CONFESSIONAL

I hate my life.

I'm going to pretend that I didn't see the text from DD24 asking for money. A-fucking-gain.

I love my adult son but I don’t want to fucking live with him.

A friend told me about finding her husband's giant dildo in their bathroom sink. WHY would you tell me that????? I can no longer look either of them in the eyes.

Stopped the new guy at work and told him he smelled delicious. I think I made him blush! Gawd, they're so cute when they're young! lol

Hubs just told me that if we had the means and it wouldn't confuse our daughter he'd live his life dressed as a woman. I'm not sure what to do with this information...

DH & I both have stepmom, 1 divorce, 1 death. They are nothing more than our dad's wife. Both perfectly nice ppl but neither of us feel close. We are polite out of respect. Once dads are gone it will be very little contact.

No one understands how hard it is living like im living.. I want freedom. I'll never have the funds to escape. Im smart and well spoken.. Never will get out

I get more excited shopping for the kids in need than I do my own kids. DS has been told he's not getting the extras this year as he's acted really poorly lately. Better behavior , empathy, honesty and kindness next year!

I have hated cooking lately. I really shouldn't order food again. So much easier though!

In Dtown for therapy. Want her to meet me for dinner after so badly so I can tell her everything!

I admire and respect Meghan Markle. Look how far she got. Yet, she is just like me: embarrassing family, black, not rich by birth, pretty but far from stunning. Unlike me, she did not let all of that stop her. She is gifted, wonderful and a role model

He got the call this morning... hopefully its all uphill from here

Snotty neighbor, who always ignores me, and/or stares at me until I say Hello out of politeness...just so you can thumb your nose at me...there's been a car in your driveway for an hour with lights on. I'd knock on your door to tell you, but--KARMA!!

I'm grateful I didn't raise my kids in this day and age. I worry for all transgender and gay kids. This is a terrible world we live in. Mean people suck!!

Having an existential crisis. DH says, why don’t you just pick up. It’ll give you a sense of purpose to clean up. I just want to cry. Is this all I have? Seriously? It’s so sad.

So sick of the ups and downs of sales. Getting told no after working my ass off for people absolutely guts me.

My father was a serial dater after he divorced my mom. After about the 5th or 6th one, I stopped trying to learn their names.

People should know better by now than to ask me what I'm laughing about. This time it was a story I read about a murderer who, at his public execution, is said to have looked at the trapdoor on the gallows and asked the hangman, "Are you sure it's safe?"

I feel obliged to have sex because he won't treat me right if i say no but while doing it all i want is to cry and for him to get it over with. After i feel disgust, depressed, angry and dirty no matter how many times i wash myself.How did i get to this?

Saw a guy I used to date (30+ years ago), wow, he's a lot better looking than my DH and I'm A LOT better looking than his current DW. Daydreaming about "what could have been".

DH is a good man, but, why oh why, do I get so pissed over little annoying things he does. I wanna just smack him (hard!) sometimes!

I don't visit my favorite family members around Christmas time because they watch sappy Christmas movies and the cynic in me CAN'T. I'm glad for anyone that feels good while watching it but nope.

I want my family back more than anything in this world. I am sick of having to act like I'm doing fine about divorce when I am dying inside.

I am scared of my own brain. I feel like a prisoner in my own head. Please say a prayer for me or send good thoughts I am latterly typing from under the covers because I can not face anything further.

I can’t watch any crimes shows involving kids killing people because my biggest fear for as long as I can remember is being murdered by my kid and idk why. Freaks. Me. Out.

Adult stepdaughter announced that instead of attending the usual family holiday shitshow, she's going on an exciting vacation with her new boyfriend and I couldn't be happier for her! Go enjoy life and have a blast and leave the drama behind!

I had to leave my toddler alone screaming "Mama! Please!" because he refused to sleep and pinching/thumping/hair pulling me in the process. I am embarrassed by how angry I got and had to remove myself immediately.

drag queens turn me on.

As a stepmom to 4 from 3 different bio moms I can honestly say- BY FAR the hardest part about being a SM is in dealing with the bio mom not the kids. If she makes it difficult then it'll never ever work no matter how hard you try & it only hurts the kids.

DH's biggest comfort activity is giving me orgasms. He says, "No matter how badly my day's gone or how much I've messed things up, if I can give you a toe-curling orgasm, it reassures me that there's still SOMETHING I can get right." Glad to help, Dear.

Having to shop for a cell phone, since my old one finally crapped out after many years. I don't believe for an instant that it's not by design that it's so damn difficult to get information to do a side-by-side comparison on price, features, and specs.

I love hearing my bitch coworker get called out & told to stay in her lane during staff meetings. It's like music to my ears.

marriage gone to crap, house pmt 3m behind, car broke, no propane for heat & I have to put my 16 yo dog down. keeping it together externally but internally exhausted and depressed and want to hide in the closet for a year. So tired of fighting life alone

I work in an office with 20 other people and I'm pretty sure I'm the only one who never gets invited to lunch.

A professor once casually said "people will treat you how you let them" & that shit hit me to my core. It has totally changed the way I interact with friends & family.

On social media, I see the caroling and holiday parties people are attending. I am so lonely.

I feel so disconnected from everyone and everything.

Stepdaughter, I am well within my rights to keep you far, far away from my life.

Talking to him gives me so much anxiety. I’m looking forward to the day where he evoked no emotion in me.