CONFESSIONAL

My ex husband is coming out of prison soon and we’ve had talks about getting back together.everyone’s in but me.I like being single and free!I'm focused, prioritized,and feeling pretty damn good about myself!I don’t want that to go away.

I cannot deal with this depression the rest of my life. I feel like something is controlling my brain and I have zero control over it. Going from happy to suicidal in two days time is no way to live.

I hate my 7 year relationship. But I hate the thought of dating even more. I just don’t want to be alone.

I love my smart, independent kids but hate my needy, stupid husband.

My AP has more pictures of me than anyone. He asked me to leave my husband then disappeared and told me he’d never actually date me. FML I hate 2020...

I don't think my H has ever truly, selflessly loved anyone (besides himself). I don't think he's capable of it.

My marriage to DH is a good one. But if he wanted a divorce or died, no more men for me. I kind of hate most of them.

We rush through sex now because H doesn't stay hard for long. He doesn't realize this, or is it that he doesn't want to talk about it?

Can't stand listening to my best friend go on about how SHE'D never have an abortion, though she's pro-choice. Fuck off. When you're rich and have a stable home, food, and health insurance, you don't have to be terrified of living in poverty w/a baby.

It irritates me when H is up at 5am because he "wants to spend time with me before I go to work". No! Go back to bed, you quiet time ruiner!

I was a poor student who got a scholarship and loans so I could go to college away from home. I didn't get as much aid for my second year, and I couldn't afford to go back. That year in college was the best of my life. I miss it so much. 30 yrs ago.

Hearing my husband call my firstborn his step daughter was like a punch in the gut. That little girl sees him as her daddy and I would never refer to my steps as anything other than dd or ds

I hate the sound of my husband's voice.

Trying to find the courage to leave my "good enough" marriage.

As a writer, I read/act dialogue aloud to ensure it sounds realistic - a standard writing tool. H has heard me “talking to myself” and seems creeped out, but never asks me about it. I refuse to explain. 10 years together, and he STILL don’t know his wife.

My cat is perfect and also super annoying. I don't want anything bad to happen to her but also I want her to disappear.

I just had an awful nightmare that my child was abducted at the airport. Oh God, please never.

Kids' school announced in person, and they are scared to go back. I don't think I'll send them back, son is high risk.

I'm so afraid to make a mistake I won't finish furnishing my house. It's like I'm scared to make a mistake.

Wish I could go back and not spend the money on all the crap I've bought!

Annoyed with myself...for yrs I let H handle the finances. Annoyed with him...since I've taken them over, found out we're in debt cause we're spending so much. Why didn't he say anything?

I don't think I will ever feel happy and okay again.

My husband sucks at anything technical and I think I have no respect for him cos of it. I didn't think this would bother me before we met. But it does. But now we are married. And I feel like I lost out on a hubby who is handy.

I wish I never had kids. I wish I could run away from this life and start over.

I hate my life as a mom. I feel myself being so mean to my kids all the time but I can’t help it. I harbor so much resentment towards them and I never get a single second to myself. I want to disappear.

It’s officially my birthday. I could care less. Really. Not sure this life is worth celebrating right now. Maybe next year...

I am going to get kicked out of my church home group because I’m not comfortable with in-person gatherings right now.

I’m 51, divorced. Just got propositioned by a 25 year old. Is it terrible that I’m considering it?

Honestly, with the people who have unfriended me – if they hadn’t unfriended me first, I would have unfriended them. They were just faster on the draw.

DW is the abusive one. Not physically, but lots of emotional and verbal abuse. I'm 6'4" but I now panic when she raises her voice. I make no decisions because I'm always wrong. I don't speak up because I'm stupid. She leads DC in mocking and belittling me

If my husband were less materialistic and interested in status symbols I might feel secure enough to take a lower paid job. I might feel safe enough to relax long enough to have sex. But I have to monitor him more than my staff at work.

I don’t know how anyone can have another relationship, let alone marriage, after divorce. No idea how to ever have hope that it could survive, much less thrive. That said, I desperately want affection & intimacy & a partner in this life.

100% pro life, but 100% against government regulations. Though I wouldn’t be able to ever make the choice to end a pregnancy, I do not believe my country should be able to dictate that for me.

Tonight was the first time in almost a year that we all sat at the table for dinner together, and it felt really good. My kids ignored us and had their faces buried in their phones the whole time, but it was still nice. Gonna make it a nightly thing.

I can feel it in my body, something is not right. I hope it's not cancer or something.

These "mean girl" moms I avoid, their kid just joined my son's team. Damn, I hate having to be fake-nice.

He has ED. Goes soft during sex. Poor fucking dude. Probably feels embarrassed. I don’t give two fucks though tbh. I’m after his love and his companionship way more than his body. He is my dream guy

I sent my high risk SO to the store to get my chocolate...I'm dying over here, but now I feel guilty! Hope he doesn't get corona for my craving. We've been quarantining since March.

I wish I majored in something that made way more money than teaching.

We moved into a new home and I'm totally pissed that we have to bring our pets - the hair, the smell, slobber, and mess.