CONFESSIONAL

Insanely horny with kids is horrible. One of the absolute worst situations.

Quit my job & became a SAHM & I absolutely love it, never want to go back to a regular job again. Unfortunately we could use the extra money, so I'm going to grow weed for extra cash. It's legal here & H is on board plus we live in the county so why not?!

The older I get, the less I care about work. Some things are more important.

Ahh the ups and downs of life. If we could all see the future.

Sunday nights are awful. Lonely and anxious and exhausting.

I hate that I get occasionally getting drunk and horny enough to sleep with my H. It gives him false hope that I actually want and enjoy doing it with him

My precious DS went to a sleepover this weekend. My anxiety was so bad. Glad he had a great time and I didn't pick him up in the middle if the night

Marriage is so lonely and isolating. No book tells you that. You pretty much get married to be a forgotten about doormat.

This loneliness is eating me alive.

I think mukbang is so weird. What is fun about watching people gorge themselves on food? Yuck

I wonder if my FWB has decided he doesn't want to see me anymore. He rarely comes when I ask him, only when he decides. It makes me sad either way.

I have no idea why I want to keep being a SAHM. My H bitches about money every chance he gets. We only buy second hand clothes and get food from food banks. I don't know what else he fucking wants. We aren't poor for crying out loud!!

I sign up for intense challenges like Tough Mudder, swim with sharks and go skydiving. From the outside, it looks like I’m an adrenaline junkie. I’m not. I am just trying to feel something other than numb

Xmas is 10 days away, and I’m surrounded by my happy family. So why am I so fucking sad? My heart feels heavy, shredded, but empty. I’m counting down the days until I die, and I’m only 41. Another 40 years to wait is living hell.

He has forgotten about me. He said he would always remember.

Now that the kids are grown we don't celebrate Christmas anymore, we sleep in and do nothing.

Everyone talks about how fun the holidays are. I bet they’re a blast if u have free time and extra money. I’ll never know...

I have a major crush on a friend. Now what

Happiness is pausing the movie several times so you can enjoy it with SO. Except it's lots of pausing and I'm losing the storyline.

When I was 13 I was hospitalized for depression and cutting. I'm 33 now and I regret that I didn't kill myself as a child before I understood how badly it would hurt my family; I can't bring myself to now for that reason alone.

When my husband leaves the house I pray he never returns.

Nothing is more pathetic than a grown adult who is jealous of a toddler.

All I see when my kid is watching Peppa pig is a bunch of penises.

we used to have "smart"light bulbs but after the hundredth time that my craft room lights were turned off 'accidentally' because he wanted to have sex, I replaced that one with a regular one and tossed the 'smart' bulb at his head.

I think she is my person. But it doesn’t matter. I’m already married. Ugh

Today, I opted to shit in the woods rather than use a porto potty. Not my finest moment, but porto potties are fuckng nasty.

I have $3 in the bank, overdue bills piling up, but there will be gifts on Christmas morning because damn it childhood is short and I won't get a do-over for these memories.

Thoughts of killing myself have been creeping back into my head. I feel like one day I will do it, and that day will be soon.

Well, today I had an actual breakdown due to Christmas stress. I left home and parked in an empty lot, and sobbed for 2 hours. If only they knew or understood everything I do to put presents under the tree. Maybe they would treat me like a human being.

My oldest child doesn't love me. I've done my very best for him. I gave my life to raising him and making a loving home for him. His discarding me feels like a million knives in my heart, every second of every day. The holiday season worsens my pain.

OMFG my DH has been playing the same song over and over and over for days! I swear, sometimes he’s worse than our toddler

I am gay and married but I fantasize about being a straight girl because I think there would be more sex involved.

The hardest part of being a mom is dealing with my kids' asshole teachers. Some are good, but man are there some who are in it for the days off.

H asked his friend to stay @ our place w/our dog while we're away. You know who gets to scrub the house from top to bottom by themself in prep for someone to stay here? Me! I'm seeing red while I vaccuum and his fatass just sits there

I don't love H anymore, but I stay out of convenience. I'm a SAHM and don't plan on going back to work anytime soon. Maybe we'll split when the kids are older but I'll just keep pretending for now

Last weekend took the kids to a local fire department breakfast with Santa. Had fun until FIL showed up drunk out of his mind and made a huge scene. I was so embarrassed. Now he wonders why he's not allowed here Christmas day. Sorry won't cut it this time

I am unloveable and I don't understand why.

If you give me zero help decorating you have zero right to complain or tell me you don't like it!!! Talking to you h and kids.

My boyfriend is rude, condescending and disrespectful to both me and my children. I don’t know why I stay.

I was suicidal when my dog died. She was the love of my life and I don't think I will ever get over her death.