CONFESSIONAL

It will be a miracle if my old, salty ass ever dates or remarries.

I was the mom I wanted to be today

I got my covid booster today like a good sheeple.

I HATE being married.

I'm mad that I had to teach H to comfort people when they cry. FIL showed no compassion toward MIL and she didn't teach her kids. Fucking sad.

I just learned there are TWO kinds of narcissism. DH's mom has the Trump kind. Thought DH was fine while dating bc he's so different. Nope, there is another kind called COVERT narcissism often learned from parents! He has that! Must break this cycle 4 DC

It bothers me that when we go to parties or any social event, DH leaves my side and doesn't engage with me. He spends the whole time socializing w others.

Everyone needs to watch MAID. Then maybe people will stop being such assholes to those of us without money. I'm fucking trying.

Tried period underwear...overflowed and bled down my inner thigh. Back to pads.

I have no one to talk to so I post here and "talk" to all of you. No one responds (of course), but I confess that it still feels like I've "talked" to someone since I got it off my chest.

My friend has had brain cancer for over three years. They removed the tumor but it's a slowly growing back. Not in pain but it is taking her ability to walk and to reason. She said she's ready to go. I told her I would pray that her desire is realized.

Self care is important. Nails, massages, walks in nature, listening to music, meditating, exercising and having a great meal are things that keep me going. I make it work in my budget..

Pretty sure SO now has a coke habit to go along with his alcoholism.

Anything my ADHD child does is annoying and frustrating, I fucking hate this disorder. Makes me rethink my choices in life. It’s a struggle in every aspect... no wonder parents are like fucking get out of my house when it’s time... want my life back.

I hate when DH has a temper tantrum because he wants something specific for dinner that he's not getting.

I am deeply, deeply hurt but I can’t talk about the situation with anyone, including my counselor. Everyone tells me to move on but no one acknowledges how deeply I am hurt

Going to start my holiday baking soon. I cannot wait! I make some of the most scrumptious ok’d world Hungarian treats. I wish I had my own Kavezo (bakery).

I always felt like my dad kind of hated me, but now I realize he just hates all women.

My middle child really, pisses me off.

Part of me wants more children, but a larger part of me never wants to have so much of my life dictated by another person.

I'm tired of playing musical parking spaces. I wish the building manager would just assign everyone their own spot.

This is the 7th man I've dated who is now hounding and asking and almost begging me to move in with him. NO!!! Learn to cook and clean for yourself! Over men!

It used to make me ragey as hell when ex H wanted sex 2 days in a row. Like "bitch I put out yesterday so that you would leave me the fuck alone today!"

I can't seem to ignore my intuition about someone I've met. Talk about bad vibes, YIKES!

My ex didnt ever want sex, I did. Hes painfully codependent and married the first person who looked at him. I'm fiercely independent, totally single and having the time of my life.

We wanted a girl, but I'm secretly grateful it's a boy. It will be easier to teach him to be kind than to worry about teaching her to protect herself.

So many women want revenge on their exes, but I honestly don't care enough about him to care if he's jealous or not. I want to be happy & pretend I never met him. I don't even care if I'm ever with another man again. I just want to heal and be me again.

I have trauma from rape and am terrified of putting anything inside of my vagina. I'm 29 and have never inserted a tampon, toy, even my fingers. I can't do it. I love sex and H's D, but I can't handle it in any other scenario. 38 weeks pregnant & scared.

Ex landlord wants to sell & is upset because I left stuff in the house when I moved out. I'm a single mom with 2 jobs & zero help. I did the best I could. Maybe he should've just let sleeping dogs lie & continued to collect his rent checks every month.

I don't get moms who complain that they can't go to the bathroom without their kids coming in. I have locks and boundaries and taught my kids very young to respect that. I can take 5 mins to care for myself. They will be fine.

9 times out of 10 I have to Google whatever actor another SM is confessing about, because I have no idea who they are.

I used to get reoccurring UTI's but would still want sex. His D would feel like a hot pencil going in though.

People put so much thought into finding someone you are sexually compatible with, a good partner, matched drives, tastes. Its all BS. The desire goes out the window as soon as the rings go on.

From 10A-4P all I can think about is food. I want everything but I'm at work so I make grocery lists, shopping plans and pore over online menus. Then I'm too tired after work to eat so I have a bowl of cereal or a handful of pretzels and call it dinner.

I’m only in my 30s and have pretty bad GERD. I envy people that can eat whatever, whenever. Food is meant to be enjoyed, it’s not fair. Why can’t I go from coffee to wine and chocolate cake like other people!

Grew up super religious, firmly grounded belief system and never in a million years would have expected I would ever be tempted to cheat. 8 years into this dry sexless marriage w low T H and I am dying. I would fuck anyone. I hate myself. I hate him.

I am so freaking tired of dealing with fatigue and morning sickness and having to plan meals, shop, and cook for DH. But if I don't he will just blow $150 a week on take out and we can't afford it. Grow up and make a sandwich.

My new relationship criteria are: must be employed, no ex wives, baby mamas, kids or dogs allowed (has to accept my kids & cats though), has to hate sex as much as I do, can't be needy or demanding. And you know what? I'm fine with being alone forever.

There are actually several smokers whose bad habits I wish would bite them on the ass, if you get my drift. These are the kinds of feelings you create when you're utterly horrible to someone. Not sorry!

I think my gallbladder is sick.