CONFESSIONAL

I hate my ex so much. I wish he was dead

I’m so over my marriage. I feel absolutely no emotional attachment to any of the keepsakes or photos from our wedding. This is so far from what I imagined marriage would be like. I would be gone today if I had somewhere to go. Marriage feels like a trap.

The perk of having chubby thighs...I can squeeze them together until I have an orgasm. I've never told anyone I can do this.

Even if we don't hook up, the fantasies are getting me through the day. I was faithful and loyal and naive for six years. All I got was betrayed. Now I'm gonna have something for me.

3 years of our time being ruled by DD's holding her bowel movements - just take a fucking shit and stop torturing us all!

My kid wouldn't know their aunts and uncles if they passed them on the street.

I'm such a loner that when my phone rings it startles me.

Mom hangs up on me whenever she doesn't get her way. So immature.

What have I learned from covid-19/2020 so far is that I married a fucking coward.

I had a baby for the wrong reasons.

I want the schools to be online in the fall. Yes it sucks. Yes it’s hard. But reading about people losing limbs and having their blood literally removed for it to be oxygenated again is giving me panic attacks. Covid is not a cold people

If I would have been brave enough to have lived my life the way I wanted and not to make others happy or worry what they thought I would be living a completely different life.

A thought went through my mind. “I hate my kids right now” I feel terrible but I felt that in that moment.

I knew something was up. So I recorded his performance review in her office. She acknowledged she treated me differently and he said she was the best kisser of any manager he had... but recording is a felony and blackmail is unethical. But still!!!

I punched the laptop monitor from work while WFH because I 100% HATE the company. Period.

I'm so lost. My oldest (10) has me at my wit's end. I'm angry all the time and I am in therapy because she refuses to listen. She is going to cost me my marriage because my husband always caves to her or says he was just like her.

I love the fact that my mom got to tell my dad off before she died. He was a shit husband and father, and he deserved to hear every word of her tirade.

My mom is so selfish, and so judgmental. She’s a therapist and I don’t understand why or how because she’s literally the person I’d want to be involved in helping me make life choices.

I just want to sleep all day, most days. Maybe I'm depressed or maybe I'm sick. I don't even know.

When he came crying back, it felt so good to know that I put that son of a bitch in his place by saying and meaning: "NOPE! I moved on. This guy is beautiful and wonderful. After learning what real love is all about with him, I know I never loved you."

I've worked from home full time for the past 6 years, ever since my first child was born. It is so offensive when people ask me when I'm going to get a real job. It is a real job!

I am so underfucked I find sexual innuendos in everything

Wish my dad would just die, already. He's nothing but a burden on my mum and he's only opposed her wishes for the past decade.

I'm secretly glad my children are old enough to text and call their friends, and I no longer have to be responsible for maintaining their social lives. If it were up to me, we would never leave the house. I'm such a hermit.

Pretty sure I have fibroids. It would explain the random floods of blood.

Friend wants to “fix” her drug addicted, alcoholic,depressed ex & have a baby with him. On the surface I seem supportive and try to urge her in the right direction.Underneath I can’t believe how stupid she is being and I’ve lost all respect for her.

I hate my father for destroying our family with his psychological abuse, I resent my mother for never defending me or my siblings, and I deeply wish for a relationship with my sister, brothers and all their children.

I wish my kids had cousins close to their own ages to play with.

Annoyed with my H WFH. Every day. What’s for lunch? I don’t know. Go look in the kitchen and figure it out.

IDK how I'll survive this Summer with my kids plus watching the neighbor's kids. There is nothing open, no pools, no sprinklers allowed, no indoor play centers, NOTHING.

My husband actually said I might feel better about myself I did my hair every day! Bro I feel great about my messy bun hair. Saving time, money, no chemicals or heat in my hair. I guess he is not a fan.

DD10 wrote that she is worthless, a bad person, and shouldn’t be alive. I hate that she feels like this, especially so young. I blame myself because that’s how I feel about myself and hate that I may have passed my mental illness on to her.

Our kids are 9 but it still bugs me SIL got pregnant only a few months after me. DD was my parents' first grandchild and I was enjoying the attention.

I fucking hate my "dh"

I want H to get Covid. He thinks it's a conspiracy. I don't want him to die. I just want him to be humbled and grasp reality for once.

I have breast cancer. I have already asked for a bilateral mastectomy because my type (triple negative) has a higher incidence of recurring. Plus I can't wait to be done with bras, boob sweat, boob shaming, boobs in the armpits, and hairy boobs.

Everyone I know loves the show parks and recreation. I have tried to like it but the characters are annoying af

I'm American, but my family has Irish citizenship. We have never actually lived in Ireland, it's because my parents were born there. But we are contemplating selling what we can and moving there for a year or two. Can't do this anymore.

Being at home with my family has hit home how disappointed I am w/ our family dynamics. We are repeating my in-law's patterns & I have no idea how to stop it. I assumed our life would be peaceful but my H's un-examined issues are getting in the way.

If my mother had spent even half the time & energy on raising me as she did on chasing ugly worthless men, we probably would not be 30 years estranged now. Such a waste. Makes me sad.