CONFESSIONAL

After all the time we have spent together, she still projects her fathers abuse on me. I have never hurt anyone, ever.

I feel more alone than ever

My gut tells me that we will inevitably be together in some way but my brain says it’s never going to happen and I should let go. I’ve never trusted my gut so I don’t know what to do. All I want at this point is for him to just hold me for a little while.

I hate being dependent on my husband and his income! I hate it! I don’t even have the option to leave if I wanted, which honestly probably hurts our relationship. Fuck

Never wanted kids but allowed myself to get talked in to it. Love the kids but destroyed my life. Don't EVER let yourself be talked into this crap

A lot of time to when I wake up I have to Google what day of the week it is.

I miss my AP & our weekly engagements. We only connected a few months b4 lockdown & now it's been 84 days since we've seen each other. He is the kindest, gentlest, most respectable man I have ever been w/. And he devours me like it's his only job!!

I'm gonna lose it. Day75 of sheltering in place, w/ f'ing H here round the clock WFH. Can't stand him.He's a shit person,not a partner,lover or friend. kiddos are equally pushing me to insanity.I know this is hard. I wish it had been 75 days in solitude.

I really want a gf. Ive been with a few thruout life, always known I'm bi. Just wish DH would be comfortable with it. I love him and dont want a 'relationship' w/a woman, just want to touch and be touched.

I don't want to go back to the office and think my coworkers who do are mental.

Our house is way too small. When I get frustrated by it, I imagine it's a large luxury RV in which I have a place for everything. In my fantasy I'm hosting a vlog and demonstrating how our family fits and organizes our stuff.

I had sex only once last year

I think we're ready to buy our first home. I'm so excited...but so scared.

I hate it when people just stop taking care of themselves. My father in law doesn’t care that he’s making his family watch him die.

He (my AP) has disregarded my feelings and ignored me for 4 days. It's stil so so hard to let him go. What is wrong with me?!

I didn't get off with sex last night and I've been horny ever since. Can't get alone long enough to enjoy it. I'm a wet sloppy mess.

My best friends daughter looks exactly like a potato

I want to tell a friend off for continuing to send me pictures & memes featuring a certain character who I’ve repeatedly said I can’t stand. They think it’s funny and do it anyways.

My DD19 shaved almost all her beautiful hair off. I fucking hate it. And the friend that influenced that decision.

While I have nothing against my stepkids, if I had known beforehand the financial stress H's child support payments would cause, I would've said no.

I lose more respect for myself the longer I stay with this fucking clown.

More upset with myself for caring than with him for his choices.

I have a chronic illness. I absolutely hate being around anyone, because I feel like I have to perform, and it’s exhausting. DH is back at work now, so less performing for me. I feel such relief.

I miss the office.

We broke down this weekend and visited my parents. We hugged and it felt so nice. Now I feel guilty.

I'm so tired of virtual activities. Do it in person or don't do it at all.

I don’t like morning coffee that much and only drink it if I don’t have a Redbull or if I need to poop.

I'm 90% sure my LT BF is going to propose at the end of this year on a mini break he's planned. Trying to work out how I feel about it as never saw myself married, but it's important to him. Been together years, why do we need marriage at this point?

It’s been 27 years and I can’t stop thinking about the one that got away. It never goes away. I will probably think of him on my death bed.

Never had sex with a circumcised man. Wonder what I’m missing.

Taking care of ailing parents is harder than being a parent to my own kids.

So hurt w/how cut throat the work place can be. Mentored a true friend to help her get ahead and she worked her way into my job! Who does that? So embarrassed I left, heard she struggled, was demoted. Was my perfect job so hurt me more than her.

I confess I am lucky in life, but I am not happy with who and what I have.

If an adult behaved the way my 4yo does, it would be considered domestic abuse.

My dream has been to be well read.

I'd masturbate a lot more, but I feel so guilty like I should be having sex with spouse instead.

I do laundry in the middle of the night to save on the electric bill.

Used to feel comfortable and free to initiate sex, but he said there was too much pressure and all I cared about was sex. Now I never initiate and wait for him. Feel so restricted.

DH ignored me fore two weeks - didn’t talk to me, acknowledge me, include me in anything. Never felt so dead before and still remember the pain.

We have far less sex then we used to and I’m not ok with it.