What was I thinking, going back? As if my life would be anything but the loveless hell it is, with this narcissist? 26 years ago, I had a chance for real love with someone I adored since I was 14. Then, I ran. Regretted blowing that chance, ever since.
Debating between just falling back into disordered eating tendencies to feel like I exist, or committing suicide. I’m mad that I feel to stupid and worthless to actually be able to kill myself, and that therefore any feelings I have are worthless/invalid.
One of the most stressful things this quarantine has come with is the heightened sense of cockblocking that all my 3kids have fine tuned. Momma needs a good lockdown little shits!!! (Love mah babies btw, but DAMN!)
I KNOW it’s not how the majority of “real” women look, but I’m so sick of seeing women with big, perky, round boobs and a flat tummy. It seems to be EVERYWHERE. Ads for workouts, bras, makeup, everything else. I’m a size 8 but it makes me feel like shit.
If I didn't have kids I wouldn't give two fucks about what went on in the world. But I have two boys with special needs so I'm stressed right the fuck out! I hope whatever happens takes us out together.
I hope Jeff Bezos gets coronavirus and dies. Fuck him for not paying my mom decent wages or sick time when he is a billionaire many times over. And she is 65 years old, still working her ass off and hand to mouth. He is a despicable pig.
SIL is making Insta worthy meals and glowing from all the sex she’s having all day. I’m actually dying of jealousy as I’m barely surviving during the quarantine with a 10 months old, a toddler and a sick husband. I wish upon her motherhood and marriage.
i am an elementary school teacher attempting to teach five year olds remotely. let me tell you parents - YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW LONG EVERY CLIP TAKES TO RECORD. this is HOURS and HOURS. i am in tears. and you complain i dont send enough. this is wrong
DS2 asked me in tears to take him to the park today, but we are on full lockdown. 3rd week inside a 2 room apt, 30m².... I hugged him, told him we couldn't go out because we could get sick, gave him my phone and cried for 2hrs straight into a pillow :(
Bf is an absolute saint with my daughter. Currently 2/3 nights together- taking future and marriage. he wants mornings and nights for just me&him. I agree on bedtime but I think I rather die then tell my baby she cant come to me when she firsts wakes up.
WAHW. Being stuck at home w/H has made me hyperaware of how stifling and unfulfilling life with him really is. He refuses to learn basic life skills and must have everything his way. What am I getting out of this marriage? He's a burden, not a partner.
It gives me great satisfaction that the teacher who told my mother "I'm not college material" is still stuck giving her worthless opinion on 9th graders in that shitty little town. On the other hand, I'm a physician saving lives in a little big city.
I’m glad my DH and I really like each other...he’s coming down with a cold and will need to self isolate so we’ll be hanging around each other a lot in the next few weeks. My heart breaks for those who are in abusive relationships during Covid-19.
I’m 6 m pregnant and work as a nurse and am so scared. People need to stop complaining of being ‘stuck at home’ I’d love to be able to work from home and not worry about contracting the virus. Check your privilege.
Just woke up from a bad dream, and now I don’t know what is real. I would give anything to be able to protect her and her daughter. We should be together now. The love of my life is gone. A quick call, or even a text, I just want to know know they are ok.
I've busted my ass off for 4 yrs to go to nursing school while being a wife and mother to 3. Now I'm 22k in debt and I don't want to be a nurse in a country that would treat healthcare workers like this. We need proper PPE, we didn't sign up to die.
My dad died in November. I said at the time that he left because he didn't want to be around for what was going to happen in the world. I had no idea...but now I feel that way about many loved ones lost recently. I am scared this is just the beginning.
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