CONFESSIONAL

Sometimes I worry about my severe mood swings- yesterday I was on top of the world and getting everything done, and today I'm tired, depressed and barely got out of bed.

Told him I loved him but didn’t like him. Apologized and said I didn’t mean it. I meant it.

I hate the nervous poops.

I am currently setting myself up for my getaway plan. I'm about to get my shit together and did what I have to to be better and live better. Wish me luck!

Most days I despise humanity and everything about it.

After his grandma's funeral we went home and he fucked my brains out.

I feel all alone in life

I’d kill myself if my husband wasn’t such an asshole. The kids need me.

Yesterday I got a call my mammogram was abnormal. Today, I found out my PAP was abnormal too. I am so scared.

The internet has made me a lazy sloth. Wish I knew how to wean myself off.

Having trouble accepting that my significant other doesnt want to be involved in my daughter's life!

I hope I get a big bonus. New to the corporate side of my business and for the first time get a corporate bonus and could really use some extra. Struggling to pay for daughters meds and DH dr's appointments.

I really don't want to go pick up my kids from school, I just want to crawl into bed and nap all day.

Watching the impeachment trial while smoking a bowl. Its the only way.

He sent me a msg on Sunday night then no response to my answer from that night. Waiting to hear from him is driving me crazy.

I just want 24 hours alone. In my own home. Actually, make that 48.

I made the call! It's only a free 15 min consultation but I took the leap!!! Bring on my happiness!!!! Divorce finally in the works!!!

Desperate to finally quit smoking but the patch is giving me the shakes, and the gum hurts my teeth, and quitting cold turkey is WAY out of the question.

Hate it when MIL takes 40 minute showers in a one bathroom home with 5 other people living here. WTF, move out already lady.

I have trouble telling which memories are real anymore, and which are just dreams or daydreams.

I learned the hard way that straight pomegranate juice is a POWERFUL laxative.

I've come to realize that I really am a detestable person.

Motherhood has made me feel like I have no idea who I am.

I feel in way over my head with everything in life.

Finally admitted to a friend that I can't live under the same roof with him any more. First time I have actually said it to someone else besides myself. Scared to death but it's time.

DS15 has no friends. Not one. It kills me every day.

I shouldn't miss the person I share my bed with every night. His social needs come before us and that's a damn tragedy

I just need to get away from everyone for a week or so!

DS22 and DS19 are so completely different that, if I did not have absolute faith in DW, I'd swear one of them must not be my kid.

DH says he loves me, and I believe him - but that just means he has lousy taste in women.

Physically I’m pretty much 0% attracted to my husband right now but I love him so....

I just showered this morning and haven't taken a crap yet, but I can already smell a funk coming from my ass.

DH only ever tells me to shut up when I talk badly about myself. He says I'm beautiful, smart, a great DW, mother, and everything he ever wanted. He won't let anyone else say those things about me, so he'll be damned if he'll let me do it to myself.

I am so not ok.

I’ve got to stop being so damn lazy

i think i truly hate myself, if not, maybe i would do more to have a better life. rather run away and die than take on 2 more jobs to get by peacefully without struggle daily or not buying food.

That awful moment when you realize you enjoy and look forward to talking with a coworker more than you do with your spouse.

H, stop yelling at DD and getting her upset before school. She knows when it's time to go. She wasn't running late. Please just keep your mouth shut. We don't need your input. Thanks.

I can’t remember loving my husband. I think I just wanted to get married. I think he really does love me but he is a lowsy/lazy husband who doesn’t do anything to actually SHOW love.

want to bitch slap my male chauvinist boss across the mouth with a big fat dildo and QUIT. HATE MY JOB WITH A PASSION