CONFESSIONAL

My daughter is ignored all day. If it’s any consolation... my needs are also ignored. DH wants to soak up all of my time I don’t spend working and sulks. How is this living?

Today when DH saw me struggling he turned down the bed , cuddled me and told the kids that if they needed anything they were to go to him and leave me alone. I love him so much.

Since having kids, I can’t stand when anything bad happens to a child in a tv show or movie. I will think about it for days. I know it’s not real, but I also know terrible things do happen to children every day.

I'm no longer attracted to H. He's put on weight, won't cut his hair and always has horrible breath. Just thinking about being intimate with him makes me drier than the sahara desert.

Praying for your parent to die quickly because you are too wealthy to afford help and too poor to pay for it yourself is now the most American value I have.

My you get sister is a financial, mental, and emotional burden to all of us. Especially my parents. She is a sucker. Sucks the fun out Of everything. Every single thing offends her.

I think about eating pickled things... like, a lot..

I used to get a thrill from all of the attention my social media posts got. Then I deleted all of my accounts- now I get a thrill out of being totally anonymous and nobody knowing what I'm up to.

Dentist assumed I'm a SAHM (I am!). After bragging about his wife for a while, he patronizingly asked what I do. I described my cousin's job as a neurosurgeon as my own. I'll never go back to that condescending dick and it was fun to see his jaw drop.

I was consumed with anger over H’s affair for years. Got a new marriage counselor and have finally forgiven him and learned how to move on. I don’t think about it or feel angry anymore. Our marriage is solid now. Feels like a miracle.

I made a new mommy friend but I don't think I like her

sex is ho hum but i fake it for dh sake. enjoy the closeness but i need a vibe or doing it myself for a good orgasm. he always rushes to finish then he's done. a half limp fast dick does not do it for me. so sex toys and porno it is for me.

enjoy watching anal porn, but scared to try it myself. dh has no interest but i am too scared to try w/finger or toys. but it sure turns me on to watch it. hear it's great, but afraid of pain or injury.

sometimes i say i have insomnia so i can watch tv on the couch and enjoy myself w/o dh ranting about what i watch or whining about turning it off. then i give myself a good orgasm and drift off. sometimes i just need it. scared to think about why.

dh was gone earlier today, and i went into my bathroom and rubbed one out fast. it was the only private place as nearly grown kids still here. it was a great stress reliever and i'd do it again. sex driver higher w/menopause but dh can't always perform.

I fucking hate the state I live in.

I wasn't planning on taking a shower tonight. H is in such a bad mood I think I will take one just to escape. Hate walking on eggshells lately.

I'm miscarrying.

If I ever left him, or if DH died, I'd certainly have sex again but never deal with a man on a regular basis again, except for getting his D. They're nothing but grown babies you have to nag at.

I’d rather not talk to the gossipy parents while picking up my kid from preschool, thank you..

I miss my child until she comes home and she and her childish father argue like siblings. Then I wish he was gone and she and I could just chill.

I think DH thinks if he keeps telling me it is all my fault, someday I’ll just relent and fake being fine with a being taken advantage of and having a super lonely marriage.

My husband complains when I sigh too much. What? You’d sigh too if you had to plan dinner for picky kids all the time!

so scared about this supreme court nomination. a woman in a misogynistic cult could remove our rights ladies! we may not all need an abortion any time, but if we ever did it would be sad to know we easily gave over our rights.

i am pro choice because of mil suffering in a bad marriage for one mistake she made as a teen. he was an ass and her child w/this ass lived a short unhappy life. yet she stayed due to religious beliefs. can't let these nuts take over.

During pandemic, I let myself totally go - I don't shower, shave and eat whatever

I get irritated when DH doesn't side with me, feels disloyal.

Dh came home said that it didnt look like i did shit all day. Sad part was that he trashed the clean house last night and i spent all day picking it all up. But since his dog sheds a ton of hair the floor looks dirty. And apparently that means im lazy.

Neighbor went to Sturgis, said that's where we contracted covid. He had a huge party when he came back, and just let us know about his covid and that we should watch out. So scared, I knew I shouldn't have gone.

I feel embarrassed when I tell people I'm a SAHM, like I'm a loser.

Annoyed that I have to get to the point where I'm about to leave him for him to spend time with me, give me a compliment, and initiate sex. If he had just done these things I wouldn't be pissed.

I'm working from home alone, but I swear I keep seeing motion out of the corner of my eye. When I look to see what it is, there's never anything there. It's driving me nuts. It's not DH or DC - they aren't subtle enough to try fucking w/my head this way.

I know we are all doing our best. And believe me, I want to pay our teachers a million bucks. But this is fucking unsustainable. I give up.

can't wait to move. this street was nice until the new houses came in. rich entitled assholes followed. they are the most ill mannered brutish bunch i have ever met. money sure can't buy class.

My DH and my 18yo we’re both out of the house today and it was so much nicer to have the two younger ones doing their virtual school on their own. A taste of peace?

romance novels get me thru the day. i can pretend i am somewhere else.

sometimes i want to hide from everyone and just live my life. if i were financially independent, i might just disappear.

My autistic 13 yo DD voice hammers into my skull.

I hate my husband and baby. If I could take it all back I would.

I just had to look up what POTUS and SCOTUS means. I’m 52!