CONFESSIONAL

Going to visit H's best friend next week. He was a groomsman at our wedding. I have a huge crush on him....

All this child trafficking crap makes me now want to let my kids leave the house ever again.

Going in for a medical procedure today. I am SO scared of having an adverse reaction and having something go horribly wrong :(

I sent my 4-year-old and not yet 4-month-old to daycare this morning. Delivering during a pandemic was the easy part. Deciding to send them to daycare was gut-wrenching.

I'm a Supt of a school district. If another Dr. comes to me and makes "suggestions", I'm going to quit. Why don't they go take their N95 masks, filtered air conditioner hospitals and go sit on a bottle of Purell? I still can't even get cleaning supplies.

I dont know what to say

My sister pisses me off.

I feel like I am living the same day every day

My husband is so bad at sex. It makes me sad

I'm addicted to browsing for clothes online! It sucks so much time out of my day when I should be focussing on my kids :-(

Years later, DD suddenly starts talking about being abused at preschool. I remember thinking something seemed off... but it was a Waldorf school that said they practiced non-violent communication! I feel like a shit mom for not heeding red flags

I feel sorry for my mom. She has been stuck with her loser husband for the past six months.

I want to move out of this country.

I am scared of my mom's husband. Truly scared.

I have never told anyone I have depression.

I am suffering from complicated grief.

I am in so much pain.

I miss him.

When I told my family I’d proposed to DW, my parents told me that when I got married, they would stop paying for my college and living expenses. Adults get married – anyone still living off parents ISN’T an adult. I agree, married, and paid my own way.

I don’t know if still thinking about my AP a year after I ended it, means we truly had something or if I am just fucked in the head.

Almost every time I drive I think about getting in a bad car accident. It's a way I could die without the shame of suicide.

I have OCD and am deathly afraid of germs! This pandemic has taken it to a whole new level. Weirdly, somehow I now feel safer going out in public because others are finally aware that germs can kill and are taking precautions.

AP kept sleeping with me while dating our married boss...then they broke up?? But he keeps sleeping with me after saying he doesn’t love me. I keep checking if she’s filed for divorce. I shouldn’t care...but it hurts.

I'm terrified for September. I worry if the kids go back to school everyone will get sick, but I'm not capable of homeschooling 3 kids in different grades. I have no education experience and online learning all spring was a nightmare.

My husband hates me. Doesn’t want to have sexy with me. Acts like he is doing me a favor. Hates talking to me. Regrets marrying me. I’m unsure why he is still with me.

My various mental illnesses paralyze me. My depression spurs me to eat, & sleep, then I hate myself even more, because I don’t want to exercise. I eat more, & the circle continues. My brain hates me, all I feel are fear, loathing, sadness, & loneliness.

I was lovers with one of the Harlem Globetrotters who died from a heart attack at age 48.

My wife is pregnant... and she’s never been more beautiful!!!

My online friend is always whining about how she and her husband are high risk, but they go joy-shopping, they eat out at restaurants, and they’re going to have a dinner with 10 family members with no social distancing and no masks. Wish she’d STFU.

I’m sexually attractive to one of my coworkers. I just want to have sex once with him. He seems like he would be good in bed.

I wish my husband would lose weight.

One positive to being chronically ill is that my DH doesn’t expect much to be done around the house!

Showering before bed is H's signal that I want to have sex. That's not the signal I'm sending lol

My sexy neighbor is moving away :(

I eat desserts with a baby spoon to make them last longer...I’m 58

He thinks he can reject me night after night and then I’m going to jump into bed with him

I’m just absolutely sick over all of the awfulness in the world and the horrible things that I see people say to each other on the internet. I’m a nervous wreck about school starting back. I just don’t think that I can do this anymore

My brother in law actually thinks that the swabs to test for Covid are actually implanting chips in us. What in the actual fuck? I seriously hate him.

Can’t stand even being in the same room as my husband he’s such an ass.

DH demanded to know what he must do to for me to love. again. I’d tell him, no porn, get me out of this dump, buy us a nice house, get rid of your shit/clutter, and stop hoarding. Problem is, I could see him doing all that, and I *STILL* don't love him.