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Dammit, why do I miss him so much? Why does it still hurt? He was a terrible husband and did nothing but make me feel awful for 8 years. WTF??

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3 ME TOO

I am just going to try to be loving and positive , that's the best I can do. In september I had letters ready and was planning on ending my life. I am so relieved that I didn't. I love my kids and my partner and myself. Fuck everyone else though lol

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I hate the trapped feeling of wanting to die but not wanting to abandon your children. I’m sure one day I’ll look back and think “they saved me”, but right now I just feel stuck.

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22 ME TOO

No time for me these days. It sucks. Never really had it I suppose with 4 boys. Logistics are the worst. Asking for help from H is not reliable.

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FML

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9 ME TOO

Found out at my 20th high school reunion that one of the people at our table had a crush on me back then. I wish I'd known that in high school, so I could have acted on it.

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5 ME TOO

He wont ever admit it, but I'm convinced that H was sexually abused as a child. The signs are there.

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4 ME TOO

I spend more than 80% of my workday on the internet, reading fanfiction and when I work from home I watch Netflix all the time. One day or another this will bite me in the ass but until then... meh...

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8 HUGS
12 ME TOO


On the way to school today, I lost my shit. On myself. Due to my kids. I am probably depressed. I’m so stressed out. In the same trip, my kid said he knew I hated him. I hate his behavior, not him, but how can he see that?

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1 ME TOO

Sahm is so isolating.

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23 ME TOO

I'm insanely jealous of the childhood that my younger half siblings got to have

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2 ME TOO

Work from home. Do not think of H while he's at his job until he texts, and after answering those I immediately forget about him again. M-F, 8-12 hours a day, or any time he's away, I live as though I'm still happily single. Marriage is a prison.

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10 ME TOO


Well, my kids are yelling about something outside my door, and I’m in here petting the cat in my robe writing this.

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0 ME TOO

I think last night I accidentally gave a group of people the impression I have a “thing” for my AP. Oops....

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1 ME TOO

In a moment of vulnerability a few weeks ago I told DH that I was depressed & had begun seeing a therapist. I initially didn't wanna tell him so he couldn't throw it in my face. Well, that's exactly what he did 2 days ago. I officially hate him now.

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40 HUGS
0 ME TOO

I wish school started at 10a and ended at 4p. I hate getting up and waking the kids up to get ready warm up car bc it’s 10 degrees. Pain in ass we need sleep

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10 ME TOO


My dh of 18 years been having a affair w his mother this yr i finally had enough and kicked his ass to the curb hope u love her now lol w all the bs is gone im.happy im happy fuck to c**t mil enjoy him now u won and i dont care

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0 ME TOO

I have orgasms and they feel good but they don't seem like other people's descriptions. Either I'm doing it wrong or I experience them differently. I certainly wouldn't make stupid choices with men or waste a PTO day just to have one.

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8 HUGS
16 ME TOO

I just want someone in my family to be as good as I am with the English language.

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4 ME TOO

I have never felt like I fit in, anywhere. I've learned to fake it much of the time. But I always feel like an outsider. Tolerated.

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44 ME TOO


I told all my friends and family that i love them, because life is short. Some of the replies make me wish I hadn't bothered!

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76 HUGS
7 ME TOO

How can I expect my children to find entertainment that doesn't involve a screen, when all my entertainment involves a screen?

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53 ME TOO

I have a biopsy scheduled for tomorrow; I am telling people that I am not nervous about it, but I am lying.

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0 ME TOO

I don't mind being a 1950s housewife; I'll cook and clean and take care of the kids for you, no problem. But at the end of the day, I just want you to show your appreciation by tying me up and fucking me to exhaustion.

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7 HUGS
47 ME TOO


Got a non-renewal notice. I have to be out of our apartment on Fri. All month haven't been able to find anything, all to expensive. Single w/ 3 kids. No money to move, nowhere to go, no help. I wanna die.

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194 HUGS
1 ME TOO

It been a hard new year. One kick after the other. My husband and I are staying strong, but what i really want is to run away with him, a bag of coke, cigarettes and alcohol. But we dont do that anymore. Kids.

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6 ME TOO

DH was born to be a great dad. Me and motherhood - not so much.

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34 HUGS
25 ME TOO

Had to have an alcoholic-style intervention with my adult son over his bipolar disorder. Instead of abstaining from alcohol, he has to take his meds (which do wonders for him) if he wants us to be in his life.

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3 ME TOO


90% of the time I have to dumb down what I say for people to understand me.

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53 ME TOO

Gave up on marriage counseling because every time a therapist refused to take sides and blame everything on me DW declared the therapist to be "useless".

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6 ME TOO

I can only orgasm from being fingered (mine or someone else's). Intercourse and oral feel good, but it takes fingering to put me over the edge.

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28 ME TOO

I. Can’t. Stop. Cheating. on. DB.

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3 ME TOO


I take off my ring before playing with DH's dick so I don't cut him. When I went to give him a bj today it turned into hot sex (not complaining) but now I can't find the ring!! I'm so sad and don't know how to tell him. It has to be here somewhere!!

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41 HUGS
2 ME TOO

In college. Was told to take this supposedly awesome yet tough professor's class. She is tough and assigns tons of meaningless work for no reason and has a shitty attitude constantly. I feel nuts for not liking her and wondering if I'm missing something.

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2 ME TOO

I wish me or dh could find my spot. . 39 yearold married 10 years

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19 ME TOO

I’m on antidepressants with low desire. I still have sex with DH every week. Apparently that’s not enough. He asked if there was an end date on my medicine. He has no idea what its like and I will never go back to how I felt before I started taking them

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74 HUGS
7 ME TOO


I say we’re “one and done” but I really do want one more baby. Problem is we can’t afford another right now and I don’t want to get pregnant once I’m 30. I hate that I wasted so many years on my ex!

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40 HUGS
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My mother is still alive but my relationship died with her in 2002. I wouldn’t want to have that relationship back.

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11 ME TOO

Just saw a recent photo of ExBF from 28 years ago. I've always carried a torch for him but when I saw the photo, I felt nothing. All I could think was "wow, you gained weight!" Hope this helps me put the past in the past and leave it there.

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16 HUGS
8 ME TOO

I can't let him go. I'm so sad. It's been 8 months since I've seen him.

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4 ME TOO

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