CONFESSIONAL

My ex bf just called me worthless. I am a kindergarten teacher who works with autistic children he's unemployed and lives with his mom.

I feel numb

I think Dave Ramsey is hot asf

I hate my sister.

I want to take her bleach blond head and attach it to a teather ball pole and continually beat the everloving fuck out of it! Her breast have more space for brains then her skull.

H never spends any time with me unless he thinks it will get him some. H should ask his friends for a bj if he likes spending time with them so much.

No one around us is social distancing or staying home anymore and I don’t trust any other families enough to form a “bubble” with them.

He dropped me like I was nothing and probably doesn’t give a shit about me. So can someone please explain why I’m looking at all the pictures on Facebook of him at the lake with his wife and feeling insanely jealous? What’s wrong with me?

Spent the weekend with DH and his brother. That feeling that maybe I married the wrong brother came back and won't leave. How can BIL be so in tune to me and what I need and my DH so oblivious?

My life hasn't changed any. I'm at home all the time anyway. But the depression is 1,000 times worse. I fucking hate this.

Working from home, while taking care of my toddler, and new puppy is slowly killing me. When my husband finally gets home from work time goes so fast, and then before I know it I’m waking up to do it all over again.

Gave DH the sex he was begging for. Didn’t make me feel good at all... he was sweating and getting hot; I didn’t even get my heart rate up that much. Please, please, get in shape!

I masterbate to pictures of my boss...

I deleted every single Karen from my social media. It felt so good. #nomoreKarens

The swanky private school my kids go to is opening up 5 days a week. I want to keep them home but don't want to lose the $5000 we already spent on tuition for the year or our spot if this crazy virus ever goes away. Covid ruined everything.

Struggling with wanting to have sex with H. The reason is that I want my ex-AP and I can't ever say that to anyone.

Needing to watch kids by myself the next day is the only thing that reliably keeps me from drinking too much the night before.

They just emailed they want the kids back in school 5 days per week, I’m horrible at homeschooling and they miss interacting with teachers and friends. I don’t know what to do, I’m SO DONE. I’m far too mentally fragile for these times

Failed adoption, never received placement of her. I am so broken and no one understands or validates the weight of this loss. Heartbroken.

How can I love my husband yet be madly IN LOVE with someone else?? The pain and emotional turmoil is unbearable some days.

When will the pain stop? He is such a jerk and yet I still love him. My brain needs a hard reset

Well, told DS 5&6 that I hate them today so that sucks. Fucking period makes me lose my patience so quickly. I don't them, I hate that they keep trying to beat the crap out of each other over nothing. Any other time of the month would have said that. Ugh.

Some woman tried to sleep with my husband in work. I got her fired, and forwarded the explicit messages and pictures she sent him to her husband, mother, brother and grandmother. She's now crying because I "ruined her life". I don't feel guilty AT ALL.

There isn't a single day my husband doesn't make me feel like complete and utter shit. Under the breath comments, eye rolls, telling me to "stfu." Everyday I wish I had the strength to leave. Everyday I think I die a bit more inside.

I know circumstances are keeping us from being together. But I hate that I don’t know for sure if the world was ending he’d come over.

I’m not sick of my kid. I’m sick of every single part of societal life that keeps me away from my kid. I’m this chaos I want to be like fuck school, fuck work, fuck bills, fuck your zoom meetings

I’m a different person when my kids are gone. They visited family for a few days, DH and I had sex 4 times, I wasn’t forgetful or groggy or drained. I never felt annoyed or angry. I had so much energy and vitality. Now they’re back...

I am so mentally ill. Constant anxiety, replaying social interactions in my head and judging myself/wondering what the other person was thinking of me, tons of fantasizing and imagining scenarios. I have no idea how I maintain a fairly normal appearance

I feel worse about myself daily. I'm lonely. My relationship with DH is wonderful, but he's all I have. Even one of my parents ignores me, I always initiate contact. I feel like everyone leaves me eventually, not DH, but something must be wrong with me.

I’ve been surprisingly calm during this pandemic because I’ve always had social anxiety & hate going out in public. I was also already homeschooling because the world seemed unsafe. It’s kind of nice to have everyone on my same level now & not feel crazy.

I love my husband so much. I love my SD so much. I don’t think I’d survive the loss of one of them.. Both of them define a part of me. Scary to be this fragile

I don't want to send the kids back to school, but if I don't, I'd have to quit one of my jobs and it would be devastating to our family. It sucks that this is what its come to.

Without even really saying anything, AP quit me after 2.5 years. I’m crushed. I should just be grateful we didn’t get caught because I know his wife and she’s terrifying. I have no doubt she would destroy my life.

My sister makes about $100k more than the next highest earning woman in my family. She acts superior and everyone talks shit about her. I talked to her about it and she said her personality has gotten her far, she isn't going to stop shining for anyone.

I'm working up the courage to tell DH to look up emotional abuse signs & cycle so he can fully understand that he is mentally messed up. He loves me & our kids. He is trying to get better, I think it's just a mental illness. I love him so much.

They announced yesterday that school’s opening is delayed and it will all be online. I drank a bottle of wine and went to bed two hours early.

Getting family pictures and dating definitely kicked my fat ass into high gear. Hello motivation.30 lbs to go.

I have sex with DH out of obligation.

I would never tell my traditionalist husband, but I liked the remake of The Parent Trap better than the original. Even if Lindsay Lohan turned out to be batshit.

3rd failed pregnancy. Lost my tube and my hope. Hate all the pregnant bellies and babies on FB. I feel nothing but rage and sadness. If one more person tells me everything happens for a reason, I will smear them with my clot-stained pad.