CONFESSIONAL

I was in a bad place. Lonely depressed. Ended up hooking up with a very pretty fuckboy. Not my finest moment now I am getting back on track.

It makes me really, really sad that my husband and I don’t like or respect each other anymore.

I am inconveniencing my family and infuriating my DH because I'm working to "pay for daycare". As I laugh my ass off, I explain to my MIL that her son is fucking lucky. If we divorce (we will), he owes my ass nothing FOR ME. Only has to pay 1/2 childcare!

I want naps. Husband gets to....me nope

I can feel how much my mom misses my boys through her texts. She’s such a good grandma it makes me want to give up and just move to her state. Why does she have to live in the Deep South?

DH and I are both teachers. I’m healthy but he has severe asthma. It’s scary knowing that we will almost 100% catch COVID when school opens. But we have to work or we lose the house :(

It took me 3 firings, 2 divorces, and an arrest for it to finally dawn on me that (Sesame Street’s claims to the contrary), I was NOT special (much less indispensable) just for being me.

I like that DH always thanks me every time after we have sex.

DW is still pissed at me, 10 years later, for talking about her, us, and personal matters with a therapist - despite the fact that this is literally what you're SUPPOSED to do with a therapist.

I'm owed an apology from several people. Apologies that I will most likely never get.

If it weren't for the kids, I wouldn't have bought any fireworks or be doing any celebrating of any kind today.

Sick & tired of not being able to move around here without H's fucking questions. He just asked where I was "off to" when I walked across the room (in my bathrobe) to look out the window. Whiney obnoxious nosey fuck needs to leave me alone.

I think men with gigantic muscles look totally nasty & disgusting.

If ds’ public school is a shitshow this fall, I’m considering enrolling him in the private school where I work. Xh will shit if this happens. Big baby.

I’ve lost count of how many time a day that I flip H off when he has his back towards me

My DH is starting to forget things. I chalked it up to work stress for years. It’s not. He’s only 56. He promised to see a dr but keeps forgetting to make an appt. OMG I am so scared.

We were told there was a low risk exposure to covid at daycare- no need to close the center. 10 days later and I am praying the kids only have colds and that my headache/exhaustion is just burnout.

I need sex. I also wish I were in a relationship with someone I can share happiness with. After the divorce and not finding the right one still, starting to feel hopeless. Extremely horny and hopeless. FML

America has gone to shit, but we’re still lighting fireworks in our driveway. My kids need good to remember.

I’m not patriotic at all, and I hate the bullshit American music they put with them, but damn do I love a good fireworks show.

I work in a school. Terrified to go back. This can't end well. Schools are so germy and there is no way to do what CDC is giving as guidelines. Too many areas for mistakes and thus outbreaks.

I have cancer I am not having it treated because I won’t leave my family in debt

Sometimes I think too good of people who have shown themselves to be shits. That’s on me.

Told a friend off for continuing to think it’s funny to send me things Featuring someone that they know I hate. They were never really a friend to begin with

So is addicted to porn. I have no interest in him anymore because all he does is use me for my paycheck and my credit score. He’s constantly badgering me for sex and gets angry when I turn him down. Get a fucking clue & fuck off.

Today might be the day I go Out for a pack of smokes and just keep driving

Kids are begging for a dog. Neither H or I want the responsibility or to have pets. Feeling torn that we are depriving them.

I feel like we're all going to die from this and nobody is paying attention. We're living in a horror movie.

I feel awful for the people who live and work tourist states. I'm from Ohio and the amount of people I see headed to NC, SC, and FL just pisses me off. They care more about their right to a damn vacation than about the health of others.

My husband just lost his job due to COVID. I'm not worried about his employ-ability....but I AM worried about him trying to find employment during a global pandemic with record unemployment in our state.

COVID cases in my state are rising. I will continue to isolate as much as possible, wear a mask, etc. I won't do it until it's safe for me and my stylist, but my God I need a haircut.

How anyone can celebrate 4th of July is beyond me.

H can make the effort now, I’m done trying

Some days I can't stand my husband. Today is one of them.

I’m stuck in SAHM land since daycare is expensive af. Since I can’t make progress on a career, I’ve set up running as my moving goal. It’s so stereotypical, but it’s given me a direction. And my ass looks amazing ;)

DH is starting to be annoyed with me for having opinions. If he thinks I'm going to stop being my confident self just because I'm not a 110 pound, 32 DD 25 year old he will have another annoyance on his hands. Divorce.

My husband has a shitty personality. He is Mr Nice Guy but it comes across as Mr Spineless to me. If your husband puts everyone first and is supposedly great to everyone, someone is picking up slack. It's the wife. It's really not fun not to feel special.

I refuse to jump up and "look busy" for H's benefit. He's my spouse not my employer.

It's my birthday & I'm giving myself the gift of avoiding ALL of the assholes & their drama. No more social media, no more family bullshit, no drama period! Going to focus on myself, husband & kids & fuck everyone else! Their stupid drama sucks my energy!

This 4th of July sucks. First time in years I’m not able to go on vacation and celebrate with my family. I’m so sad. Please make this virus go away!!!