CONFESSIONAL

I hate Pinterest.

I'm tired of H and all of his fucking needs.

If I never ever have sex with a male again, I would be fine with it. Would happily get on with other adventures in life and self.

If my choices were Trump and Kanye, I would 100% vote for Kanye.

I’ve hugged her so many times screaming inside”I’m so sorry!” Im such a fool.

I love my sweet girl so much, I never want her to become a teenager and start hating me

I want a simple life, house in the mountains with some land for the kids to run and play and be free.

I hate hearing "we" as in my husband and his mother like they are a couple its sick and gross

The extent to which he hurt me is real. Deep hurt and the kind that you never forget. Worse than my EXH hurt. But all hurt heals and I left and I’ll never be hurt like that again because now I know what abuse looks like.

My mom leaned on me a lot emotionally as I grew up, I was never properly validated or guided. I’m so lost as an adult and am a worry wart and a people pleaser.

I knew I'd wear many hats being a teacher. I never thought essential worker would be one of them.

It’s 8:40 am. Been up since 5:55. But I Will. Not. Start. Yelling. Yet.

It’s easy to try to pretend things are back to normal until you get notified you have come in contact with someone who tested positive. Now back tracking every family member I have been close to these last few days. Why didn’t I stay home?!?

I creep on the women DH cheated on me with. I hate the power they have over me and the space they take up in my head.

My dad is going into hospice. I’m going to homeschool my kid so we can still see him during covid. I hope none of us catch it! Please be safe and stop fucking up.

I would be crushed if DW asked me for a "hall pass". To me, it would say she DOES still enjoy and want sex - she just doesn't enjoy sex with ME. That may not be true, but that's sure as hell how it would feel to me.

I don't know why I'm disappointed that I'm gaining back the weight I'd lost - it's not like SO noticed or cared. I could probably double my weight or cut it in half, and I don't think SO would feel any desire for me.

I met the sweetest most beautiful little girl today. If she were my daughter i would love her so much. Her mom doesn't know how lucky she is.

Last night I dreamt that husband said he wanted another baby - a boy. Woke up and back to reality.... We're never having another baby. We'll be lucky if we stay together for the one we already have.

I’ve always hated my anxious, need reassurance,empathetic, full of big feelings personality but I’m afraid it’s too late to change. I hate myself more every day. I can’t even sleep right now bc I’m replaying and regretting every conversation from today

I'm tired of putting his needs first. Why should I be ok with butt grabs and sex expectations, but i can't expect cuddles or him to talk to me?

I live in Arizona! Not one family on my street practices social distancing! This will not end well. I will continue to do instant cart. I'm NOT getting this shit!!

I want to throw away everything in my house, move somewhere nice and rebuy everything new

I don't particularly like my parents or siblings, sad but true

I liked quarantine.

I have a huge decision to make, and I'm torn right down the middle. No clue what to do. Is it too much to ask for a sign from the universe???

I know I'm weird and awkward, and hopelessly introverted, but I have a good heart. Praying for people to come into my life who accept me as I am.

I feel really bad for people named Karen

After 4m of working from home, DH working from home, while homeschooling 2DC which meant staying up until 2-3AM to my work done bc my work is insane, I don’t think I can do this anymore. Burnout is an understatement, I am a shell and just so, so tired

She’s not going to leave him. He has manipulated her to ignore his rampant alcoholism and financial abuse. I can’t handle being the one she leans on if it means watching her do this again and again.

I do not celebrate American Independence Day. My indigenous ancestors weren’t independent and free at the time. African Americans weren’t independent and free.

H is the one who prevents this family from being cool.

We had sex today, and right when we both came, fireworks went off! It was like a scene from a corny movie.

I was in a bad place. Lonely depressed. Ended up hooking up with a very pretty fuckboy. Not my finest moment now I am getting back on track.

It makes me really, really sad that my husband and I don’t like or respect each other anymore.

I am inconveniencing my family and infuriating my DH because I'm working to "pay for daycare". As I laugh my ass off, I explain to my MIL that her son is fucking lucky. If we divorce (we will), he owes my ass nothing FOR ME. Only has to pay 1/2 childcare!

I want naps. Husband gets to....me nope

I can feel how much my mom misses my boys through her texts. She’s such a good grandma it makes me want to give up and just move to her state. Why does she have to live in the Deep South?

DH and I are both teachers. I’m healthy but he has severe asthma. It’s scary knowing that we will almost 100% catch COVID when school opens. But we have to work or we lose the house :(

It took me 3 firings, 2 divorces, and an arrest for it to finally dawn on me that (Sesame Street’s claims to the contrary), I was NOT special (much less indispensable) just for being me.