I woke up this morning and realized its not a bad dream... This is my life. I cant shake the haunting feeling that I can not escape.
I am addicted to food, wine, and online shopping...winning!!
I use my BFs credit card to order cute clothes online without him knowing...that's what you get for cheating and lying fucker.
I am such a fucked up person. I had a affair with a married man. We fell in love. He wanted to leave his family for me. I ended it. Stayed with DF. I miss that man every day.
I take a shitload of vitamins everyday, hoping to make up for the fact that I rarely eat.
Shocked at how much easier it is to stay under my calorie count since I stopped putting M&Ms in my yogurt. Who knew?
Drank 2-3 dr. Peppers everyday while pregnant. Felt horrible for drinking it, but that's all I craved. Now dr. Pepper tastes aweful. Had a dream last night of drinking it endlessly. Miss it!
I have a massive headache. I just want to lay in bed all day long. I miss that part of my life.
The only reason I haven't had sex with my boyfriend's mentor is because I haven't gotten all my furniture in my new apartment. Once this place is up to my standards, I'm gonna do him.
I'm sitting in my car getting high while dd4 Is in her room watching cartoons, and h is on the couch watching tv. It's 730 am.
Ds starts summer school next month. The first experience I have with school. I'm excited for him to go. But I'm nervous about the attention my family gets bc of it. I'm reclusive, don't bother me people!
My best friend is the woman who fostered my daughter when I lost her to the state. I did not know her. I got dd back and me and Foster mom are still great friends! Foster parents get a bad Rep but this woman is wonderful.