CONFESSIONAL

Bought a pair of dress pants today so maybe I can feel like a woman again and only thing DH said was "omg, you can see your underwear! Didnt they have em any bigger!?" So much for self esteem.

I don't care about either of the teams in the Super Bowl, so I'll be watching tomorrow only because I hope that I'll get to see a really gruesome injury.

My kids are depressed and troubled. I feel useless. I hurt so much for them both.

I have no interest in sex 2nite but I promised and I said quick pls but he got out crap for me to wear and use and put on porn and he'll be back in minutes and what little interest I had is gone. If I fake my O it will still take 4ever for him 2 finish.

Alot of my friends have best friends. But lately been coming to me as a best friend

I’m so over everyone’s bullshit

I feel bad admitting this but one of my favorite comfort food meals is the sketti on Honey Boo Boo. Spaghetti topped with a sauce made from ketchup and butter. Actually good!

Sooo tired of friends coming to me every time they need $..I've helped them ALOT & told them we can't afford to keep helping them every month. we're sorry that the consequences of their choices leave them broke, but ffs, they need to make better choices.

When no one is around I talk to myself.

I just cannot get onboard with the fake eyelash craze.

I hate being divorced, but it’s nice not being berated for not doing household chores quickly enough or well enough. FU, xh.

Sometimes, when I’m stuck dealing with two selfish adolescent step-children or the work bully with 1992 Wynona Judd hair, I fantasize about sitting alone in Target with a slushy. Not asking for much just shut tfu & let me have my Target moment.

Went to DH's work related event last night. He's fairly new there and it was so nice to hear so many people say how much they enjoy working with him. He's one of the good guys in this world and I'm so proud of him!

Please be ok sweet baby, please get better and be ok...

I have had horrible gas for two days straight. Can't hide it. House stinks!

Hacked by a skimmer at the gas station. $500 gone. Jackass!

Wish I was with a manly man - like a cowboy or pilot or firefighter. Someone fit and strong and brave and can work with his hands.

Today I got so mad at my husband that I took my keys and just left. Went for a drive to clear my head but couldn’t hear ANYTHING except the sound of my daughter crying as I walked out the door. I am beyond mad at myself that she saw me go out that door.

My bipolar 17y SD caused so much damage & depleted everything for therapy/hospitalization/shit she destroyed & is ultimately the reason my partner & I can’t have a kid of our own. I cannot wait for karma to fucking hit her. Stick to pets; kids hurt.

H puts non-recyclable items in recycling can all the time. I have to go through and pull them back out and it makes me furious he can’t do this one simple thing that is good for the planet. So lazy and entitled that he can’t be bothered to do it right.

I can't stop screaming at my kids

I'm scared of the stresses of when they become teenagers in this crazy world. They'll be out there with the other kids that got jacked up mentally from trauma they experienced. It's all so much and stressful. They get all my brain cells

We’re both married but haven’t acted on our feeling 4 each other but it’s torture to be around him. I want to get over him but I don’t want him to get over me. I wasted so much emotional energy on him & I want him to feel as desperate as I do :(

I am so goddamn tired of my kids bringing sicknesses home from school and getting everyone sick. We currently have bronchitis, colds and as of 30 mins ago, stomach flu working its way thru. About to lose my shit on them for bad hygiene yet again.

Before we had kids, I'd give DH a command in bed - "Get me off!". 30 years, 3 kids, and 90 lbs later, the command has morphed into "Get off me!"

I can’t pay the rent. Idk wtf to do.

I'd give anything just for my husband to look at me with one ounce of desire. Being invisible is crushing.

I fucking hate my husband right now. I married a Jekyll and Hyde and guess who's been living in my house lately

Don’t get much $ from DS14s bio ($45/week) hasn’t seen him since he was 2 yo. This year I planned to start saving every penny of it into an account to have a couple grand by the end of the yr but the last month have received nothing :(

His relationship is so toxic. He's the only one who can't or won't see it.

Our foster babies of 15 months are having their first overnight visit with bio mom tonight. Gonna cry myself to sleep.

Had a lovely date night with DH recently, but for a millisecond I missed being single at the bar, looking for guys.

Since becoming a mom I've stopped keeping up on current events. My kids piss me off enough - why piss myself off even more by watching the news? Too tired.

I flush my tampons. Always have.

I wish other parents would invite me to hang out. Not having any friends sucks.

I'm terrified of the coronavirus

H had coping capabilities of a toddler who had missed their nap. Wish he could act like a damn man sometimes.

After many years of recovery, my mental health tanked today. I cut my arms just to watch them bleed and feel some kind of physical pain again. I’m a wealthy 34 college professor who seemingly has it all. I am so low.

H wants to FaceTime with the kids when he’s not home by bedtime. Little does he know that neither I, nor they, care if he’s here or not. We’re used to his absence and it suits us just fine.

I just finally got our teething, cranky 10 mo old to fall asleep and you decide to bang shit around in the room directly below us. I hope whatever it is isn't heavy because I'm about to come beat you with it.