CONFESSIONAL

Holy crap do I need a break from people. Give me space dammit!!

MIL, when DD doesn’t want to spend a week with you next summer, you have yourself to blame.

8.22.19. R.I.P. Fantasizing my death. Trapped in a loveless marriage. Just want to die.

My daughter is really over her youngest cousin and I gotta say I agree. That kid is a little diva that everyone caters to.

I wish I had a healthy relationship with alcohol

He lost another job. Again. Ive known him for 7 years and has not has 1. ONE fucking steady job at all. And wonders why I'm not affectionate.

I truly don't understand men who leave their own kids behind to go and raise someone else's.

I peed in the bathtub because my DD's rude hissy cat was sleeping on the toilet seat lid & I wasn't about to disturb her & get bitten or scratched. She's a mean cat, and she genuinely scares me.

My husband showing emotion and shedding a few tears as our first born leaves for college has 100% made me fall in love with him all over again.

I am lonely AF! No girlfriends to plan a girls trip with, or have a cup of coffee or lunch or any of those things I am dying to have.

Almost 50 & got my first bikini wax today. Motherfucking OUCH!

I love my daughters so much. My heart pitter pats around them sometimes. Same thing happens with my dog when she snuggles me. She’s such a sweetheart. Just realized I’ve never felt that with H. Explains so much

I don't know how anyone can eat fish--especially tuna fish. It smells SO bad.

I never tell my husband "no" when he asks if he can go do things with friends and it would just be really nice if he looked at me and said, "babe, i got the kids. go spend the day however you'd like" But it will NEVER happen.

Dad here. I HATE that ex-W makes kids clean HER disgusting messes when they visit for the weekend. They'd complain about doing chores until I realized they were cleaning HER messes that SHE makes when they arent there. They only see her 4x a month. Ugh

I still haven't been back inside a Walmart since that shooting. Probably won't ever go back. Too scared.

My daughters piss me off. I am emotionally worn down from their lack of gratitude and bitching. Just want to sleep to escape my nightmare of life. Husband sucks too. Can I please just sleep and never wake up.

I wonder what it’s like to eat whatever I want without obsessing and freaking out over the calories, fat, or sugar it has in it. I really hate that my parents brought me up in total diet culture.

If my husband ever told me I was fat, he’d end up having to call the cops on me.

My Father-in-law is an asshole.

I wish my work husband would just grab me and kiss me so I can stop wondering what he tastes like. But we are both married to other people..... just a taste is okay right....

Boy I had a crush on in elementary/middle school just got a job at the school I work in. Haven't seen him since 8th grade but we are on social media. He's cute. School starts in 13 days. Can't wait to see him after 10 yrs even if nothing romantic happens.

Xh and his fiance can't get married because she's on govt assistance for her kids and he can't afford insurance for the four of them. So he's working towards being able to buy insurance for HER kids while I prove it for ours. Pieces of shit.

School open house gives me terrible anxiety. Am I the only one.

I re-homed my puppy yesterday!! I want her back and its a hard no from the new owners!!

I'm so sad!!!

Christ sakes DH you saw the kids for 45 whole minutes today and had to make DD8 cry after a long tiring day ? Fuck You!

I did ancestry.com I'm adopted Yeah I want to know what my ethnicities are I really want to have more siblings

Sometimes I feel sad that we dont have all the extended family and the big gatherings. We just don't have the people who are enjoyable to do those things with. It's amazing how setting boundaries shows true colors.

Tomorrow is dds bday party , no stress , grab the cupcakes , wrap gifts and make her spaghetti. No weird extended family dynamics , no perfectly cleaning the house. Just enjoying our time.

I wish I could get over the indifference towards my partners family. They ruined my daughter's 1st yr gossiped about my miscarriage and knew where he was when he was drinking and went on bender , while my family member was passing. I couldn't say bye.

20 years ago my H couldn't (or wouldn't) keep a job. Until one night I grabbed his shirt, slammed him against the stove, & told him through clenched teeth if he lost ONE more fucking job, I would leave his ass. He's had the same job for 17 years now.

I don't like my son. My girls are good, they use their filters & consider people's feelings before they say shit. My son just blurts out every thought he has, good bad or indifferent. Normal people don't do this. Makes me not want to be around him.

I hate still having the urge 2 binge & purge even though there’s nothing worthy of it in the house. Just b/c I don’t buy the junk food doesn’t mean the urges go away. Nearly 40 & eating disorders still plague me. Eating disorders suck

You wish I were more forgiving? Ok, fair enough but do you know what I wish? That you weren't a narcissistic fucking asshole.

It is theorized by astrophysicists that the universe will end in 10 to the power of 100 years. It's possible that my son MAY have taken out the damn trash by then.

Putting others first my entire life has gotten me absolutely nowhere.

It is hard to see the good in everyday when everyday is a struggle wondering if there is enough money to pay the bills.

Is it bad that I've already gone through the school calendar to see how many days left until winter break?

I shamelessly fish for compliments from my spouse, preen when I get them, and mope when I don't.