CONFESSIONAL

I've been going back & forth between feeling terrified & feeling like everything will be fine. I don't know how to feel anymore. I'm so scared but trying to stay strong for my kids.

I have been in a loveless marriage for 10 years. I no longer have any girlfriends, and my daughters think I am mean because I make them do their homework and chores. Maybe I should go expose myself to coronavirus and just be done.

I used to have this friend and we did everything together. Then she got jealous and ghosted me. That was 6 months ago. Thanks bitch for nothing.

If I have one more person tell me "you'll get through this," I'm going to fucking lose my shit. It always comes from my kid-free friends too.

I honestly don't give a shit if I get this virus. If it gets me the F out of this house, all the better.

Being quarantined with my husband unable to see my boyfriend has made it pretty clear to me that I should get a divorce. Pronto.

I've always been a teacher's biggest supporter but I had no idea what they go through. Only the 2nd week of remote learning and I am spent!

I am so far out of love with H that a literally hate his guts. Being quarantined isn’t helping at all. At least when he worked I could smile and fake it til he left for the day. I can’t wait to leave his ass one day!

I married a waspy version of Roy from the Office when my whole life all I wanted was a Jim. Two + weeks of social distancing and this hard truth might be the end of me.

This last year has shown me how truly alone I am. I'm being screened for vaginal cancer at the end of the week and literally have no one to talk to about it. I hope I die from it if I do, I'm so tired of this.

It's my nature to, when people question my work, panic and worry that I fucked something up. Then, after I confirm I did everything right, I get mad at them for having scared the shit out of me.

My husband STILL thinks the coronavirus is a hoax.

I hope that when I die, I come back as someone who did better in life than I did in this one

I have a tiny yard. I weed whacked the hell out of it. Sorry grass :(

Due to ED, DH has to take a shot to get hard. After a year of turning him down, I finally agreed to sex. Currently in a whirlwind as he tears the house apart frantically looking for the drug. This is more entertaining than the sex is.

My sexy neighbor offered to cut my grass. I declined, but thanks anyway, hottie!

I’ve come to accept to covid is going to take me out sooner or later.

2020 can go fucking suck it!

i'm mentally unwell again. i'm so tired of dealing with this shit. i just don't have it in me to do it all again.

Both H and DS were asses to me tonight. And neither has apologized. I'm not going to apologize the next time bc if they can't give me the respect then neither can I.

I prayed to God for signs and got them! This relationship is OVER! 6 months back to being a single mom my life won’t change but it was life changing for me. I know my worth I know who I am that’s an eye opening experience

Sick & tired of my stupidass H wasting the god damn milk! Pour less into the glass, dipshit. Jesus christ the kids don't even pull that crap.

I haven't slept properly in weeks even with a sleeping pill. I NEED TO sleep but no..zombie dreams, earthquake and thunder storm, plus pandemic stress keep me from doing so.

i'm missing the peer support of mental health groups in a big way. i didn't even realise how much i relied on them. my mental health is deteriorating right now as a result.

Our peace and quiet has been destroyed by the neighbor's fucking dog. And, once again, dogs are more important than people.

I wish people would stop sending me educational cute "how to keep your kids busy" projects. We're staying busy laying around in our smelly PJ's watching crap and snacking... leave us alone! And does anyone actually do those projects?!? I doubt it.

RN. My hospital has PPE but I don’t sign up to take take of people when disease could kill me or my family. RNs r terrified. Please stay home - u have no idea what is taking place in hospitals. It is horrible. I’m so scared.

In AR, went to the store Sat. Tried to social distance, wore gloves. Hardly anyone else was! Asshats! The AR US Sen. calls it "China Virus." Great way to spread hate a-hole! Hopefully, the dumbasses here don't kill me bf I can move in a few yrs!

Co worker had a pandemic photo mini shoot and shared the pic. Her privilege is disgusting.

My kids will have no live contact with H's family any time soon....and I'm thrilled. That thought just made my shitty day so much better.

Love you honey but despise your family!

When H asks you re-friended his mother on Facebook & you say yes....but really didn't.

Once again, she’s letting some Asshole guy gaslight her. So done with her.

That moment when you finally pluck the hair on your chin that you've been unable to get for days.

The thought of staying home in quarantine with DW sounded fun, random sex, cuddling watching a movie maybe a random make out session, but now that it’s happened can’t wait for this virus to blow over! Can’t even get a random kiss Fml

I’m going to do nothing tomorrow. Absolutely nothing. If I didn’t have to take the dog out I’d be wrapped in my fluff blanket on the couch for 8-9 hours straight binge watching Hulu and eating chips

I took a couple shots but don’t feel any better, maybe bc I’ve been awake for 4 days, fuck

Haven’t had sex in 3 weeks. The last time I pulled out all the stops for him. Been home for 3 weeks together. I don’t matter. My needs don’t matter. He thinks I’m cheating! Lol with who bitch? Been looking at your 30inch forehead for 3 weeks.

A few mo ago I needed emergency surgery to take out gallbladder. Morning of surgery H went to work as normal, saw me late that nite hrs after it. Later told me im not worth leaving work over even for surgery. I hope he gets Rona n suffers greatly ALONE.

This quarantine thing has made me realize I don't think I can fall back in love with my husband after he's now got a grip on his mental health issue.