CONFESSIONAL

I wish he’d fight for me.

My GF wants a family with me so bad, and wants me to carry. I care about her so much, but not sure if I can see that in my future. Can’t we stick to having cats?

When I got home from work tonight my husband rubbed me on the shoulder. That's the most physical contact he's willingly given me in weeks. No sex in almost 2 months. I am starving for affection.

I am not ok.

Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

My H is a Saint, it's his birthday next month and I'm planning an awesome party for him. I was super excited to do this for him... until I realised I'd pretty much have to invite inlaws, and just the thought of them being here makes my skin crawl.

I cry when I read about extraordinary people, past or present, no matter what makes them extraordinary. Because I know most of us (and especially me) will never be extraordinary, and it feels like a waste.

So this week, with DH's genuine permission, I joined a fetish board about my naughtiest secret turn-on. There are tens of thousands of people there who share it.

I told my boyfriend I loved him today. I don't. He told me he loves me too. Neither one of us are making any moves in the relationship so I'm hoping we just fizzle out and forget this ever happened and just stay friends.

I’m tired of having to be the responsible one.

Diagnosed with bipolar. I've suffered mentally for years. Those close to me denied it could be true. Because I'm so good at hiding it. People can never guess what's going on in my head. No wonder there are so many suicides. Accept me for who I am.

Crying eating ice cream because dating app guys aren’t messaging me. My amazing DH died 6 years ago.

I don’t hate him, I feel indifferent now

There’s nothing wrong on surface, but for the past decade, I’ve been fighting to keep going. I can’t commit suicide so I emotionally flatten out so I can’t feel anything. I still have so many years of this that dread each day.

I wish DH had an affair so that I would have a better excuse to leave than “I am bored out of my mind and tired of the mental load”.

Yeahhh..I hate him and wish he would die. So there’s that,

Can’t believe I’m going to hook up with him again but also so excited and I know it’s going to be fabulous. Oh good lawd, I’m a mess

We haven't had sex since February. The schools closed in March and the kids schedule has been upended. I never thought I'd miss it so much

We are slowly estranging ourselves from the in laws. Wish we could cut the cord outright, but this is the next best thing.

Was my H always a dick or am I just now realizing it because now we are together all the time? I started asking around and sounds like he’s sorta always been this way and I’ve just been making excuses. Now what?

When dad was dying 2 yrs ago, I took up fruit trees and berries to cope w/emotions. DW hated it, but I figured she thought it'd just become more clutter Found out she thought now I'd never leave my trees behind and move to a nicer house. She's right.

I had a lusty affair for six weeks. Told my husband. My life is in a shambles. I’ve ruined my life, husbands life, AP’s life and my kids too as collateral damage. Don’t do what I did...

I am going to quit my job at school because they're risking kids lives bringing them back. I am going to wait until the 1st day to no-show and I don't feel guilty. I am high risk and they have not been flexible.

I don't want to play with my kids. I just don't like playing.

DH always wears this extremely tight pair of red silk briefs when he's feeling frisky. I just don't have the heart to tell him that they don't do a thing for me and that he looks ridiculous.

My twenty year old stepdaughter is ruining my marriage! Way past time for her to get out!

H hates inviting over this family we've been friends with for years. Their child has a severe form of the same disability our child has. He says he can't stand this kid. Um, how do you think others feel about our kid? Have some fucking compassion, H.

I honestly don't know how to live like this anymore. No one is ever happy no matter what I do and my daughter absolutely despises her father (my husband) and hates me for not having the guys to leave. The depression from it all makes me physically ill.

This motherfucker couldn’t even change lightbulbs. All he thinks about is gaming. Asshole loser!

Dd10 told me she thinks I hate her sometimes. It breaks my heart because I love her so much. I just hate parenthood.

I just want to be heard and respected

I'd really like to know what my H does all day while I'm at work. I'll never come out & ask him, because "what did you do all day?" is a dick question, but I AM curious.

I told DH I can't live here anymore. Our situation is unhealthy. We need to get out.

I am tired of ungrateful MIL.

I just put Tiger Balm on my back and forgot to wash my hands and started masturbating and got it on my clit and labia...OUCH.

I yelled at my kid while she was on a zoom meeting...and she didn’t have it on mute.

Kids keep asking when they will get their school schedules..breaks my heart to tell them I don’t have the $$ for registration. No idea what to do now

I wish I could rewind time and maybe make better choices in my life.

I wish I could be by myself sometimes. I wish I had an small apartment to myself with like 3 cats.

I can’t tell if COVID has just made me more laid back, or if I’ve just become completely numb to it all. But my anxiety is down for whatever reason, so I guess it’s a win?