CONFESSIONAL

Having some health issues and you know what, keeping them to myself and praying this is it because I’m tired and over my life.

I hate myself.

DH and I have been playing this flirty game where we know we’re going to have sex at night, so all day we tease and make out until we can barely stand it by the time the kids go to bed. I just gave him a haircut wearing a push-up bra and low cut shirt.

Haven’t had sex with my husband in almost 5 years. I used to initiate and would sometimes get turned down (too tired). Now I just don’t care and I can’t tell if he cares either. We still love each other, there’s just no sex. So boring, used to be spicy.

If DH parents were alive I would tell them what a shitty job they did raising him. Selfish, lazy, entitled ass.

Tired of h and kids asking me what's wrong and why I'm miserable all the time. Between them, the dog and cat, I can't even go piss by myself. Alone time??? Wtf is that???

Between to Trumpism and Covid, I have lost all of my friends. I am OK with this.

I doubt I’ll ever date again because now my standards are so high

I want to install sound activated nail strips on the road near my house. No one wants to hear your damn music.

I have frequent fantasies/dreams about a former co-worker. We’re in the A/V room, alone... & he just takes me. Or we run into each other at the grocery store & have a quickie in the car. I’m happily married & would never cheat. But these dreams are hot!

Lokenreally not trying to be an asshole but im the only one I know that actually likes her husband....and its not some newlywed shit we've been married 10 years. Its wierd to listen to my friends rag on their men and I am just like. Ummmm.....

After being w/ my H for almost 18yrs, 2kids & lots of drama later, I'm loving my new normal. My marriage has been dead for years & I'm ok w/ it. I am very GRATEFUL for weekly sexy erotic day dates w/ my BF, he always leaves me wanting more. LOTS. ALWAYS.

Sometimes I dream of my husband and another very large membered guy VDP me. I wish it was more than a fantasy Mmmmmm

My husband is such an embarrassment. Even now that he's trying to do better. It's just not good enough.

My husband is such an embarrassment. Even now that he's trying to do better. It's just not good enough.

I’ve started ending relationships left and right because people are self-righteous assholes. I can’t tell if I have become a royal bitch who doesn’t cut anyone any slack, or if I have finally begun to stand up for the things I believe in.

It’s been almost a year and I still miss him. What does that mean??

I can’t spend the rest of my life listening to my husband chew and crunch. It makes me INSANE

I wish Dejoy would spontaneously combust + go the F away. It isn't just covid destroying small internet businesses, like etsy shops. It's the USlessPS. They're killing us. Enough! Get the g-damned packages to our customers, that we sent out 4 weeks ago!

just realized that i seem to be numb to everything going on. i know it's bad, but i can't change it so i just try to live the best i can not worry about. other people think i am selfish. but i do not care.

DH is such a pussy. He's so worried about upsetting his mom that he has exposed her to COVID. That's not love, you wimpy fool!

Apparently I am a teetotaler because the idea of “dry January” and “sober curious” befuddle me. Just don’t drink? Is it that big of a deal?

Through watching The Affair on TV, I realized she didnt steal my husband, or that women cant steal men away, he willingly left, he made a choice, and I wasnt it. Good for you if your husband choose to stay with you. But there will always be a choice.

My husband enrages me when he discounts my perspective about things. Fine if he doesn't agree, but he can't tell me that my opinion or feeling about something I'm experiencing is wrong. I honestly may hate him.

All year I've been complaining about not getting any alone time, & feeling stressed. Then I realized that my poor kids probably feel 10x's worse then I do but they deal with it. Now instead of focusing on myself I take my kids out for some fun when I can.

I find poetic justice in the middle school/highschool mean girl's daughters being two of the most hideous little trolls I've ever seen. Sorry bitch, all the nice clothes and hair bows don't make them less ugly.

Nothing feels right. I keep trying to make changes and work on myself and my physical & mental health, but it seems to be getting harder, not easier and my progress is very slight. I'm so tired & discouraged.

DH is so lazy he won’t even move his shit off the floor so I can vacuum.

My 7 year old has turned so whiny she is driving me nuts!

My grown daughter gravitates towards all of the broken people.

I wish I had taken the money my parents spent on my wedding and instead used it to open a business. I'd be WAY better off and happier with life than I am now.

H was laid off April due to covid, found another job and now he's laid off again. Not his fault but when you are last one hired, usually first one laid off. Feel so bad for him

It’s getting to the point where I can’t tell my real orgasms from my fakes during sex. I always have a good time no matter what but I feel so out of tune with my body.......

Never marrying again. Ever.

I’m tired and don’t much sleep

H looks like that kroger's low low low commercial, except he doesn't dance or smile.

I LOVE being alone. I don't get lonely. Once every couple of months, if I want to see people, I drive to a park, spend a few minutes there, and then come home. And I'd be fine without that, too.

I find it odd that both of my teens seem pretty apathetic about getting their drivers license. Man, I couldn't WAIT to drive when I was their age!

I wish my husband was dead. He’s evil and will never love anyone. What a waste.

I ruined the life of the woman who tried to start an affair with my DH. She lost her friends, marriage, custody of her children.. I got her fired, blocked her from employment in her field. Even paid someone to steal her dog. I've never felt guilty. Whore.