CONFESSIONAL

I'm going insane over my AP. I've swung back and forth over this for 5 years. I'm pretty certain I'll end up dying over it

I told my son his YouTube videos were good...

I love my toddler but this is exhausting.

In my 51 years, I can recall only 3 times I was honestly proud of myself for something I did.

At the grocery store I wore some tight gray leggings. I caught a group of younger guys totally checking me out. Nice to know at 34 I can still draw attention. I even bent over a bit to act like I was looking for something on the shelf, showing off my ass

I screamed “f*** you” at DC5 tonight.

DS has serious behavioral issues after being molested, I’m married to a narcissist, and I’m deep in debt. Feels like I’m in hell except for sweet DD.

I am not a morning person.

Almost everyday I really, really feel like giving up. I'm not doing enough for them, yet I do everything. I'm not seeing the wonderful men in the future that I want them to be...yet. I'm always scared/worried. I love them with all my soul though.

I’m so sick of Covid.

I want good oral...

Every time I masturbate I imagine being with DH “friend”. His “friend” and I were lovers before DH and I met. He was the best I ever had. I still love him and probably always will.

The last time my DH and I were at his “friends” house his so called “friend” pushed me in the corner and grabbed my ass and swiped my vagina through my leggings. I loved every second of it.

I hate absolutely everything about my body. My feet are women’s 13W, can’t find cute shoes. My head is big, can’t find cute hats, my arms are too big and no boobs so I can’t wear cute shirts. I better be a smoking hot model in my next life.

I am falling in love with him and am still married

My DD (16) suffers from anxiety, depression, and panic attacks. Some days I wish she was physically sick instead. I think I made a mistake having kids.

I'm 36 and I still have never really felt like I'm an adult.

Can’t stop thinking about my teenage boyfriend. It was 30 years ago and not one person has ever compared to his skill in eating me out.

I know my first love was my true live

So tired of husband disregarding everything I do for the kids, home, and him. He comes home and instantly points out a flaw or omission.

I am 100 percent disappointed in Gwen Stefani for wanting to marry Blake “I used to wear a mullet” Shelton.

Drunk packing sounds so fun, until you’re the one drunk and packing.

I love my DD3 more than anything. But I am absolutely DREADING the 3 day weekend alone with her.

My friend thinks she’s more “evolved” than everyone else and her positive spirituality bullshit is starting to piss me off. There are real problems and injustices in this world that yoga and positive thinking won’t solve.

I get my second COVID vaccine the 19th. Been waiting for months so I can go back on fertility drugs to have a 2cd. DH and I agreed to only try a max of 6 cycles this time if not we are one and done. Now it's time I'm nervous about both outcomes

How do I tell H I just want to be friends?

H was always a die hard smoker- a pack a day for almost 40 years. I quit a few months ago, didn't make a big deal about it but I hoped it would plant a seed in H to quit too. Today he admitted that he plans on quitting too!!! SO fucking happy! Baby steps.

I functioned better as a functioning alcoholic. This sucks

I need to be alone right now. But there is no where to go. We are in lockdown and my house is full of teens and my man baby of a Dh. Just go away all of you

I don't have the kind of money it takes to travel to distant places. I imagine that heaven is the freedom to fly from beautiful place to beautiful place on Earth.

My worst employee quit today. I'm so happy I could literally scream. But I have to behave appropriately to avoid any validity to claims of constructive dismissal.

How can I possibly have flu-like symptoms? I haven’t even been out in public in six weeks!

I was diagnosed with ms today. I don’t want to share this information with my family. My husband won’t keep his mouth shut. And I’d rather the rest of them would just leave me the fuck alone.

Last year my husband had an affair. I went through all of the emotion of leaving him. We decided to work on things and it’s getting better. But I don’t love him the way I used to and have no problem leaving. This makes me feel empowered and safe.

Ive been on my phone for four hours on my living room floor in silence. First day off..alone. Bliss

Sometimes the people who don't applaud you is the loudest sound.

I’m so exhausted

I love toddlers

I find it fucking delightful watching my right winger family lose their minds over losing Parler & trying to get people to move to MeWe. It's not working & it's hilarious.

I fucking hate my husband. Nothing is ever ever enough