CONFESSIONAL

I had a lusty affair for six weeks. Told my husband. My life is in a shambles. I’ve ruined my life, husbands life, AP’s life and my kids too as collateral damage. Don’t do what I did...

I am going to quit my job at school because they're risking kids lives bringing them back. I am going to wait until the 1st day to no-show and I don't feel guilty. I am high risk and they have not been flexible.

I don't want to play with my kids. I just don't like playing.

DH always wears this extremely tight pair of red silk briefs when he's feeling frisky. I just don't have the heart to tell him that they don't do a thing for me and that he looks ridiculous.

My twenty year old stepdaughter is ruining my marriage! Way past time for her to get out!

H hates inviting over this family we've been friends with for years. Their child has a severe form of the same disability our child has. He says he can't stand this kid. Um, how do you think others feel about our kid? Have some fucking compassion, H.

I honestly don't know how to live like this anymore. No one is ever happy no matter what I do and my daughter absolutely despises her father (my husband) and hates me for not having the guys to leave. The depression from it all makes me physically ill.

This motherfucker couldn’t even change lightbulbs. All he thinks about is gaming. Asshole loser!

Dd10 told me she thinks I hate her sometimes. It breaks my heart because I love her so much. I just hate parenthood.

I just want to be heard and respected

I'd really like to know what my H does all day while I'm at work. I'll never come out & ask him, because "what did you do all day?" is a dick question, but I AM curious.

I told DH I can't live here anymore. Our situation is unhealthy. We need to get out.

I am tired of ungrateful MIL.

I just put Tiger Balm on my back and forgot to wash my hands and started masturbating and got it on my clit and labia...OUCH.

I yelled at my kid while she was on a zoom meeting...and she didn’t have it on mute.

Kids keep asking when they will get their school schedules..breaks my heart to tell them I don’t have the $$ for registration. No idea what to do now

I wish I could rewind time and maybe make better choices in my life.

I wish I could be by myself sometimes. I wish I had an small apartment to myself with like 3 cats.

I can’t tell if COVID has just made me more laid back, or if I’ve just become completely numb to it all. But my anxiety is down for whatever reason, so I guess it’s a win?

DH shows more affection towards the dog than he does towards the kids and I. Ridiculous.

I am almost 100% positive that my 5 year old is not going to sit still through a whole day of online school.

I hate my mother-in-law and can’t wait for her to die.

My 5 year old can be a little asshole, I’m sorry. But when he knows his baby brother is napping, he screams at the top of his lungs in front of the baby’s door waking him up after I just struggled putting him down. I’m sorry but he can be an asshole.

I hate living with my mother and father-in-law and I feel like they’re raising my children more than I am and my mother-in-law criticizes every little thing I do and we can’t afford our own place and I hate my life.

I want him to know how wet he makes my panties.

My dog is sick. We'll need to put her down...but trying to determine when is so hard :(

I was really mean to Dd7 today. I blew up after weeks of her being an absolute jerk. What I said may have scarred her for life. I just can't take it anymore.

On verge of texting ex-H. Remarried but there's something abt the way ex looked me up and down where we both know he's gonna grab a fistful of hair & spank his favorite asset. Gonna work up that courage to text "hi" & let him I know I'm rocking the heels

I am handicapped but at a quick glance I look well. Some guy gave me crap about being parked in a handicap parking spot today. Why do people do that crap?!

H thought he was having a medical emergency last night. Mentally and emotionally abused me didn’t react how naive and submissive me from 8 years ago would have. I hoped whatever was happening to him took him out.

had to unfollow the picture perfect mom of 5 with her adorable family and loving husband and all their fancy vacays clothes and house. I know comparing is not healthy but everything is always perfect and i cant live up to that and makes me feel terrible

Pretty sure I'll never see him again. Too bad it's his loss.

I wish I had left the first time I heard him yell at his mom and call her a c*nt. Always pay attention to how a man speaks to his mother

SO is getting us kicked out of our apartment and he wants me to look for a new place for us. I don’t want to ever live with him again after all the shit he does that added to us getting kicked out.

Ive created a monster..dd only wants to sleep in my arms. Ugh.. go back to work soon and work from home not sure how this is going to work. And virtual school on top lawd help me

The people who tell me I give myself too much are the same ones who take the most from me.

I never want to hear the words “challenging” or “flexible” ever again!

I have to pep talk myself before DH gets home. I love the thought of him but when hes here i am completely miserable.

Im so depressed. I told my DH how im feeling and that was a huge mistake. He doesnt understand. His response was just be happy. Idk why its so hard for you just be happy. Whats not to be happy about. Ugh its so much more than that. Just fake smile i guess

H is a bulldozer, gaslighter, and all around narcissistic jerk. Even our kids know it and they respect him less. At least I've raised them to recognize toxic behavior, just wish it wasnt something their father does/is.