CONFESSIONAL

I despise my kids EVERY NIGHT THEY HIDE AND PLAY INSTEAD OF going the BLEEP TO SLEEP

It's a terrible feeling to have given up on one of your children. But what's even worse is when you realize that you aren't even that upset about it.

I can't see ever sending my kids back to school because if the school can't control head lice how the heck are they going to control the spread of a virus?!?!

So tired of being alone all the time. Hubby comes home from work, eats and is in bed by 7 pm. Kids are teens and I’m sitting here alone every f’ing night.

I find it ironic that all my friends were posting constantly about BLM a few weeks ago are silent now that its not trending anymore. I knew that would happen. The stuff I see from them now, half of them are hypocrites.

DS9 was supposed to go to his 1st sleepover at a friend's tonight. The mom completely ditched him when she was supposed to pick him up & now won't answer the phone. So pissed at that bitch, DS is heartbroken right now.

Being claimed as my mom’s daughter makes me so incredibly happy. “That’s my daughter” means even more to me than “I love you”.

My ex’s current in-laws all got covid and one of them is not going to make it. I’m sure I’m going to hell because I could not give one shit. Ex and his W put me through hell and that whole family refused to take any covid precautions. Feels like karma.

When H puts DD7 to bed, I let him fall asleep in her bed after they read stories. It's sweet but it's also the only alone time I get. Not hearing either of their loud voices and sitting quietly on the couch is heaven.

I'm not just trapped in my marriage because me and DC are financially dependent on DH, but my sisters are as well. I've been sending them money for years  to help them out. If I divorce, that money flow ends, and they're screwed.

I actually wish I'd never met my husband. Should have trusted my instincts and always stayed single. He is a scary mean drunk.

I love revenge stories. Not violent or illegal, but ones of that stick it to the villain REALLY good, humiliatingly, and with a sense of poetic justice.

Letting go of bigoted things I loved as a child is hard, but I do it because I don’t want my DC to have to feel the horrible nostalgia and shame.

Have been back and forth with quitting drinking for good but you know what? It's never going to happen. I don't drink every night and function just fine. Let me enjoy my weekend wine binges.

Its such a petty problem, I know, but when I order something and pay for next day delivery I need it asap. Thats why I paid extra!

I'm completely burned out on current events. I just DGAF anymore.

I love my kids, but I hate being a mom.

I'm almost 42 & lately, I feel as sorrowful as I did when I was 16. Except...this isn't the 90's & I don't have years to outgrow this. I miss my gmother & my great-grandmother, & my aunt. I want to ask them how they got through it all b/c I can't seem to.

I’m convinced DS3 doesn’t like me. I’m scared the feeling might be mutual.

I’m so goddamn sick of being pregnant. I want my energy and body and patience back. I also hate that I’m 34 now so everyone tells me to be ‘so grateful’ because no one else around me can get pregnant fuck off

I know deep inside of me that I want a divorce and feel like I will ruin everyone's lives if I do. Everyone's.

If one more person uses Home Depot as the example and model for health and political decision-making, I am going to lose my mind.

I want to sleep with my neighbour, he gets me and I feel seen.

My DD15 told me that she hates babies and never wants to have any. I can understand being childless by choice, but to say that you hate babies just sounds plain heartless & wrong.

My husband loves me more than I love him and I think we both know it.

I wish my husband would cheat...and fall for someone else. I'm not attracted to him, haven't has sex with him in 3 months, and staying is killing me because I don't want to break him.

Husband is having sausage party weekend with his buds in a hot spot city. If he comes back with COVID I will de-ball him. Selfish prick.

Watching “Hamilton” has given me permission to leave DS4’s curl-splosion just as it is. If Thomas Jefferson can wear long and natural, so can my kid.

I’m so tempted to drink today even though I’m trying to quit. It temporarily numbs my self hatred even though it’s ultimately worse when I sober up, the break is nice. Because of this, I just don’t know if I can quit.

I think it is so weird how all the MLM moms are now sewing and selling designer masks. Yuck.

So tired of playing with DS6... remind me that I’ll miss this one day!!!

I hate Beyoncé.

DS10 is starting to get Panic attacks since the Pandemic started. I was a few here and there and now they are full-blown every day lasting 30 mins. My heart is breaking for him. He is so sweet & doesn't understand why he is feeling this way. Dr. Appt mon

The most annoying posts on social media are from exercise freaks. I don't like kids, but I'd rather see 1,000 baby pictures an hour than hear about workouts and clean eating.

Part of me really wants to text him. Part of me really doesn't. Not sure which part will win.

I hate my life. My alcoholic abusive spouse. My beyond challenging children. My toxic parents. My depressed, lonely, miserable self. My life is a living hell. How the fuck did I get here? How the fuck to I get out?

My husband uses threats of suicide to keep me with him and I hate him for it.

SO is such a compulsive liar that I don't think he knows the difference between the truth and a lie anymore.

It’s 99 degrees outside and my asshole neighbor is mowing her grass. She really wants the whole neighborhood to think she’s a martyr. Everyone just thinks she’s an annoying old bitch.

After 7 weeks of pain, I'm getting over him. Feel like I've turned a corner. My advice: Block him on everything, and delete all trace of him, photos etc. It will be MUCH harder for a few weeks than not doing so, but ultimately, you'll get over him faster.