CONFESSIONAL

It secretly irritates me when a character in a show or movie is an alcoholic/ drug addict but they are in shape with beautiful skin/hair . That shit ruins you, I’ve been there and you don’t look like that when your life is falling apart.

I am sick and tired of hearing H complain about politics.

I wish I didn’t have children so I could just self-destruct the way I know I’m meant to.

H talked me into a 3some with his BFF... a year later I have HPV and fast tracked to stage 1 cervical cancer...not sure if it's from that or Hs cheating in 2017...

I try hard and people tell me I'm a good teacher. But I'm having a career crisis thinking about sending my DD5 to kindergarten. I know too much about how f'ed school systems can be. But I am part of the system... so what does that say about me??

The doctor couldnt give me the pill. I need to go to the hospital to request for an abortion. Its in another city and i dont drive. And i have no money of my own to pay for it. I am so scared and praying for a miscarriage

I have felt nauseated every day since COVID symptoms started more than a month ago. My PA thinks it’s from migraines (that I don’t have anymore!), that it is not COVID-related, and sent me to a neurologist. PA is a fucking moron.

I wish I married a doctor.

My sister notices whenever I suddenly go through and clean up all the controversial or questionable postings on my social media accounts.  She teases me by saying "Posting for a job and cleansing for a Facebook check?", and she's right.

My coworker likes to tell me about great finds she bought at estate sales over the weekend.  To me, her getting excited about estate sales is like a vulture waiting for an injured animal to die before swooping in to pick apart its corpse.

I never thought I would live to see the day when weed was cheaper than cigarettes.

I’m re-watching “Community” because there isn’t anything in it that reminds me of the people I haven’t seen in a year.

My DH is afraid to apply for jobs out of state because of how hard moving will be even though neither of us want to stay here. I wish he was braver.

I wish I could always have sex on the first date with a guy. Yeah - guys CAN learn, and it's better when you have an emotional connection, but good sex is a MUST if I ever remarry, and I want to know upfront if a guy's clueless so I don't waste my time.

This sounds scary, but I look forward to being enraged, because it's the only time I can't feel anxiety in my head. Just pure rage, and a blessed absence of my usual anxiety and neuroses. I scream and swear and smash things, and it feels SOOOO good!

I doomscroll non stop, all day long.

I never believed in God until I felt His presence. Most amazing experience of my life. He is real, make no mistake. Even in this messed up world, He’s here waiting for you to ask for help

I hope he gets the balls to leave your fucking dumb ass! I'd love nothing more then to hear he moved out and served you with fucking divorce papers you manipulative bitch! I wanna watch you go out and get an actual job and take care of yourself for ONCE!

Every time I wake up DS from a nap and change his diaper he has a major baby boner! I know it’s natural but it’s still so awkward to see! I blush every time and then I wonder if it hurts him to have a stiffy pushed against a diaper. Ahh boy parts!

H is wanting to invest money we don't have. So here I go saving money in a hiding spot again in case it all goes to hell

H has been verbally abusing me for HOURS non stop

I should have ended this relationship 8 years ago and I have no idea how to get out of it now. I hate him. I hate my life with him. He brings no goodness or joy into my life. I’m just a paycheck and credit score.

I need major change in my life , can’t take living with the most selfish person ever anymore ! Question my every move, I go to work then come home .

I fantasize about living by myself where nothing moves in my house but me. Not even pets. Where it’s quiet and smells pretty instead of gym socks and wet dog. Where I can let out my inner minimalist, do my own thing with no distractions. Oh, how I wish.

Sometimes I just don’t like people......

I would shoot myself in the face if I got knocked up again. My youngest is 16 & I am finally almost out of the woods.

I'm so fed up with old politicians l. I'm seriously considering running for office.

Covid saved my ass! Yes! Yes it did! Kept me from getting together with a manipulative self centred nightmare of a person... Thank you social distancing, lockdown, stay the fuck away orders!! Thank you!!

I'd love to leave my house but fear of people who don't give a shit about anyone but themselves keeps me homebound.

Second grade is hard on my big girl and it makes me sad. She's tired.

I told DH all I wanted for my birthday was to have that one day free of any political garbage assaulting my ears and brain. He did pretty well...for 2 hours.

I've lived, and parented on my own, lived in several states, have graducated college, worked through a divorce and survived abusive households. I don't have patience for mundance conversationists and fake ass "friendships". Thank you, next.

It's a weird thing to long for, but I can't wait for McDonald's to reopen its dining rooms so I can sit down for a leisurely meal of my favorite comfort food while reading a book. Food from drive-thru is still good, but I miss the rest of the experience.

When the HPV vaccine came out, DH was upset that he was too old to be vaccinated. I asked him why he was worried about catching HPV it, since he BETTER have been sleeping only with me for the last 31 years.

Im seriously in love with my husband. I dont care that it doesnt always make sense, or is easy. I love him completly.

Spent 2 years struggling with serious postpartum depression. Finally a new doc took me seriously and checked my thyroid. I have hypothyroidism! 8 weeks on meds and I was a new human. Ladies pls have your thyroid checked, it’s not you!!

I found "cuckold" porn on husbands history. Had a mini heart attack and started mentally freaking out. Came to the conclusion i wouldnt want him judging me based on my porn preferences. Just having more sex, not gonna judge. Love him.

It wouldn't matter if the kids went back to school. Dh is never going back to the office. I'll never have an empty house. Might as well keep my kids home and safe forever.

I don't know if my family is haunted by what I think of them but I'm getting really tired of them haunting me in my mind.

I pay someone to clean my house while I go read. It is only once a month but it gets the entire house clean all at once & is so much easier to keep up with it. Best $150 I spend.