Quit my job & became a SAHM & I absolutely love it, never want to go back to a regular job again. Unfortunately we could use the extra money, so I'm going to grow weed for extra cash. It's legal here & H is on board plus we live in the county so why not?!
I have no idea why I want to keep being a SAHM. My H bitches about money every chance he gets. We only buy second hand clothes and get food from food banks. I don't know what else he fucking wants. We aren't poor for crying out loud!!
I sign up for intense challenges like Tough Mudder, swim with sharks and go skydiving. From the outside, it looks like I’m an adrenaline junkie. I’m not. I am just trying to feel something other than numb
Xmas is 10 days away, and I’m surrounded by my happy family. So why am I so fucking sad? My heart feels heavy, shredded, but empty. I’m counting down the days until I die, and I’m only 41. Another 40 years to wait is living hell.
When I was 13 I was hospitalized for depression and cutting. I'm 33 now and I regret that I didn't kill myself as a child before I understood how badly it would hurt my family; I can't bring myself to now for that reason alone.
we used to have "smart"light bulbs but after the hundredth time that my craft room lights were turned off 'accidentally' because he wanted to have sex, I replaced that one with a regular one and tossed the 'smart' bulb at his head.
Well, today I had an actual breakdown due to Christmas stress. I left home and parked in an empty lot, and sobbed for 2 hours. If only they knew or understood everything I do to put presents under the tree. Maybe they would treat me like a human being.
My oldest child doesn't love me. I've done my very best for him. I gave my life to raising him and making a loving home for him. His discarding me feels like a million knives in my heart, every second of every day. The holiday season worsens my pain.
H asked his friend to stay @ our place w/our dog while we're away. You know who gets to scrub the house from top to bottom by themself in prep for someone to stay here? Me! I'm seeing red while I vaccuum and his fatass just sits there
Last weekend took the kids to a local fire department breakfast with Santa. Had fun until FIL showed up drunk out of his mind and made a huge scene. I was so embarrassed. Now he wonders why he's not allowed here Christmas day. Sorry won't cut it this time
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