CONFESSIONAL

My DH is an essential worker and I’m terrified he will get sick, then the kids will and any one of them will die. I think about this all the time. I love them all so much- I can’t live without them. My family is my life. I’m scared

We live in a 1600 sq ft home. Thought it was an ok size since it's just DH & me. DH has been WFH for the past 2 weeks & will be doing so for at least the next 3 months. I now feel like this house is way too fucking small.

I’m willing to pay a premium to a random website to deliver booze to my house instead of some kid in my small town doing Instacart.

My in laws are spiteful , sociopathic, abusive assholes who abused H all his life until he cut contact. I still hope they don’t get covid-19. The less people who have it the better.

I realized I was an alcoholic when I’m more worried about how much alcohol is left in the house , not how much food.

I’ve been taking more pictures of H and the kids. Worried that this whole staying at home thing is the calm before the storm. Alcohol and weed don’t touch my fear of the virus taking H. Bag under my eyes, no sleep and more white hairs. I’m falling apart.

I hate having feelings about things. They just muddle everything and damn if I don't miss my mom who passed years ago.

I went to the grocery store today after 2 wks of staying home. I wore my mask, sunglasses & gloves. I brought my wipes & purell. When I got home, I took off my clothes and washed my hands and face. Even after all those precautions, I'm still scared.

Always wanted one kid. I’ve never been so grateful to be childfree!

Our life is $ modest and sometimes I’ve felt resentful. But as we shelter in place I realize how rich I am: a house to shelter in, our little family, a big backyard to garden, fresh mtn air, a safe neighborhood to take walks, self reliance knowledge...

You know what, my asshole H can take care of the kid. Since I "do nothing" with him. I'm going to my secret gf's house.

Deployment got extended for 60 days because of Covid Fuck everything

Only $1300 to go on my Chase credit card. Was $7000 4 years ago. Now to tackle my Target card... sigh.

I’d love to have sex , even have an affair but I can’t because my stupid 42 year old vagina won’t get wet for some reason.

It turns out I really like social distancing.

In a sexless marriage. I’m so horny but every time I maturbate I end up crying afterwards. Orgasming by myself without someone to hold me afterward makes me feel more lonely than ever. I feel like I’m never going to have sex again.

Douchebag ah gone bc I told him if he was drunk to stay gone and guess what? Why do I even bother?

I can’t even remember what it feels like to have a man be nice to me or look at me kindly.

mom thinks im terrified & obsessive about keeping girls n self isolation. Im not terrified. just not being STUPID. The threats so real but she refuses to change her life one bit. says i keep the girls from her. so done with her manipulation & victim role

I'd rather die from this virus than go to my mother for help.

My son is the biggest asshole I know. His father taught him well.

I think the coronavirus is going to kill my marriage...seriously.

My son’s teacher sucks... she’s young so you think she’d be better than she is BUT she sucks. It makes me so sad that my son didn’t get the teacher we wanted. She’s so kind and sweet she’s dropping off birthday cards to kids whose bday she’s missing

I cut my hair today and I don’t hate it

This pandemic has realized how much I hate my in-laws. They never reach out. Ever. And especially now I hope they get it since they’re so self absorbed. Btw they’re millionaires and watch us drown in student loan debt.

I think that I'm smarter than most of the people I know. But I'm also smart enough to keep that to myself.

Slowly but surely I am realizing that I'm exactly like Randall on This Is Us;)

There’s a certain freedom in finally understanding that even though I am married with children, I will always be totally and completely alone in this world.

Feeling very unfulfilled in my relationship, but too scared to take the first step to leave

Baby is due in 3 to 4 weeks, but all I can think of is how much happier I will be as a single parent..

I’m terrified of losing my parents to COVID

Every time H & I fight, that same night I end up dreaming that I scream at my dad & tell him that I hate him. That breaks my heart more than fighting with my H. I love my father more than anything in this world.

So nervous about going grocery shopping tomorrow. H is “essential” and has to work, I have asthma and should not be going but no delivery service where we live and we need stuff

Last night dh was so frightened , he has made me rest all day and told me cant imagine this life without me. I've already decided the replacement if I pass. Yeah i am thinking like that.

I’m 33, have been nothing but a disappointment my entire life, haven’t amounted to anything, have hated myself since I was 6. People seem to love me for no reason. I feel like it should be me that dies from Covid

I promised myself that I would get through the weekend w/o checking his social media. It starts tonight.....

Being home with my husband has only made me realize how stupid he is.... no dear, it's a blood clot, not a clog. It's coleslaw, not coldslaw, cul-de-sac, not cult-de-sac. I'm not sure how much longer I can take this. He's a good man but holy dumbness.

Someone come take care of my kids this weekend. My job is closing, forever, not because of this fucking virus. I am tired, overwhelmed, and wish this bull shit wasnt essential to finish out the next 6-7 weeks...

I'm an ICU nurse and have had a covid + gentleman for the past eight days straight. Today we just flipped him onto his abdomen to ventilate better because the paralytics are not enough. It's heartbreaking. I feel so much for him & his wife.

I was pretty chill about Covid until today. Something about all these reports about 40something-year-old deaths . . . I think in the US, we will all have at least one close relative/friend die from this. I am now silently TERRIFIED for everyone.