CONFESSIONAL

I wish i had the nerve to ghost my mother.

I am seeing a psychic to get over my exAP. I am equal parts hoping and dreading they’ll tell me he is indeed a dick and I am much better of without him.

I'm the only person I know who is completely terrified of this virus. All my friends and family think it isn't that scary. Why isn't anyone scared???

I'm exhausted

Watching my husband try to do fix anything makes me want to smoke a cigarette. I love him, but Goddamn. He fucks up everything in this house.

My DH is a complete and utter jerk to me. I stay for financial security.

Dh makes damn good $ but refuses to eat out (takeout) I hate cooking 3 meals a day for a family of 5. I just want a break for one day. Ugh.

The new Cardi B video made me so horny!

I’m really judging my friends who are sending their kids back to in person school right now.

I know he doesn’t love me anymore but he won’t just admit that and let us go different ways because he doesn’t want to look like the bad guy. I don’t understand the point.

I’m on the verge but I refuse to waste any more tears on him. I cannot believe I fell for him AGAIN!! I’m so embarrassed that I’ve gone through this so many time, wtf is wrong with me?! I need to figure out how to just move on and get over him.

Can't pay my bills, can't handle being at home. I need to overhaul my life but can't afford to do it. Just had a massive panic attack and there is no one in my life I can call. There has to be something better.

My husband is incompetent. I'm constantly caught between helping/correcting him ("nagging") & cleaning up his mistakes. It's like, seriously, how are you so respected at work? Do you leave your rational thought in the office?!

I do love my DH. He is a very good guy. But when I say I need to vent doesn’t translate to you giving me advice. I just need to speak and hear “hey that sucks” or “man what a bitch/asshole”. That’s what I do. Is it too much to ask?

Just found out we're getting backdated Foodshare benefits from July and also for August. I am do grateful I could cry.

They weren’t kidding about women becoming invisible as we get older. I used to turn heads and now that I am 38, a rare head turns. Depressing.

We’ve been on & off for 3 years. The past few weeks we’ve been texting nonstop & it’s been so great. Now he’s suddenly pulling back & doesn’t have time for me. Just like every other time. I can’t believe I feel for his BS again. I’m so dumb. Have to stop.

The thumbs up emoji in a reply makes me stabby!

I wish people would learn to help other people who are struggling in certain areas instead of making fun of them and bitching about them.

Secretly I’m hoping remote learning will be for most of the year just for the fact that I won’t have to wear real pants!

I am 50 and divorced with a 12 year old. I am lonely. I am craving adult intimacy.

I'm pretending not to see that gnarly pile of cat puke on the back steps. Somebody the fuck else can clean it up this time.

Saw a mom I hate yesterday walking by my house. She thinks she is so fucking superior to everyone - she embarrassed me at a group playdate years ago when I made a truly innocent comment. I have hated her ever since ...I wish I had told her to Fuck off

School planned on reopening in person... then on a Friday night sent an email stating we have until Sunday to decide Full virtual or Full in person- virtual wasn’t an option before. The school is closed and can’t get ahold of kids doctors to discuss. F*ck

As soon as I get up I start thinking “how long until I can acceptably have a glass of wine and when can I go back to bed?”

I am so beaten down by having to lower my standard of expectation with everyone in my life because no one can step up. Why do I have to change who I am because everyone else sucks?

Outside of our DD being born, 2020 has been the worst year of my life. COVID fears, it completely ruining my small business, barely scraping by financially, my Grandma passing away unexpectedly without being able to see her/say goodbye. I’m done.

School started back last Friday for my kids. My son has a sore throat and small fever. Ugh hate this virus shit. Hope it’s just strep. I’m 30 weeks pregnant.

I am immunocomprimised. I miss my life so much . I just want to be able to go out and do things without worrying. I cry every day

I hate being a stepmom

I’m happy he is finally warming up. I love him. He put his arm around me again like he always used to. Best sex I’ve had with him yet. All of my hard work is finally paying off

For the last decade we've had to have silent sex so we don't wake and traumatize the kids because the walls are so thin. Fucking sucks! Dying to be able to moan the way I want to.

I feel frustrated because everyone in the family has a different diet or dietary need so it's everyone makes their own dinner. Fucking weird, we're all cooking our own food at the same time.

Seriously could have sex every day, but H doesn't have my sexual appetite.

Wondering if we should leave our state...so many selfish people here, not a good place to raise kids. They are teens now and they don't like it either and say they're leaving the state when they're old enough.

Teacher here and so glad school has started again. It's hard not getting paid during the summer.

I need a new vibrator, but scared to order one online because I'm afraid it'll be traced back to me and blasted on the internet.

Feel like a failure - realized today that at nearly 50 I'm not ready to retire at 65. I don't have enough saved. Worried.

COVID has given me the excuse I needed to not have to visit my mom. And guess what? She's happier too!

I'm starting to look my age...don't have the will power to work at looking younger. It's hard work.