CONFESSIONAL

My best friend of 20+ years earns 100k yearly but would sit and watch me and DS5 starve before ever offering help. She mostly goes shopping, gets manicures etc “working from home”. This job fell in her lap with little to no effort. It really hurts!

I want my guy back

I love my autistic son but I don't know if I can keep doing this. He eats his own feces & smears it on walls; shreds & eats furniture, clothing and diapers; bites, kicks, hits, scratches, pulls hair, slams me into walls. I am burned out. There's no hope.

I think it is bat shit fucking insane that they’re even considering opening schools right now.

I hate my step kids. I hate how much husband is with them. I hate how they treat him. I pretty much hate everything about them.

I realized that I have PTSD. Giving it a name helps. Still need to figure out how to move forward. This pandemic has made me too tired tonight for myself.

ExAP contacted me today. Says if I really do love him and think he’s amazing that I will see him again. I want to so SO badly but I’m trying to do the right thing. Sex with him is a Drug, best I’ve ever had or could have, he admits he wants me to relapse

I already have an urn for my ashes when I die. It’s a beautiful box handmade by a dear friend and says Wife, Mother, Friend on the side with a rose and cross on the top. I want to be pretty in death.

I hate when pregnant women are asked how it is to not drink and say “oh I don’t even miss it!” Yeah not the case over here. When I finally have this pandemic baby I’m slamming an entire bottle of Pinot noir

I should have died twice now. I hope all the effort getting me here is worth it some day. The last 10 years have been pretty useless. I'd like to have a life worth living.

I shut down all of the ways we communicate with each other, so he cannot reach out. It HURTS. Fuck you, "right thing to do".

Just can't do it anymore. My Mom died and I just can't do life without her. Kids are great. Husband sucks.

If I could redirect all the time and energy that I currently invest in hating my own body towards, well, anything else, I would be unstoppable. This is exhausting and totally pointless.

I wish i didnt have kids so i could kill myself

I shall never speak of my obsession with S. And no, it's not sex.

I don't know why I always attract weird guys. No, I will never date you.

I don't know why I suddenly remembered the boy who had a huge crush on me when we were in the seventh grade. He went as far as to have a friend ask me out and I rejected his feelings. He still liked me until 12th grade. Then we never saw each other again.

I find it pathetic that the only time my father calls me is to ask me for money. Even on my birthday, he asked me for money. I was thinking that he was going to wish me a happy birthday when I saw his name on my phone screen, but nope. I told him to gtfo.

If I ever get cancer, I won't get treatment even if it meant that I could live 6 more years. No thanks. I'd rather die.

I wish I could tell people how much pain I am in without having these same people laugh at me behind my back. I need to get out of this toxic environment. Fast.

I only realized a decade later that I was taught by a bunch of "Karens." I am 100% sure of it now that I know what a "Karen" is.

I wish to get cremated when I die.

The best decision I have ever made in my entire life was cutting my toxic family out of my life and becoming an independent woman. I have not contacted them since and have no idea if they are alive or dead. I have not bothered to keep in touch at all.

I’m more invested in the love lives of fictional characters than my own.

I consider a certain someone in my family the equivalent of a cockroach. Sorry not sorry.

I find my parents extremely toxic. This is exactly why I am the way I am today. I don't understand why my mother, who was such a happy 23 year old from a wealthy family, married my poor, ugly, misogynistic father. If she was so happy... why him?

Someone I know gave birth to her second kid during this Covid-19 insanity. I almost feel sorry for her and think she is so brave, but then I remember that I never liked her anyway. Well, baby and mother are fine, so that's nice.

To think that I was so apathetic just a month ago, and now I became this empathetic soul all of a sudden... I wonder if I'm going to die soon. This is not a good sign. Most people only change when death is near.

I'm getting my implants removed! I'm scared, but keeping them is making me sick! After 30 years with them its a huge regret! I'm 57.

After 10 years, my H still treats me and our marriage as less important to him than his parents. I’m in 4th place behind him and them, and always will be. I’ve calmly explain my pov, but whether he agrees of not, nothing changes. So want out of this bs.

I wish he didn't have a live-in relationship with her. I don't believe it for a second that he was thinking about marrying her. She was in it for the money. That's. It.

I can't talk about my grief to anyone because the people I'm surrounded by are a bunch of sociopaths.

We (mostly me) decided to get a puppy. Well, we couldn't decide so we took 2. Now I'm sweating my ass off in the yard, potty training and all the kids are in the AC playing video games! FML!!

I feel like we are both different people now. I feel as though I have needed/wanted more for many years & I am too scared to leave. I am scared of being alone financially, being a single mom & never finding someone again espec with three kids.

He seems determined to make me hate him. If only it were that easy.

It didn't have to end this way.

I wish I could remember what it was like to feel horny or wet again. As much as I love my DH he doesnt do much for me sexually anymore. His ED doesn't help much either.

We all have to die sometime and, while I have no desire to die soon, I would be content if it is a good death. Dying a hero would be great, but anything would be better than dying old and feeble while I drool and shit myself in some damn nursing home.

I would really love to let Chris Kratt from the Wild Kratts ride me from behind... f**king free and in the wild.

Tried to go for a walk to get away from the family for like one hour... and my husband Brought kids followed me in his car. I’m so uncomfortable about this. Is he losing his mind? Should I be worried? He’s never been violent but is controlling..