CONFESSIONAL

Fml I hate my SD I never wanna see it again...

I deserve an Oscar for the performance I’ve been putting on this weekend. Fake it ‘til you’re able to make it to the divorce.

I'm not a dad, not a mom, but I lurk here and read because it's nice to find advice and perspective. I try so hard to be patient with my little girl but I feel like I've ended up just like my own parents- and I'm so afraid of what that will do to her.

I feel like there is no one in this world who truly loves/adores me. All the love that I give out is one-sided.

I have three step kids, I only like one.

I’m still in love with my ex.

DD won't stfu. Shes hungry but don't want to eat. I yelled at her. Not sorry.

My mother has been smoking crack pipes if she thinks I'm taking care of her in her old age.

Friends and coworkers are always shocked when I say I prefer to spend time with my family. We do almost everything together. I love them - why wouldn’t I a want to be with them?

I knew by the time that I was 6 that I would not have a relationship with my mother when I became an adult.

I love DD so much and intellectually know her tics and constant movement aren't her fault but sometimes I just want to smack the shit out of her when she can't stop touching her face or me. So disgusting.

I have no emotional connection to cute little DS3 and it breaks my heart and a lot of other parts of me.

When I tried to leave H 2 years ago my son, then 14, had a meltdown, took his dad's side & threatened to never speak to me again if I went through with it. So, I stay with a man who repulses me because I don't want to lose my child's love.

I feel like I hate every single thing in my life and it takes all of my energy to not just scream out loud. Seriously, how did I end up here??? I am living my husband's dream, not my own.

I'm a nice person and will go our of my way for you , however if you decide to take that for granted, get passive aggressive, try to call me out on social media... anything besides for an adult conversation. I will fuck your shit up and read you or ghost.

Mom, so then why did you divorce my dad & have a new family with someone else if you loved me so much?

Our region is flooding. Many people in our town were evacuated & lost their homes. All H can say is "but it's not flood season yet". Yeah, dipshit, apparently it is. Look the fuck around you. Imbecile.

Stayed at a hotel alone. Drank a bottle of crown, danced around to Taylor Swift and had a blast.... by myself!

Nephew has a ridiculous number of nerf guns and no concept of safety. I Was shocked when he received a sniper rifle. Feels like he’s being trained to be the next school shooter. Now DS7 wants one.

My nephews are a bad influence on my kids. Constant unsupervised screen time, never taught self-control, consequences, volume control, manners, hygiene, or respect for adults. Takes weeks of strict retraining every time they visit.

I'm just so lonely, i wish I had 1 mum friend to talk to. I'm worried that my awkward loneliness is going to make my baby the awkward kid that doesn't have any friends

Everyone always wants to touch me. The kids are crawling all over me, H wants to “get me warmed up,” even the dog and the cat are all rubbing up on me. I think a vacation right now would be 24 hours of no contact.

I'm 39 & suffer from chronic pain. The idea of living one more day is too much, let alone 40 years. No hope of finding relief.

I won't tolerate cheating. Do it once and it's that much easier to do again. You don't get to pick up and put down those vows whenever you feel like it. I want my H but I don't need him. Cheating takes away the want. I divorced ExH for it and DH knows it.

My adult stepson thinks we're a fuckin ATM and I'm sick of it. Get a fucking job you loser!

I just want to spend all the money in our accounts on me! I want great food, shoes, clothes, and at least one nice pair of heels.

When I was a teenager, I was being molested by my brother. So I grew my nails long and filed them to sharp points as my protection against anyone else hurting me

I had an affair. Doing so made me realize I would absolutely never ever forgive someone cheating on me. Even if the cheaters don’t have sex, there is just way too much intimacy shared. You couldn’t do that if you actually loved the person you were with.

Dh hates to let me beg on the rare occasion that I fo. More bs he learned from the idiots he called parents.

I put more thought into vd gifts for my coworkers than I did H. To be fair, I like them more.

My H is sexually inappropriate & it makes me not respect him.

When I bring my kids to swim class I'm on my phone the whole time. It's not that I don't care it's just that watching them learn to swim stresses me out more than I thought it would. Looking away is the only thing that helps.

I wear a size 14. So when I am shopping online I have to look at the plus size models to see how something will actually look on me, then try and find the same item in the straight sizes.

Whenever we go somewhere H makes us lock the upstairs deck sliding door even though downstairs is locked because he thinks someone will use a grappling hook to climb up, get in, & rob our crappy stuff. Yes he actually said the words "grappling hook". :/

I’m a nice, caring, giving person. I’m funny/witty & people usually seem to enjoy being around me. But I feel like I can’t make real friends. I’m always shocked/hurt when people who don’t seem that great have tons of friends/social circles. What do I do?!

I think I want to legally separate from DH, but how can you ever be 100% sure about something like this? I miss my AP terribly, and will be with him if we separate, but I worry about what a separation will do to my kids. FML.

It is my birthday today. Stupidly enough I thought SO would at least put a teeny tiny bit of effort in today. He has not moved from the sofa or lookes up from tv at all. Our DD11 is worried why mommy is sad on her birthday.. FML

Woke up to a dead furnace. Less than 10 years old. Good times.

I really wouldn’t care what excuse my husband ever gave for cheating or how well he treated me afterward. For me, cheating means the end of my marriage. It’s the one thing I will not tolerate.

The hardest thing I've ever had to do is admit that my dad was abusive. Everyone loved his charming, infectious personality but he put my mom through hell & we always thought she was the horrible one for all her bi-polar madness. He was the reason.