I am just going to try to be loving and positive , that's the best I can do. In september I had letters ready and was planning on ending my life. I am so relieved that I didn't. I love my kids and my partner and myself. Fuck everyone else though lol
On the way to school today, I lost my shit. On myself. Due to my kids. I am probably depressed. I’m so stressed out. In the same trip, my kid said he knew I hated him. I hate his behavior, not him, but how can he see that?
Work from home. Do not think of H while he's at his job until he texts, and after answering those I immediately forget about him again. M-F, 8-12 hours a day, or any time he's away, I live as though I'm still happily single. Marriage is a prison.
In a moment of vulnerability a few weeks ago I told DH that I was depressed & had begun seeing a therapist. I initially didn't wanna tell him so he couldn't throw it in my face. Well, that's exactly what he did 2 days ago. I officially hate him now.
My dh of 18 years been having a affair w his mother this yr i finally had enough and kicked his ass to the curb hope u love her now lol w all the bs is gone im.happy im happy fuck to c**t mil enjoy him now u won and i dont care
I have orgasms and they feel good but they don't seem like other people's descriptions. Either I'm doing it wrong or I experience them differently. I certainly wouldn't make stupid choices with men or waste a PTO day just to have one.
I don't mind being a 1950s housewife; I'll cook and clean and take care of the kids for you, no problem. But at the end of the day, I just want you to show your appreciation by tying me up and fucking me to exhaustion.
Got a non-renewal notice. I have to be out of our apartment on Fri. All month haven't been able to find anything, all to expensive. Single w/ 3 kids. No money to move, nowhere to go, no help. I wanna die.
It been a hard new year. One kick after the other. My husband and I are staying strong, but what i really want is to run away with him, a bag of coke, cigarettes and alcohol. But we dont do that anymore. Kids.
Had to have an alcoholic-style intervention with my adult son over his bipolar disorder. Instead of abstaining from alcohol, he has to take his meds (which do wonders for him) if he wants us to be in his life.
I take off my ring before playing with DH's dick so I don't cut him. When I went to give him a bj today it turned into hot sex (not complaining) but now I can't find the ring!! I'm so sad and don't know how to tell him. It has to be here somewhere!!
In college. Was told to take this supposedly awesome yet tough professor's class. She is tough and assigns tons of meaningless work for no reason and has a shitty attitude constantly. I feel nuts for not liking her and wondering if I'm missing something.
I’m on antidepressants with low desire. I still have sex with DH every week. Apparently that’s not enough. He asked if there was an end date on my medicine. He has no idea what its like and I will never go back to how I felt before I started taking them
Just saw a recent photo of ExBF from 28 years ago. I've always carried a torch for him but when I saw the photo, I felt nothing. All I could think was "wow, you gained weight!" Hope this helps me put the past in the past and leave it there.
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