He said he's a social recluse after we shared a wonderful night together talking until dawn. One week would pass by before he comes back before disappearing for another week. It's been 3 WEEKS & he finally contacted me but this time, I'm just over him.
I gained 100 lbs in 3 years &, thanks to PCOS, am finding it nearly impossible to lose. Went from a size 4 to a size 20 & feel like shit all the time. I smile, pretend I don't care, & act all "body positive" but deep down I hate myself & want to die.
I realized today that going through estrangement and separation means that I can’t/don’t want to hang out with the old friends because it doesn’t fit anymore and I am not ready for a new scene or dating or anything new yet. So Netflix it is.
Jealous of how great of a husband one of my best friends is. He kisses his wife goodbye and tells her he loves her everytime she goes out. It's adorable...and makes my heart ache since my H barely says I love you anymore.
Often when I hear DH's car pull up, I jump up and start doing chores so that it looks like I've been active instead of lounging on the couch. He does the same thing when I come home and it's obvious. We are nuts.
H and I don’t have kids. We celebrate Christmas by getting up listening to bad Christmas music and drinking spiked egg nog. No presents and our tree doesn’t even have ornaments. We have so much fun and no stress either.
I know I'm naive, but I don't know how cheaters and abusers live with themselves. Especially chronic ones. The guilt should eat them up 24/7 but I guess it doesn't. I guess they don't really know how to love another person if they do that.
I have an actual physical ache in my chest when I think about how we’ll never be together. It also keeps me up at night that sometimes I can’t read him and know exactly how he feels about me. How do I stop letting it bother me?
Best sex ever was with a friend I have known for decades. I’m upset that the last time was the last time. Can’t bear talking to him, or even thinking of him. I have to be happy that he’s in love with someone, right?
When I say I want cheap things for Christmas I am not being modest. I appreciate the effort, but I like and wear the earrings in packs---not $100 fancy earrings that are too nice to wear out. Don't get me fancy pajamas, they're pajamas. I'm being honest
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