblivion since elementary school. I just bit around my thumb until it bled. I cannot stop and I hate it.

My mother's way of dealing with mine & my little sister's curly, unmanageable hair was to chop it all off & send us to school looking like little boys. Of course, we got made fun of. I still hate her for that. Stupid lazy woman.

I grew up in a racist and homophobic, yet extremely religious, household. Making it my goal to break this generational cycle with my kids. Hoping they'll show acceptance, kindness, and respect to people of all shapes and sizes and colors.

As much as I hate covid and this pandemic, I kind of love that I can hold it above my parents and in-laws heads that they never had to parent during one when they try to make it seem like parenting in this day and age is easier than when I was growing up.

Elderly FIL, jealous of H for decades, trashed boxes of treasured photos from H’s college days. H devastated. Wimp bitch MIL defended FIL. Two hoarders in a huge trilevel ‘needed space’?! We do EVERYTHING for them. Just die already, you mean old assholes.

I work so hard to make everyone’s birthday so special. It’s my birthday and my husband has nothing, has done nothing, and has no plans. It hurts my heart

I am disgusted by how people expect me to have my children’s abusive and mentally ill grandparents around simply because they are grandparents. No one gets a free pass at abusing.

I'm an introvert living with a bunch of chatterboxes who never shut up. Kill. Me. NOW.

Sam Smith's voice makes me weak in the knees