CONFESSIONAL

ExHs new wife drove drunk with my children in the car. She lost my ex even partial custody and he divorced her. I'm glad they didn't get hurt but I still wanted to kill her.

I saw her in the store, Waring yoga pants. I told her she was beautiful. A sweet conversation led us out to her car. I fingered her. She came. I masturbated for her. We have each other's number. DH has no idea why I came back so happy

I know this is not a good reason to get divorced, but, after many years of marriage, I've discovered that I LOVE being alone. I hate the time and energy required to maintain relationships.

With no hair appt since March and none in sight til at least mid-June, along with the “quarantine 15,” I’m starting to feel really frumpy.

My husband keeps wanting to have sex with me. Sorry asshole but I NEED TO WORK!

H returns to manufacturing job tomorrow. Employer taking precautions, but it's not 100% safe and ultimately pointless. Who's going to buy a new car right now? After staying safe for 2 1/2 months, scared he'll come home infected and kill the whole family.

DH has a three day weekend and I can't wait for him to go back to work tomorrow. I would go insane, if he were working from home right now. I relish my alone time.

he tried to question why he hasnt seen the kids since I asked him to leave. He hasn't called them, and has threatened suicide and acted like a dick every time we've spoken. gee I wonder why I don't trust you with a 5 & 7 yo...

Wish I had the money I need to be as high maintenance I want to be.

Annoyed that my kid loves animals more than people.

I’m worried my husband can tell I’m trying to not have sex with him.

DH and I come from different ethnicities and classes. It’s been really hard. Neither feels completely comfortable in our respective social events and his family has never fully accepted me.

I’m obsessed with European history...wish I was born in the past!

Wish I had a positive mindset!

Annoyed that DH has to “fix” everything that needs to be repaired. Takes him forever or doesn’t get done. AC just went out and and there are a dz. other projects too!

He’d never wear his wedding band and I thought no big deal, he doesn’t like jewelry, but then he had an emotional affair. He wears one now and I’m out if he takes it off!

I don’t like surprises.

Do anything to have DH grope and desire me the way he used to.

I used to be pretty sexy, but now people tell my I’m so cute. That is not a compliment to me.

So bored I eat and eat and now my clothes are tight. Wish I had more self control.

I’d rather be on my phone than talk to my husband.

Got really unexpected and shitty feedback before work appraisal. Feel so betrayed by my work colleagues. Don’t know how I am going to sit through appraisal without crying

I need an extended period away from my family. Even during quarantine I’m exhausted, on my feet all day, can’t get a decent nights sleep. Fuck this shit. I’m so tired.

I'm fucking addicted to my phone. It's almost 3am..

My nearly 6 year old boy is driving me nuts. Feels like I am in over my head, and it did not use to. I only have him. Divorced, his asshole father is kind of present but still does harm. I am not handling this well.

I wet the bed this morning.

I got turned on looking at sexy lingerie on amazon

I wish I could have a gf but I know my dh would freak out if I asked him.

I watch threesome, w,w, m to get off when I masturbate. It takes me 5 minutes top to get off

Haven’t had sex this whole month but gave my dh a hj, thinking I could ramp him up to have sex. Nope, he finished himself off on my butt and now that it’s bedtime, he’s snoring next to me. I’m still fucking horny. I’m 35 damnit.

I don’t think I like babies and kids. Except for my own, I love them to death! But I find it hard to pretend I think other kids are cute.

I grew up my whole life being told the only reason they had me was because the college draft exemption for the Vietnam War was eliminated, there was still a fatherhood exemption, and dad had a really low draft number that would guarantee he'd be drafted.

I've ruined my life and my family - but not through addiction or crime. I've ruined things by always being undisciplined and irresponsible.

I wish I'd never married. Being alone, I could at least have the comfort of convincing myself I'm worthy of love. Being married just drives home daily that the one person who knows me best is disgusted by me.

I would literally kill someone if that was what it took to have SO look at me with desire once again.

I don’t feel sexy anymore now that I’m a mom

I feel so sad right now. I can’t stop thinking abut all the things I’ve done wrong in my life. So many regrets.

My husband disrespects me in front of my parents. I feel like they know I am miserable and settled but are too afraid to say anything until I do. Don't know if I ever will be able to.

I just watched Titanic and cried.

I like to send quick messages to my husband when he’s at work so he knows I’m missing him. He’s a front line supervisor at a homeless shelter and doesn’t get home til 12:30am, so we don’t see each other a lot. It’s how we stay connected.