When I met H he was straight as an arrow. 14 years later, he is the biggest pothead and I hate him for it even though it was my idea he start smoking to reduce stress.
My mother would be appalled by my life if we still spoke. She could do better raising my kids. I'm just a dumb adult child.
I had a dream that my DH and I weirdly broke up and then he was with someone else right away...I am still upset about it and it was only a dream!
I've had my contacts in for 2 years. I've never taken them out. I cant afford new ones or glasses. Woke up with pink eye. Fuck!
When I'm alone I pretend to interview myself about the struggles in life I've overcome like I'm a celebrity. It's a fantasy of mine that I make it as an actress.
Feel like shit! Grabbed 2yo by arm & threw her down in crib. She was screaming louder after I told her to go back to sleep, no up! Its 430am! She does this often, norm let her CIO but 2nite, back pain & flu got best of me.
Truthfully, I am more of a Pinterest mom than SM. But today I hid in the laundry room and ate a bag of potato chips. I love you guys!
About to leave to meet my online affair in person for the first time. I feel guilty that I don't feel worse about it. H is a good guy, but I need to feel the spark again. Wish me luck.
