CONFESSIONAL

Last week I held a purring baby kitten. It was the best thing for my soul. Made me smile for awhile afterward. It's the only thing that has made me truly happy since COVID started. Now I want one, but I already have adult cats. Can't do it I guess. :(

I already knew that I wasn’t going to get an interview because I hadn’t heard anything, but getting the email today saying that they were moving on with other applicants hurt just the same. Back to the job search.

My husband would be horrified if he knew who I was planning to vote for in the presidential election.

One of the reasons I’m attracted to the guy I am chatting with, is that both of his parents are dead.

I just want a blow job.

I am going to study at a university. I am 27, have very small2 kids. DH is very supportive but i am so scared

Never seeing H's family again - yes please.

I wish someone would say something to my coworker about her breath. This bitch's mouth smells like she literally sucks on turds.

I think it's really fucking selfish & disrespectful of H's adult daughter to ask him for money when she knows he's been out of work for 6 months. We've got our own bills to worry about, ffs! Figure it out, bitch. Go get a job like the rest of us.

You know that nightmare where you find yourself back in grade school and sweating bullets because you have a test and you're completely unprepared for it because you've forgotten everything? Thanks to DC's remote learning classes, that nightmare is real.

my babies only drink formula if they're starving. please don't tell me "fed is best" when i'm trying to make breastfeeding work. it's useless, invalidating, and dismissive. i agree fed is best--that's what i'm freaking trying to do!

We're getting a puppy!!!!!!

I purchase something new to replace an existing item when I absolutely HAVE to - because the old one wore out, or is so obsolete I can't get spare parts to repair it. If it were up to me, I'd be using the same appliances and cars when they're 40 yrs old.

so glad mil gave all decision making power to dh. he is in process of getting treatment stopped and pain relief going. hopefully she won't last long and and she and all of us can move on. it's time.

I hate H so much that sometimes I feel the only way to make the move to get out of this is to just kill myself. I regret ever meeting that man 8 years ago. If I knew then what I know now I would have ran far, far away and never looked back.

dh is a trump supporter and i am quietly going to vote democrat across the board this time around. cannot stand to see the decline in this country. the wealthy have had their time to take from all of us, now they need to pay taxes like the rest of us.

I was raped. I'm not religious, but I went to my local church and sat in the back, let the sound of a group of people sharing a faith wash over me, and cried. It was such a comfort, such a warmth. Thank you, faithful, for easing the pain a little.

Working just to survive. No time with my fucking family. I feel bad for having DS6. Why so he can just fucking work forever, for nothing, until his body fails?

Hearing yet another set of friends are divorcing makes me and hubby work even harder to keep our marriage solid. Feel like we’re in the minority bc we are happy.

H thought I was masturbating in the shower last night. No you dumb fuck, I was crying because I’m tired, I’m fucking stressed and I tell you and you don’t give a fuck. IM FUCKING TIRED & he’s the reason for my 90% of my stress.

now on week 6 of radio silence from critical mother. just enjoying the peace. the freedom is amazing but i am waiting for the other shoe to drop.

here's to hoping mil is too incoherent to demand further medical treatment. dh says if he has to make the choice, he is stopping all treatment and putting her into hospice. this would be a blessing for her and him. but she is too selfish to see that.

I chose to send my DD5 to school. She needs nurturing, structure, growth, and learning I cannot provide for her at home. I feel guilty for apparently weighing her mental health and growth more important than her physical health. AHHH

I need an office, like at school, where I can send my kids when I’m done dealing with their shit. “Go to the office.” Instead, it’s just me, doing everything. FML, I guess I did not want to be a parent.

If I want to buy my kid a $12000 backpack I will. Shame me all you want. My kid, my money, fuck off.

DD10 just told me for the 3rd time in the last hour that her stomach hurts. WTF am I supposed to do about it!? She gets a stomach ache every day when she doesn’t want to do something. Why do I have to hear about every twinge, hangnail, cramp? FFS!!!

I think my friend might be manic depressive or bipolar. She always makes these big life changes and is SOO HAPPY about it and everyone she meets is her new best friend, until she burns out working way more than she should and quits.

I love them both a lot, but the boy is my favorite.

Caring for our elderly dog is becoming unbearable. She always has needs. Something has to give! She’ll have to be dragging her crippled ass across the room screaming in pain before DH will consider putting her down. So I have to keep taking care of her.

Coworker told me “I believe BIL would molest my kids” same month BIL moves into her house. Too angry and confused to comment. Now she tells me BIL did molest her DD6. FML. THAT POOR LITTLE GIRL. Don’t ignore the red flags.

My DH is immune compromised so DD7 is learning remotely. She has become depressed. Not eating, not sleeping and having attachment issues. I wish I didn't have to choose between my husband's life and the mental health of my child. I am so sad.

My marriage is falling apart and I don’t care

A close friend & my boyfriend previously dated/still friends. As we progressed, asked both of them to watch their relationship to respect mine w/him. Bf complied, close friend said wasn't her problem and ghosted me. She was the 1 crossing the line. Bitch.

Virtual school is making my kid so angry. I want to just drop it, but if I do, she loses her spot in this magnet program. Its an amazing experience when they’re in school but SUCKS virtually.

I FUCKING HATE HOMESCHOOL KINDERGARTEN I ALREADY LEARNED THIS SHIT LIKE 30 YEARS AGO, CAN I GRADUATE ALREADY?!?

I can’t get past feeling like my life is over, and that I have wasted my best years. I’m 44... I don’t know what to do

I sincerely wish I were a lesbian. Men are so utterly disappointing. Every single one. I hate that I’m attracted to them & get suckered into believe one might be different/better than the rest. They’re really just incapable of thinking outside themselves.

I have an amazing H and a good marriage. My in-laws are the worst. I fucking hate em! I can't believe that such a wonderful man like my H came from that family from hell.

I’m indigenous-it’s important culturally that we have good relationships with our relatives. Charismatic Christianity has hijacked my mother and I feel like it’s colonizer kidnapping all over again. She is horrible, I can’t even exist around her!

I resent having to spend even a dollar on stepkids