CONFESSIONAL

I ruined my life by marrying a sociopath.

I don’t like actually make friends. I don’t like making friends. However, i have empathy for everyone but still please leave me in my zone.

DH is so helpless sometimes that I have to believe he is faking it. The other day he couldn't manage to use a switched powerstrip and was fussing about how somebody must have broken the machine he had plugged into it. WTF. I switched it on, it works.

My grandmother was born and lived in a small village 110 miles southwest of Budapest. I want to visit this place one day and roam the grounds where she played as a child.

My MIL is so mean to me. I don't deserve this,but I don't want to take away my daughter from her bc my daughter loves her. Just have to keep dealing with it. :/

H thinks he can gaslight me into believing there are just as many Christian zealots and Trump supporters in the North as there are in the South. What, you fucking crazy dumbass? Just look at the Trump signs STILL out down here!

Did Zoom therapy session yesterday. The therapists ADHD was in full swing. Made me laugh. Made me realize how they are human too. Made me respect her even more.

I’ve been calmly articulating my disgust with men’s bs behavior, past and present, to my H. Like most “good” men, he’s also guilty on many levels and knows it. Seeing him irritated with the realization that he’s not fooling me is extremely satisfying.

Is anyone else sick of being a parent? Like 6 years as a SAHM and I’m just...done. I don’t want this life anymore. My ADD kid is ruining my marriage and life, every day is a struggle and I can’t stand them.

I'm so much happier when I'm alone. Online friendships that require only a few minutes every few days are for me. I don't get lonely at all, even if I don't see another human for weeks on end.

When we got married, my husband's bast man did not even mention me once in his speech. It felt very intentional. I'm still hurt by it 16 years later.

I won’t let my cats in my bedroom because I don’t want their hair and dander all over the place where I sleep.

My daughter is so beautiful at six, I worry that men look at her like they do women for sale. I fucking hate those men and hope my son never becomes one.

Even though MIL is fully vaccinated, I need to see a negative Covid test or she is not coming into my home or seeing my kids.

WHY do I have to love him SO much, we're both so broken! Our fairytale has turned to a poisonous mess but we can't live without each other. Toxic yet so passionate together(the good is so good, the bad is so bad) yet utterly miserable apart FFS

Just got told I'm lucky for having time in the house on my own. I haven't had time alone for myself for over a year and haven't been away from my baby longer than four hours. He's 8 months old and this is the first time. Fuck you.

I’m perimenopausal and have teenagers. This is not my best season.

My husband and I both work fulfilling careers as teachers but sometimes I feel so sad that our cozy home sits empty all day every day while we’re at work and the kids are at school. Like it’s just empty. We pay so much for it and it’s empty!!!

Started taking birth control to manage PMS sxs and have been bleeding for longer than past periods. WTF?!

ED has ruined my life. I would never leave my sweet husband. But goddamn it I will never have decent sex ever again.

I used to love NYC, but it doesn't feel like home anymore. I dont know what's wrong with me, but ever since I started traveling, I'm miserable here.

My friends are either married with kids and complain every day, or desperately trying to find a man so they can be married with kids, and complain every day. Is this the only purpose in life? I feel like I'm grieving the death of friendship.

My H has gotten more stupid every year since we met. I think there’s something wrong with him, but not sure how to go about finding out.

Things will be going along OK for a while and then my husband does something totally ridiculous and it makes me question everything. Why can't he just be a little ridiculous instead so things can be OK?

Other people's children are the worst

He has reduced himself to roommate status. Selfishness gets you nowhere in life

I've wasted one half of my life on this motherfucker.

All his life, people joked that my uncle Bill would be late to his own funeral. Well, his funeral was today and he WAS late. The hearse with his casket got a flat tire on the way to the cemetery.

Sometimes I tell my ever-horny husband to keep his hands to himself – and then am disappointed when he does.

DW is angry at me because I didn't become who/what she thought I'd evolve into when she married me.  Th big hurt comes from realizing that this means she never loved who I AM - just what she thought she could turn me into.

Vaccine rollout is super slow in Canada. I can get it, but only if I claim I'm pregnant (I'm not) otherwise I wait until September. Eligible Ppl are leaving tons of appts open and cancelling and I just want my damn shot! Feel awful but I'm doing it

If I've done nothing else, I've broken the cycle of abuse for my kids. They don't put up with any kind of bullshit and aren't shy to call anyone out on their nonsense.

My husband has the maturity level of a toddler when he's caught being in the wrong. It's pretty pathetic. His reaction to being confronted only compounds the situation and makes him come across as even wronger.

H is in a snit because the kids and I refuse to enable his magical thinking and bad behavior or allow him to gaslight us. He's embarrassing himself and doesn't seem to realize it. Nobody's bothered that you're sulking you dope.

I am REALLY excited about having an empty next in just a few short years! Been a mom since my teens and am so proud of my children! Love them dearly but can’t wait til they get the heck out! :D

I’m so disappointed in myself and fellow humans.

The hair on my head and underarms is thinning. No where else. Middle age is a bitch.

Still hate being a parent. Not cut out for this at all. I don't like A N Y of it. I'm the worst.

My H and I have slept in separate beds for the majority of our marriage. He snores and it never occurred to me to just put up with it.

I think the guys from main cabin masters are hella hot!!